Laura a \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103, ca \u0219i cum ar fi vrut s\u0103 \u00eengroape toate durerile sub pleoape. Dar cuvintele Margaretei au r\u0103mas acolo, vibr\u00e2nd \u00een aer. Ce mai \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201enatural\u201d c\u00e2nd via\u021ba \u00eens\u0103\u0219i te love\u0219te \u00een cele mai nenaturale feluri?<\/p>\n
S-a ridicat \u00eencet, \u0219i-a \u0219ters obrajii cu dosul palmei \u0219i a privit c\u0103tre geamul aburit. Afar\u0103, se vedea strada lini\u0219tit\u0103 din Ploie\u0219ti, blocurile gri, c\u00e2\u021biva oameni gr\u0103bi\u021bi, ca \u0219i cum lumea mergea mai departe f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tie prin ce trece ea.<\/p>\n
\u201eMarga\u2026 eu nu mai pot tr\u0103i a\u0219a, sim\u021bind c\u0103 mi se stinge ceva \u00een\u0103untru,\u201d a spus ea, abia auzit\u0103.
\u201eAtunci f\u0103 ce sim\u021bi aici,\u201d i-a r\u0103spuns prietena, ating\u00e2ndu-i pieptul. \u201eNu ce-\u021bi spune mintea. Mintea uneori ne minte.\u201d<\/p>\n
A fost pentru prima oar\u0103, dup\u0103 multe luni, c\u00e2nd Laura a sim\u021bit o hot\u0103r\u00e2re adev\u0103rat\u0103 \u00een ea. Nu una timid\u0103, nu una doar g\u00e2ndit\u0103. Una sim\u021bit\u0103 \u00een s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, a scos dosarul medical din sertar. A privit lung spre formularul pentru FIV. M\u00e2na \u00eei tremura, dar a semnat. Era pentru prima oar\u0103 c\u00e2nd f\u0103cea ceva doar pentru ea.<\/p>\n
Procedurile au \u00eenceput cur\u00e2nd. Drumuri dese la Bucure\u0219ti, injec\u021bii, analize, nop\u021bi \u00een care se \u00eentreba dac\u0103 face bine. Uneori pl\u00e2ngea \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, cu farurile altor \u0219oferi oglindindu-se \u00een lacrimile ei. Alteori se trezea diminea\u021ba \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at\u0103 de un sentiment ciudat de curaj.<\/p>\n
Margareta mergea cu ea peste tot, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-i geanta, vorbind c\u00e2nd Laura nu mai putea vorbi, t\u0103c\u00e2nd c\u00e2nd t\u0103cerea era tot ce suporta.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 prima \u00eencercare nereu\u0219it\u0103, Laura s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe podeaua din baie. A sim\u021bit c\u0103 tot universul i se scurge printre degete.
\u201ePoate c\u0103 nu e pentru mine\u2026 poate c\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 fie altfel,\u201d a murmurat ea.<\/p>\n
Dar a doua zi, c\u00e2nd a deschis ochii, g\u00e2ndul acela nu mai avea aceea\u0219i putere. Cineva, undeva, \u00eei f\u0103cuse loc unui alt g\u00e2nd: \u00eenc\u0103 o \u00eencercare.<\/p>\n
A doua FIV a reu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd doctorul Enache i-a spus c\u0103 testul este pozitiv, Laura a dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103 \u0219i a izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns. Margareta a \u021bipat de bucurie. \u00cen hol, dou\u0103 asistente au aplaudat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tie de ce.
\u201eSunt \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103\u2026\u201d a repetat Laura ca \u0219i cum nu ar fi crezut nici ea.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, la prima ecografie, doctorul a ridicat spr\u00e2ncenele.
\u201eEi, aici avem o surpriz\u0103. Nu unul\u2026 nu doi\u2026\u201d
Laura a sim\u021bit cum lumea se \u00eenv\u00e2rte\u0219te.
