Larisa st\u0103tea lipit\u0103 de perete, cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2ndu-i vizibil. Ochii \u00eei erau larg deschi\u0219i, iar fa\u021ba complet alb\u0103. Tata, \u00een schimb, era \u00een mijlocul camerei, \u00een pijamale, \u00eenclinat peste pat\u2026 dar nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 fie vorba de vreo ceart\u0103 sau vreo situa\u021bie violent\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era complet pierdut.<\/p>\n
St\u0103tea cu privirea fix\u0103, ca \u0219i cum nu ne vedea. Respira greu \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i mi\u0219ca buzele f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 scoat\u0103 un sunet. Larisa a f\u0103cut un pas spre noi, abia reu\u0219ind s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu\u2026 recunoa\u0219te camera. A mers direct la dulapul vechi\u2026 \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00eei spun\u0103 ei<\/em> s\u0103 nu plece\u2026 c\u0103 o a\u0219teapt\u0103\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Am \u00eencremenit. Despre mama.<\/p>\n Tata nu avusese niciodat\u0103 episoade din astea, nici m\u0103car \u00een cei mai grei ani dup\u0103 ce ea murise. Era b\u0103rbatul cel mai lucid, cel mai prezent, cel mai echilibrat pe care \u00eel \u0219tiam. Iar acum\u2026 p\u0103rea altcineva.<\/p>\n Sora mea s-a apropiat de el \u00eencet.<\/p>\n \u201eTat\u0103\u2026 tat\u0103, sunt eu, Maria. Uite la mine.\u201d<\/p>\n El s-a \u00eentors brusc, de parc\u0103 un str\u0103in intrase \u00een camer\u0103. S-a uitat lung la ea, iar apoi ochii i s-au limpezit. \u0218i-a dus m\u00e2na la frunte.<\/p>\n \u201eCe\u2026 ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat? Larisa, de ce pl\u00e2ngi?\u201d<\/p>\n Larisa s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe marginea patului, izbucnind \u00een lacrimi. \u201eAi avut un fel de\u2026 confuzie,\u201d i-am spus. \u201eAi vorbit cu mama\u2026 ai crezut c\u0103 e aici.\u201d<\/p>\n Tata a \u00eenchis ochii. \u0218i atunci, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, l-am v\u0103zut cu adev\u0103rat speriat.<\/p>\n \u201eNu-mi amintesc\u2026 doar \u0219tiu c\u0103 am sim\u021bit mirosul ei de lev\u0103n\u021bic\u0103. Parc\u0103 se plimba prin camer\u0103. Parc\u0103 m-a strigat\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Apoi s-a uitat spre Larisa, ru\u0219inat.<\/p>\n \u201eIart\u0103-m\u0103, draga mea. Nu \u0219tiu ce m-a apucat.\u201d<\/p>\n Larisa s-a ridicat, a venit l\u00e2ng\u0103 el \u0219i i-a luat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n \u201eN-ai f\u0103cut nimic r\u0103u. Doar\u2026 ai retr\u0103it ceva.\u201d<\/p>\n Aveam to\u021bi trei un nod \u00een g\u00e2t. Era limpede c\u0103 pentru tata, trecerea \u00een alt\u0103 etap\u0103 \u2014 dup\u0103 at\u00e2\u021bia ani singur \u2014 fusese ceva mai greu dec\u00e2t l\u0103sase el s\u0103 se vad\u0103.<\/p>\n Am deschis geamul pu\u021bin, s\u0103 intre aer rece. Tata respirase ad\u00e2nc \u0219i parc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i revenea, dar lini\u0219tea era ciudat\u0103. Camera p\u0103rea \u00eenc\u0103rcat\u0103, grea, ca \u0219i cum orice mi\u0219care ar fi spart ceva fragil.<\/p>\n Larisa \u0219i-a \u0219ters ochii \u0219i s-a for\u021bat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n \u201eCred c\u0103 ar fi mai bine s\u0103 mut\u0103m patul\u2026 sau m\u0103car s\u0103 schimb\u0103m locul mobilei. Poate\u2026 poate e prea mult din trecut aici.\u201d<\/p>\n Tata a dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n \u201eDa\u2026 cred c\u0103 ave\u021bi dreptate. Prea multe umbre\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Ne-am adunat to\u021bi \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, unde am pus la fiert un ceai de mu\u0219e\u021bel. Tata st\u0103tea cu palmele pe mas\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 tremur\u00e2nd u\u0219or. Larisa era l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, cu capul sprijinit de um\u0103rul lui, iar sora mea pl\u00e2ngea \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n Am sim\u021bit atunci c\u00e2t de mult o iubea tata pe Larisa. C\u00e2t de hot\u0103r\u00e2t era s\u0103 nu o r\u0103neasc\u0103, s\u0103 nu o sperie, s\u0103 nu \u00eei pun\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 fantomele trecutului. \u0218i c\u00e2t de vulnerabil devenise \u00een noaptea aceea, c\u00e2nd alt\u0103dat\u0103 fusese st\u00e2nca familiei noastre.<\/p>\n A doua zi, dup\u0103 ce soarele a r\u0103s\u0103rit peste curte, tata a f\u0103cut ceva ce nu credeam c\u0103 va face vreodat\u0103. \u0218i-a luat haina, s-a dus la magazinul de mobil\u0103 din centru \u0219i a cump\u0103rat un dormitor nou \u2014 complet. Pat, dulap, noptiere, totul.<\/p>\n \u201eDac\u0103 vreau s\u0103 merg \u00eenainte,\u201d ne-a spus, \u201enu pot r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu un picior \u00een ieri.\u201d<\/p>\n Seara, c\u00e2nd totul era montat, Larisa l-a luat de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i l-a privit cu o bl\u00e2nde\u021be cum rar am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n \u201e\u00ce\u021bi mul\u021bumesc.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201ePentru ce?\u201d a \u00eentrebat tata.<\/p>\n \u201ePentru c\u0103 ai ales s\u0103 fii aici. Cu mine. Pe bune.\u201d<\/p>\n Atunci am v\u0103zut ceva schimb\u00e2ndu-se \u00een el. Ca \u0219i cum toat\u0103 greutatea ultimilor ani, toat\u0103 durerea pierderii, toat\u0103 frica de a o uita pe mama\u2026 se a\u0219ezaser\u0103 \u00eentr-un loc lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n \u00cen noaptea aceea, nu s-a mai auzit niciun \u021bip\u0103t. \u0218i pentru prima oar\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am \u0219tiut c\u0103 tata chiar era fericit.<\/p>\n Cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Larisa st\u0103tea lipit\u0103 de perete, cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2ndu-i vizibil. Ochii \u00eei erau larg deschi\u0219i, iar fa\u021ba complet alb\u0103. Tata, \u00een schimb, era \u00een mijlocul camerei, \u00een pijamale, \u00eenclinat peste pat\u2026 dar nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 fie vorba de vreo ceart\u0103 sau vreo situa\u021bie violent\u0103. Era complet pierdut. 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\u0218tiam exact despre cine vorbea.<\/p>\n
Eu l-am prins pe tata de bra\u021b \u0219i l-am ghidat s\u0103 se a\u0219eze.<\/p>\n
Doar r\u00e2sete.
\u0218i pa\u0219i u\u0219ori printr-o camer\u0103 nou\u0103, \u00eentr-o via\u021b\u0103 nou\u0103.<\/p>\n