{"id":15541,"date":"2025-12-27T12:48:32","date_gmt":"2025-12-27T12:48:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=15541"},"modified":"2025-12-27T12:48:32","modified_gmt":"2025-12-27T12:48:32","slug":"in-ziua-in-care-am-mers-sa-vizitez-mormantul-sotiei-mele","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=15541","title":{"rendered":"\u00cen ziua \u00een care am mers s\u0103 vizitez morm\u00e2ntul so\u021biei mele"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"1629\" data-end=\"1652\">Gabriel a r\u0103mas pe loc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1654\" data-end=\"1776\">Inima i s-a str\u00e2ns \u00eentr-un fel pe care nu-l mai sim\u021bise de ani de zile. Nu era doar mil\u0103. Era ceva mai ad\u00e2nc. Mai dureros.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1778\" data-end=\"1843\">S-a apropiat \u00eencet, de parc\u0103 orice pas gre\u0219it putea rupe o vraj\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1845\" data-end=\"1946\">B\u0103iatul n-a fugit. N-a \u021bipat. Doar l-a privit cu ochi mari, obosi\u021bi, \u0219i a str\u00e2ns fotografia mai tare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1948\" data-end=\"1971\">Era fotografia Emiliei.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1973\" data-end=\"2128\">Aceea\u0219i poz\u0103 pe care Gabriel o \u021binea \u00een sertar, sub acte. Aceea\u0219i z\u00e2mbire cald\u0103, u\u0219or \u00eenclinat\u0103, ca \u0219i cum ar fi vrut s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva, dar s-a oprit la timp.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2130\" data-end=\"2187\">\u2014 De unde ai poza asta? a \u00eentrebat el, cu vocea r\u0103gu\u0219it\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2189\" data-end=\"2213\">B\u0103iatul a \u00eenghi\u021bit greu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2215\" data-end=\"2251\">\u2014 Mi-a dat-o mama\u2026 \u00eenainte s\u0103 plece.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2253\" data-end=\"2295\">Gabriel a sim\u021bit cum i se taie respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2297\" data-end=\"2322\">\u2014 Cum o chema pe mama ta?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2324\" data-end=\"2349\">Copilul a ezitat o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2351\" data-end=\"2360\">\u2014 Emilia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2362\" data-end=\"2381\">Lumea s-a cl\u0103tinat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2383\" data-end=\"2522\">Gabriel s-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea morm\u00e2ntului, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-i pese c\u0103 paltonul i se murd\u0103rea. Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, nu mai conta nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2524\" data-end=\"2538\">\u2014 C\u00e2\u021bi ani ai?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2540\" data-end=\"2547\">\u2014 Zece.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2549\" data-end=\"2589\">Un calcul simplu. Prea simplu. Zece ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2591\" data-end=\"2614\">Emilia murise de cinci.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2616\" data-end=\"2662\">\u2014 Unde ai stat p\u00e2n\u0103 acum? a \u00eentrebat el \u00eencet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2664\" data-end=\"2702\">B\u0103iatul \u0219i-a l\u0103sat privirea \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2704\" data-end=\"2833\">\u2014 Pe unde am putut. La o femeie, o vreme. Apoi pe la gar\u0103. Mama spunea c\u0103 o s\u0103 vin\u0103 ziua c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 fie sigur\u2026 dar n-a mai apucat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2835\" data-end=\"2891\">Cuvintele \u00eei c\u0103deau una c\u00e2te una, ca ni\u0219te pietre grele.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2893\" data-end=\"2911\">Gabriel a \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2913\" data-end=\"3067\">So\u021bia lui fusese \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Plecase o perioad\u0103 \u201ela tratament\u201d. Apoi se \u00eentorsese mai slab\u0103, mai t\u0103cut\u0103. El n-a \u00eentrebat. A ales s\u0103 cread\u0103 ce i s-a spus.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3069\" data-end=\"3124\">Acum adev\u0103rul st\u0103tea \u00een fa\u021ba lui, descul\u021b \u0219i tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3126\" data-end=\"3209\">\u2014 Hai cu mine, a spus brusc, sco\u021b\u00e2ndu-\u0219i paltonul \u0219i pun\u00e2ndu-l pe umerii copilului.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3211\" data-end=\"3218\">\u2014 Unde?