{"id":13593,"date":"2025-11-30T05:24:53","date_gmt":"2025-11-30T05:24:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=13593"},"modified":"2025-11-30T05:24:53","modified_gmt":"2025-11-30T05:24:53","slug":"am-auzit-gemete-in-spatele-usii-din-dormitorul-meu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=13593","title":{"rendered":"AM AUZIT GEMETE \u00ceN SPATELE U\u0218II DIN DORMITORUL MEU"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"2055\" data-end=\"2184\">C\u00e2nd am auzit numele acela, parc\u0103 mi-a fugit p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<br data-start=\"2125\" data-end=\"2128\" \/>Nu mai sim\u021beam nici podeaua, nici aerul, nici pe mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2186\" data-end=\"2405\">Era <strong data-start=\"2190\" data-end=\"2200\">Costel<\/strong>.<br data-start=\"2201\" data-end=\"2204\" \/>Cumnatul meu. Fratele ei. Omul pe care \u00eel primisem \u00een cas\u0103 de zeci de ori, c\u0103ruia \u00eei d\u0103dusem bani de c\u00e2te ori r\u0103m\u00e2nea f\u0103r\u0103 serviciu, pe care \u00eel ajutasem la renov\u0103ri, la mut\u0103ri, la tot ce avea nevoie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2407\" data-end=\"2455\">Nu \u00een\u021belegeam. Nu puteam s\u0103 le pun cap la cap.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2457\" data-end=\"2538\">Ea pl\u00e2ngea. El t\u0103cea, cu ochii \u00een podea. Eu sim\u021beam c\u0103 m\u0103 sf\u00e2rtec\u0103 ceva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2540\" data-end=\"2678\">M-am \u00eentors \u0219i am cobor\u00e2t sc\u0103rile cu inima cr\u0103pat\u0103. Nu \u0219tiu cum am ajuns \u00een sufragerie. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau, respira\u021bia \u00eemi era scurt\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2680\" data-end=\"2806\">Pe mas\u0103 era o fotografie cu noi doi, de la nunt\u0103. Tineri. Ferici\u021bi. Pro\u0219ti.<br data-start=\"2755\" data-end=\"2758\" \/>Am ridicat-o, dar parc\u0103 nu ne mai recuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2808\" data-end=\"2856\">\u2014 Radu, te rog\u2026 am auzit-o venind \u00een urma mea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2858\" data-end=\"2949\">M-am \u00eentors spre ea. Avea prosopul str\u00e2ns pe corp, p\u0103rul ciufulit, fa\u021ba umflat\u0103 de pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2951\" data-end=\"2980\">\u2014 De c\u00e2t timp? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2982\" data-end=\"3005\">S-a uitat spre podea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3007\" data-end=\"3047\">\u2014 R\u0103spunde-mi, i-am zis printre din\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3049\" data-end=\"3069\">\u2014 De vreo doi ani\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3071\" data-end=\"3204\">Dou\u0103. Ani.<br data-start=\"3081\" data-end=\"3084\" \/>\u00cen doi ani, eu am dus-o la doctor, am f\u0103cut cump\u0103r\u0103turi, am muncit prin curte, am str\u00e2ns bani pentru renovare, iar ea\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3206\" data-end=\"3305\">Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fierbe s\u00e2ngele. Dar nu am \u021bipat. N-am avut putere. Parc\u0103 eram gol pe din\u0103untru.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3307\" data-end=\"3368\">\u2014 \u0218i copiii? am \u00eentrebat.<br data-start=\"3332\" data-end=\"3335\" \/>\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu\u2026 n-am vrut s\u0103 sufere\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3370\" data-end=\"3408\">Am r\u00e2s amar. Un hohot scurt, str\u00e2mb.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3410\" data-end=\"3468\">\u2014 Da, ai avut mare grij\u0103 s\u0103 nu sufere nimeni, i-am spus.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3470\" data-end=\"3530\">A vrut s\u0103 vin\u0103 spre mine, dar am ridicat m\u00e2na s\u0103 o opresc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3532\" data-end=\"3564\">\u2014 Nu. Te rog\u2026 doar stai acolo.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3566\" data-end=\"3685\">\u00cemi venea s\u0103 plec, dar sim\u021beam c\u0103 dac\u0103 ies pe u\u0219a aia nu m\u0103 mai \u00eentorc niciodat\u0103. \u0218i poate chiar asta trebuia s\u0103 fac.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3687\" data-end=\"3838\">\u2014 De ce Costel? am \u00eentrebat cu voce joas\u0103.<br data-start=\"3729\" data-end=\"3732\" \/>\u2014 A fost\u2026 nu \u0219tiu\u2026 eram singur\u0103\u2026 tu erai mereu \u00eengrijorat, cu doctorii, cu problemele tale\u2026 el era aici\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3840\" data-end=\"3879\">\u2014 \u00cen casa mea, am spus. \u00cen patul meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3881\" data-end=\"3978\">Ea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 iar. Dar lacrimile nu m\u0103 mai atingeau. Nu mai aveau puterea de alt\u0103dat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3980\" data-end=\"4083\">M-am dus la geam. Oamenii treceau lini\u0219ti\u021bi pe strad\u0103, ca \u0219i cum lumea nu se pr\u0103bu\u0219ea \u00een acel moment.