Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi tremur\u0103 m\u00e2inile, dar vocea mi-a ie\u0219it clar\u0103, sigur\u0103, de parc\u0103 n-ar fi fost a mea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u201eDa, dragul meu, ai dreptate. E\u0219ti un investitor prost. Pentru c\u0103 ai b\u0103gat ani din via\u021ba ta \u00eentr-o femeie care te-a iubit sincer, iar tu n-ai fost \u00een stare s\u0103 vezi valoarea aia. Ai preferat s\u0103 cumperi sticle de vin scump \u0219i costume la comand\u0103, dar ai pierdut ceva ce nu se poate cump\u0103ra cu bani \u2014 respectul.\u201d<\/p>\n
S-a l\u0103sat lini\u0219tea. Nimeni nu mai r\u00e2dea. Doar el se uita la mine cu ochii mari, ro\u0219ii de alcool \u0219i furie.<\/p>\n
Am continuat:
\u2014 \u201e\u0218tii ce-i mai trist? C\u0103 tu chiar ai crezut c\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 tine n-a\u0219 exista. Dar uite, tocmai acum \u00een\u021beleg: f\u0103r\u0103 tine, eu pot s\u0103 respir. Pot s\u0103 r\u00e2d. Pot s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc. Iar tu\u2026 tu o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i doar un b\u0103rbat care \u0219i-a b\u0103ut demnitatea la un pahar cu prietenii lui.\u201d<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva femei au dat din cap aprobator, iar unul dintre colegii lui a \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec. M\u0103 uitam la el \u0219i parc\u0103 \u00eel vedeam pentru prima dat\u0103. Nu era omul pe care l-am iubit. Era un str\u0103in.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat paharul pe mas\u0103, mi-am luat geanta \u0219i am ie\u0219it. \u00cen spate am auzit doar un scaun tr\u00e2ntit \u0219i un murmur stins. Aerul de afar\u0103 era rece, dar sim\u021beam c\u0103 pot respira \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea am dormit la sora mea. M-a privit lung, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 zic\u0103 nimic, apoi mi-a pus o can\u0103 de ceai \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.
\u2014 \u201eE gata, nu?\u201d m-a \u00eentrebat.
\u2014 \u201eDa. De data asta chiar e gata.\u201d<\/p>\n
A doua zi mi-am str\u00e2ns lucrurile. El m-a sunat de zece ori, apoi mi-a trimis mesaje lungi: c\u0103 \u00eei pare r\u0103u, c\u0103 a b\u0103ut prea mult, c\u0103 n-a vrut. Dar eu nu mai eram femeia care-l ierta de fiecare dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput de la zero. Mi-am g\u0103sit un loc de munc\u0103 la un salon de \u00eenfrumuse\u021bare, am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat din mers \u0219i, pentru prima dat\u0103, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 cred \u00een mine. Fiecare client\u0103 care \u00eemi spunea \u201eMul\u021bumesc, m-ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 simt frumoas\u0103\u201d era o victorie mic\u0103, dar a mea.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva luni, \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, am primit o scrisoare. Era de la el. Scris\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103, cu tremur. Spunea c\u0103 via\u021ba lui s-a dus de r\u00e2p\u0103, c\u0103 firma l-a dat afar\u0103, c\u0103 prietenii s-au \u00eentors \u00eempotriva lui. Am citit tot, apoi am pus h\u00e2rtia \u00eentr-un sertar.<\/p>\n
Nu din r\u0103utate. Ci pentru c\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, nu mai aveam nimic de spus.<\/p>\n
Ast\u0103zi, c\u00e2nd trec pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 fostul nostru bloc, z\u00e2mbesc. Pentru c\u0103 acolo am pierdut tot\u2026 dar m-am c\u00e2\u0219tigat pe mine.<\/p>\n
\u0218i uneori, \u00een via\u021b\u0103, nu e nevoie s\u0103 te r\u0103zbuni. E destul s\u0103 te ridici, s\u0103 mergi mai departe \u0219i s\u0103 le ar\u0103\u021bi c\u0103 po\u021bi tr\u0103i mai bine f\u0103r\u0103 ei. Iar asta e cea mai dulce r\u0103zbunare dintre toate.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi tremur\u0103 m\u00e2inile, dar vocea mi-a ie\u0219it clar\u0103, sigur\u0103, de parc\u0103 n-ar fi fost a mea. \u2014 \u201eDa, dragul meu, ai dreptate. E\u0219ti un investitor prost. Pentru c\u0103 ai b\u0103gat ani din via\u021ba ta \u00eentr-o femeie care te-a iubit sincer, iar tu n-ai fost \u00een stare s\u0103 vezi valoarea aia. Ai preferat […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10779,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10778","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10778","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10778"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10778\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10780,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10778\/revisions\/10780"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10779"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10778"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10778"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10778"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}