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3220\" data-end=\"3228\">\u2014 Acas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3230\" data-end=\"3247\">B\u0103iatul a clipit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3249\" data-end=\"3272\">\u2014 Nu te superi pe mine?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3274\" data-end=\"3315\">Gabriel a sim\u021bit cum i se umezes\u00adc ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3317\" data-end=\"3374\">\u2014 Nu. Pe nimeni nu m\u0103 pot sup\u0103ra mai pu\u021bin dec\u00e2t pe tine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3376\" data-end=\"3532\">Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la ma\u0219in\u0103 a fost t\u0103cut. Gabriel a pornit c\u0103ldura la maximum. A oprit la prima brut\u0103rie deschis\u0103. I-a cump\u0103rat covrigi calzi, lapte, o ciocolat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3534\" data-end=\"3596\">B\u0103iatul m\u00e2nca \u00eencet, ca \u0219i cum se temea c\u0103 cineva i le va lua.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3598\" data-end=\"3671\">Ajun\u0219i acas\u0103, Gabriel i-a preg\u0103tit o baie. Haine curate. Un pat adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3673\" data-end=\"3710\">\u00cen noaptea aceea, Gabriel n-a dormit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3712\" data-end=\"3773\">St\u0103tea pe marginea patului \u0219i \u00eel privea cum respir\u0103 lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3775\" data-end=\"3804\">Diminea\u021ba, a sunat la avocat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3806\" data-end=\"3827\">A doua zi, la \u0219coal\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3829\" data-end=\"3853\">A treia zi, la prim\u0103rie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3855\" data-end=\"3943\">Nu era u\u0219or. Au fost \u00eentreb\u0103ri. H\u00e2rtii. Priviri suspicioase. Dar Gabriel n-a dat \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3945\" data-end=\"4054\">Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva luni, copilul avea acte. Avea un nume complet. Avea o camer\u0103 a lui. Avea cine s\u0103-l a\u0219tepte acas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4056\" data-end=\"4097\">\u00centr-o sear\u0103, st\u0103teau am\u00e2ndoi pe canapea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4099\" data-end=\"4161\">\u2014 Tata\u2026 pot s\u0103-\u021bi spun a\u0219a? a \u00eentrebat copilul, cu voce joas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4163\" data-end=\"4186\">Gabriel a \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4188\" data-end=\"4197\">\u2014 Te rog.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4199\" data-end=\"4243\">Au mers \u00eempreun\u0103 la cimitir \u00eentr-o duminic\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4245\" data-end=\"4266\">Au aprins o lum\u00e2nare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4268\" data-end=\"4322\">\u2014 Nu te mai sup\u0103ra, mam\u0103, a \u0219optit b\u0103iatul. Sunt bine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4324\" data-end=\"4358\">Gabriel a pus m\u00e2na pe piatra rece.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4360\" data-end=\"4408\">Pentru prima dat\u0103, n-a mai sim\u021bit doar pierdere.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4410\" data-end=\"4490\">A sim\u021bit c\u0103, dintr-o minciun\u0103 dureroas\u0103, via\u021ba \u00eei d\u0103duse \u00eenapoi ceva nea\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4492\" data-end=\"4499\">Un fiu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4501\" data-end=\"4519\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">\u0218i o a doua \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gabriel a r\u0103mas pe loc. Inima i s-a str\u00e2ns \u00eentr-un fel pe care nu-l mai sim\u021bise de ani de zile. Nu era doar mil\u0103. Era ceva mai ad\u00e2nc. Mai dureros. S-a apropiat \u00eencet, de parc\u0103 orice pas gre\u0219it putea rupe o vraj\u0103. B\u0103iatul n-a fugit. N-a \u021bipat. Doar l-a privit cu ochi mari, obosi\u021bi, \u0219i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15539,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15541","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15541","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15541"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15541\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15542,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15541\/revisions\/15542"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/15539"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15541"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15541"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15541"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}