\u2026dar \u00een clipa urm\u0103toare, un instinct mai puternic dec\u00e2t frica m-a \u00eempins s\u0103 lupt. Nu \u0219tiu cum am g\u0103sit puterea, dar am dat din picioare spre suprafa\u021b\u0103, ag\u0103\u021b\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de orice f\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 de aer \u00eemi imaginam c\u0103 mai exist\u0103. Apa \u00eemi tr\u0103gea corpul \u00een jos, iar durerea din burt\u0103 era ca un cu\u021bit \u00eenfipt ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
Am reu\u0219it s\u0103 ies la suprafa\u021b\u0103 pentru o secund\u0103, suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 trag o gur\u0103 de aer \u0219i s\u0103-i aud pe unii dintre invita\u021bi \u021bip\u00e2nd. Nu pentru mine\u2026 ci la adresa lui C\u0103t\u0103lin \u0219i a Marioarei, care continuau s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 nicio urm\u0103 de regret.<\/p>\n
Apoi am sim\u021bit dou\u0103 m\u00e2ini apuc\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de bra\u021b. Era prietena mea cea mai bun\u0103, Ana<\/strong>, ud\u0103 leoarc\u0103, cu lacrimile amestecate cu apa din piscin\u0103. \u201eTe am! \u021aine-te de mine!\u201d, mi-a strigat.<\/p>\n Cu greu m-a tras spre margine. C\u00e2nd am atins gresia rece, burta mi s-a \u00eencordat, \u0219i un val de panic\u0103 m-a cuprins.<\/p>\n \u201eAna\u2026 ceva nu e bine\u2026 cred c\u0103\u2026 cred c\u0103 nasc\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Fa\u021ba ei s-a albit.<\/p>\n \u201eChema\u021bi ambulan\u021ba!\u201d, a urlat.<\/p>\n A fost o nebunie. Toat\u0103 lumea se mi\u0219ca \u00een toate direc\u021biile, unii \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute, al\u021bii cert\u00e2ndu-i pe C\u0103t\u0103lin \u0219i pe Marioara, iar ei doi\u2026 st\u0103teau cu bra\u021bele \u00eencruci\u0219ate, de parc\u0103 eu eram problema.<\/p>\n \u201eNu dramatiza\u201d, a spus Marioara cu dispre\u021b. \u201eCopiii se nasc \u0219i acas\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 durea fiecare fibr\u0103 din corp, a\u0219 fi s\u0103rit s-o iau de g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n C\u00e2nd ambulan\u021ba a ajuns, abia mai puteam vorbi. Tot ce sim\u021beam erau contrac\u021bii \u0219i o team\u0103 care nu sem\u0103na cu nimic din ce tr\u0103isem vreodat\u0103. Ana a urcat cu mine \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103. C\u0103t\u0103lin, \u00een schimb, a r\u0103mas pe loc.<\/p>\n \u201eNu vin\u201d, a zis, ridic\u00e2nd din umeri. \u201eDac\u0103 te prefaci, n-are rost s\u0103 pierd timpul.\u201d<\/p>\n Am sim\u021bit cum o parte din mine moare \u00een momentul acela.<\/p>\n La spital, medicii s-au mi\u0219cat rapid. M-au \u00eentins pe un pat \u0219i mi-au pus perfuzii, aparate, tot ce se putea. O doctori\u021b\u0103 cu ochi bl\u00e2nzi m-a prins de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n \u201eTrebuie s\u0103 te lini\u0219te\u0219ti. Ai suferit o lovitur\u0103 puternic\u0103. Trebuie s\u0103 vedem dac\u0103 feti\u021ba e bine.\u201d<\/p>\n Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 o aud \u00een toat\u0103 sec\u021bia. Apoi, \u00een lini\u0219tea aceea care m-a rupt \u00een dou\u0103, am auzit b\u0103t\u0103ile inimii ei. Slabe\u2026 dar acolo.<\/p>\n Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n \u201eLupt\u0103, micu\u021ba mea\u2026 te rog\u2026\u201d, \u0219opteam.<\/p>\n \u00cen orele care au urmat, medicii au reu\u0219it s\u0103 stabilizeze sarcina. Nu era momentul na\u0219terii, dar rana provocat\u0103 de lovitur\u0103 l\u0103sase urme. Mi-au spus clar: \u201eMai ai nevoie de lini\u0219te, de repaus total, \u0219i mai ales\u2026 de siguran\u021b\u0103.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n Siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n Un cuv\u00e2nt care nu mai avea nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu casa mea.<\/p>\n Seara, Ana a venit \u00een salon cu un rucsac \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n \u201e\u021ai-am adus ni\u0219te lucruri. \u0218i\u2026 trebuie s\u0103 \u0219tii ceva.\u201d<\/p>\n A ezitat o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n \u201ePoli\u021bia e deja acas\u0103 la C\u0103t\u0103lin. Mai mul\u021bi invita\u021bi au depus pl\u00e2ngere. Inclusiv eu. Nimeni nu poate lovi o femeie \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 scape.\u201d<\/p>\n Am \u00eenchis ochii. O parte din mine voia s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 de u\u0219urare, alta de durere. Nu \u00eemi imaginasem niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 omul pe care l-am iubit ar fi putut s\u0103 m\u0103 lase s\u0103 mor.<\/p>\n \u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare, totul s-a schimbat. Am decis s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai \u00eentorc \u00een casa aceea. Sor\u0103-mea m-a luat la ea, \u00eentr-un apartament mic, dar cald, unde puteam respira f\u0103r\u0103 team\u0103. Am primit un ordin de protec\u021bie. Procurorii au \u00eenceput ancheta.<\/p>\n C\u0103t\u0103lin a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 caute, s\u0103-mi trimit\u0103 mesaje, dar nu am mai vrut s\u0103 aud niciodat\u0103 de el.<\/p>\n Trecuser\u0103 trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, iar \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 de duminic\u0103, \u00een timp ce razele soarelui intrau prin perdeaua sub\u021bire, Lia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 mi\u0219te altfel \u00een burt\u0103. Calm. Lini\u0219tit. Ca \u0219i cum sim\u021bea c\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it eram \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n Atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n Nu eram slab\u0103.<\/p>\n Nu eram victim\u0103.<\/p>\n Supravie\u021buisem. Eu \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n \u0218i \u00een ziua \u00een care am n\u0103scut-o \u2014 \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 alb\u0103, cu medici bl\u00e2nzi \u0219i cu Ana \u021bin\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u2014 am \u0219tiut c\u0103 acolo \u00eencepea adev\u0103rata mea via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n Nu cu un b\u0103rbat care m\u0103 tr\u0103gea \u00een jos, ci cu o feti\u021b\u0103 care m-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 po\u021bi rena\u0219te chiar \u0219i din cea mai mare durere.<\/p>\n Finalul nu a fost spectaculos prin artificii sau drama de film.<\/p>\n A fost spectaculos pentru c\u0103 am ales<\/strong> s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc.<\/p>\n Pentru mine.<\/p>\n \u0218i pentru Lia.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2026dar \u00een clipa urm\u0103toare, un instinct mai puternic dec\u00e2t frica m-a \u00eempins s\u0103 lupt. Nu \u0219tiu cum am g\u0103sit puterea, dar am dat din picioare spre suprafa\u021b\u0103, ag\u0103\u021b\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de orice f\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 de aer \u00eemi imaginam c\u0103 mai exist\u0103. Apa \u00eemi tr\u0103gea corpul \u00een jos, iar durerea din burt\u0103 era ca un cu\u021bit \u00eenfipt ad\u00e2nc. 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