\u201eDoctore\u2026?\u201d
\u201eTrei. Ave\u021bi triple\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
A izbucnit \u00een r\u00e2s \u0219i pl\u00e2ns \u00een acela\u0219i timp. Nici nu \u0219tia c\u0103 e posibil.<\/p>\n
Nou\u0103 luni mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00een maternitatea din Bra\u0219ov, Laura a \u021binut \u00een bra\u021be trei feti\u021be minuscule, cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i \u0219i pumnii str\u00e2n\u0219i de parc\u0103 veniser\u0103 gata s\u0103 lupte pentru ea. Le-a numit Ana, Teodora \u0219i Maria.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba a devenit un carusel ame\u021bitor. Scutece, lapte, nop\u021bi nedormite, dar \u0219i r\u00e2sete mici, z\u00e2mbete, miros de bebelu\u0219i \u0219i o bucurie cum nu mai sim\u021bise.<\/p>\n
Apoi, via\u021ba a f\u0103cut din nou o \u00eentoarcere brusc\u0103.<\/p>\n
La patru ani dup\u0103 na\u0219terea fetelor, Laura a lansat o firm\u0103 de consultan\u021b\u0103 pentru mame singure, cu ajutorul c\u00e2torva prietene. \u00cen c\u00e2teva luni, succesul a fost enorm. Contractele curgeau, proiectele cre\u0219teau, presa scria despre ea. Banca i-a aprobat creditul, iar c\u00e2\u021biva ani mai t\u00e2rziu \u00ee\u0219i cump\u0103rase propriul avion privat, folosit pentru deplas\u0103rile rapide \u00eentre proiecte.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, \u00een aeroportul privat din Cluj, Laura cobora treptele avionului, cu triple\u021bii alerg\u00e2nd pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, fericite.<\/p>\n
\u0218i l-a v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin. \u00cemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit, sl\u0103bit, cu privirea aceea pierdut\u0103 a unui om care s-a trezit prea t\u00e2rziu.
El a r\u0103mas \u00eencremenit.
Nu o v\u0103zuse niciodat\u0103 at\u00e2t de frumoas\u0103, at\u00e2t de sigur\u0103 pe ea, at\u00e2t de\u2026 vie.<\/p>\n
Ea a z\u00e2mbit scurt, politicos.
\u201eBun\u0103, C\u0103t\u0103line.\u201d
\u201eLaura\u2026 nu pot s\u0103 cred\u2026 triple\u021bi? \u0218i\u2026 avionul\u2026 e al t\u0103u?\u201d
\u201eDa. E doar \u00eenceputul,\u201d i-a spus ea calm.<\/p>\n
El a clipit, r\u0103t\u0103cit.
\u201eNu\u2026 nu m-am a\u0219teptat\u2026\u201d
\u201eNici eu nu m-am a\u0219teptat,\u201d a spus Laura. \u201eDar uite c\u0103 via\u021ba \u00ee\u021bi d\u0103 uneori exact ce meri\u021bi. Uneori t\u00e2rziu, dar tot \u00ee\u021bi d\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0218i a plecat mai departe, cu feti\u021bele ei \u021bop\u0103ind vesel, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se mai uite \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba ei, viitorul chiar era al ei.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Laura a \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103, ca \u0219i cum ar fi vrut s\u0103 \u00eengroape toate durerile sub pleoape. Dar cuvintele Margaretei au r\u0103mas acolo, vibr\u00e2nd \u00een aer. Ce mai \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201enatural\u201d c\u00e2nd via\u021ba \u00eens\u0103\u0219i te love\u0219te \u00een cele mai nenaturale feluri? S-a ridicat \u00eencet, \u0219i-a \u0219ters obrajii cu dosul palmei \u0219i a privit c\u0103tre […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13310,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13309","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13309","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13309"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13309\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13311,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13309\/revisions\/13311"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/13310"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13309"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13309"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13309"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}