B\u0103tea un v\u00e2nt rece, iar norii grei se adunaser\u0103 deasupra ora\u0219ului. M\u0103 \u00eentorceam de la farmacie, cu medicamentele pentru tensiune \u00eentr-o pung\u0103 mototolit\u0103. C\u00e2nd am ajuns acas\u0103, \u00een fa\u021ba por\u021bii st\u0103tea o femeie.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103, dar privirea ei… o privire care m-a str\u0103puns ca o lam\u0103. Am r\u0103mas \u00eempietrit, cu cheia \u00een aer.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Domnule C\u00e2rstea? \u2014 a \u00eentrebat ea, cu o voce care mi-a f\u0103cut inima s\u0103 se opreasc\u0103. \u2014 Sunt de la spitalul jude\u021bean. Am ceva pentru dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-a \u00eentins un plic alb, umed de la ploaie. L-am luat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 scot un cuv\u00e2nt. A plecat imediat, iar eu am intrat \u00een cas\u0103 tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Pe plic scria: \u201ePentru Mihai C\u00e2rstea, de la Livia.\u201d<\/p>\n
Inima mi-a \u00eenceput s\u0103 bat\u0103 nebune\u0219te. Am rupt plicul, iar \u00een\u0103untru era o scrisoare scurt\u0103, scris\u0103 cu o caligrafie cunoscut\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eTat\u0103, dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 am avut curajul s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc. N-am vrut niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 te r\u0103nesc. Mama te-a iubit cu adev\u0103rat, iar adev\u0103rul despre mine n-a fost niciodat\u0103 menit s\u0103 te distrug\u0103. Am aflat c\u0103 am o sor\u0103 \u2014 fiica lui Doru, omul din scrisori. Dar eu… eu sunt a ta. Mama mi-a spus totul \u00eenainte s\u0103 moar\u0103. Nu \u021bi-a spus \u021bie pentru c\u0103 se temea c\u0103 n-o vei crede.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut pe scaun, cu scrisoarea tremur\u00e2nd \u00eentre degete.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u021bi-am purtat ur\u0103, de\u0219i m-ai alungat. M-am descurcat singur\u0103, am muncit, am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat, \u0219i acum sunt asistent\u0103 medical\u0103 la spitalul unde m-am n\u0103scut. Azi am aflat c\u0103 ai probleme cu inima. Nu scriu ca s\u0103 te fac s\u0103 suferi, ci ca s\u0103 te rog s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 te ajut. Te a\u0219tept m\u00e2ine la spital, la sec\u021bia de cardiologie.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat \u00eencet, ca un om care se treze\u0219te dintr-un vis ur\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u00cen to\u021bi acei ani, \u00eemi spusese universul s\u0103-mi deschid ochii, dar eu am ales s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u00een orb. Livia nu fusese gre\u0219eala Laurei. Eu fusesem gre\u0219eala.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, am ajuns la spital. Am stat pe un scaun metalic, cu inima bubuind \u00een piept. U\u0219a s-a deschis, iar o femeie \u00een halat alb a intrat. Avea p\u0103rul prins, ochii calzi, \u0219i un z\u00e2mbet u\u0219or tremurat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bun\u0103 ziua, domnule C\u00e2rstea, a spus ea \u00eencet. \u2014 Eu sunt asistenta Livia C\u00e2rstea.<\/p>\n
Mi-au dat lacrimile. A venit spre mine \u0219i, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ezite, m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 toat\u0103 durerea din ultimii zece ani se topea sub atingerea ei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iart\u0103-m\u0103… \u2014 am \u0219optit. \u2014 Te rog, iart\u0103-m\u0103…<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu trebuie, tat\u0103 \u2014 mi-a spus ea, z\u00e2mbind printre lacrimi. \u2014 M-ai \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 fii puternic\u0103. \u0218i acum e r\u00e2ndul meu s\u0103 te \u00eengrijesc.<\/p>\n
\u00cen clipa aceea, am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 uneori s\u00e2ngele nu e totul. C\u0103 dragostea adev\u0103rat\u0103 nu se m\u0103soar\u0103 \u00een gene, ci \u00een iertare.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas acolo, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-ne de m\u00e2n\u0103, \u00een timp ce afar\u0103 ploaia se oprise, iar lumina bl\u00e2nd\u0103 a soarelui c\u0103dea peste ora\u0219. Pentru prima oar\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 inima mea bate cu rost.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u0219tiut c\u0103 via\u021ba \u00eemi d\u0103duse o a doua \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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