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4085\" data-end=\"4213\">\u201eCe fac acum?\u201d, m-am \u00eentrebat.<br data-start=\"4115\" data-end=\"4118\" \/>La 67 de ani, nu mai reconstruie\u0219ti o via\u021b\u0103 a\u0219a u\u0219or. Nu mai \u00eencepi de la zero f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 doar\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4215\" data-end=\"4285\">Dar mai \u0219tiam ceva: nu m\u0103 puteam \u00eentoarce \u00een patul acela. Niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4287\" data-end=\"4429\">\u2014 Voi pleca, i-am spus.<br data-start=\"4310\" data-end=\"4313\" \/>\u2014 Unde?<br data-start=\"4320\" data-end=\"4323\" \/>\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu \u00eenc\u0103. La b\u0103iat, poate. Sau la fat\u0103. Sau la cineva care m\u0103 prime\u0219te. Dar nu r\u0103m\u00e2n aici. Nu pot.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4431\" data-end=\"4521\">Ea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremure.<br data-start=\"4455\" data-end=\"4458\" \/>\u2014 Radu, nu m\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103si\u2026<br data-start=\"4479\" data-end=\"4482\" \/>\u2014 Tu ai f\u0103cut asta, i-am spus. Nu eu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4523\" data-end=\"4635\">Am ie\u0219it pe u\u0219\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai privesc \u00eenapoi.<br data-start=\"4566\" data-end=\"4569\" \/>Aerul rece m-a lovit \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, dar m-a trezit. M-a trezit de tot.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4637\" data-end=\"4813\">Am mers pe jos p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een parc. M-am a\u0219ezat pe o banc\u0103 \u0219i m-am uitat la oameni. La copii care alergau, la b\u0103tr\u00e2ni care jucau table, la tineri care se certau, la lume care tr\u0103ia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4815\" data-end=\"4942\">\u0218i atunci mi-am dat seama de ceva.<br data-start=\"4849\" data-end=\"4852\" \/>C\u0103 via\u021ba mea nu s-a terminat \u00een dormitorul \u0103la.<br data-start=\"4899\" data-end=\"4902\" \/>S-a schimbat, da. Dar nu s-a terminat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4944\" data-end=\"5047\">Poate c\u0103 am 67 de ani. Poate c\u0103 am fost tr\u0103dat. Poate c\u0103 am pierdut casa \u00een care am pus sufletul meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5049\" data-end=\"5079\">Dar nu m-am pierdut pe mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5081\" data-end=\"5121\">Mi-am \u0219ters ochii \u0219i am ridicat capul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5123\" data-end=\"5176\">\u201eRadu, te ridici \u0219i mergi mai departe\u201d, mi-am spus.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5178\" data-end=\"5227\">Nu pentru ea.<br data-start=\"5191\" data-end=\"5194\" \/>Nu pentru ei.<br data-start=\"5207\" data-end=\"5210\" \/>Ci pentru tine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5229\" data-end=\"5384\">Pentru c\u0103, uneori, c\u00e2nd lumea ta se rupe \u00een dou\u0103, tocmai atunci \u00eencepe via\u021ba aia adev\u0103rat\u0103.<br data-start=\"5320\" data-end=\"5323\" \/>Cea \u00een care nu mai tr\u0103ie\u0219ti pentru al\u021bii.<br data-start=\"5364\" data-end=\"5367\" \/>Ci pentru tine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5386\" data-end=\"5557\">\u0218i \u00een ziua aia, pe banca din parc din Piatra Neam\u021b, am promis c\u0103 o s\u0103-mi construiesc alt drum.<br data-start=\"5480\" data-end=\"5483\" \/>Unul curat. F\u0103r\u0103 minciuni.<br data-start=\"5509\" data-end=\"5512\" \/>Un drum \u00een care, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, s\u0103 respir iar.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5559\" data-end=\"5614\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 pot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u00e2nd am auzit numele acela, parc\u0103 mi-a fugit p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.Nu mai sim\u021beam nici podeaua, nici aerul, nici pe mine. Era Costel.Cumnatul meu. Fratele ei. Omul pe care \u00eel primisem \u00een cas\u0103 de zeci de ori, c\u0103ruia \u00eei d\u0103dusem bani de c\u00e2te ori r\u0103m\u00e2nea f\u0103r\u0103 serviciu, pe care \u00eel ajutasem la renov\u0103ri, la mut\u0103ri, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13594,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13593","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13593","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13593"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13593\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13595,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13593\/revisions\/13595"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/13594"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13593"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13593"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13593"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}