Am stat pe podeaua b\u0103ii mult timp. Nu pl\u00e2ngeam. Eram prea goal\u0103 pe din\u0103untru pentru asta. Doar respiram, rar, ca dup\u0103 un \u015foc.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd Radu a venit acas\u0103 \u00een seara aia, m-am ridicat, mi-am sp\u0103lat fa\u0163a \u015fi i-am z\u00e2mbit. Un z\u00e2mbet mic, calm. El a p\u0103rut u\u015furat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce faci? m-a \u00eentrebat, l\u0103s\u00e2nd cheile pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bine, am zis. Chiar bine.<\/p>\n
Trei zile am fost impecabil\u0103. I-am g\u0103tit. I-am ascultat pove\u015ftile mincinoase. Am r\u00e2s la glumele lui proaste. El credea c\u0103 a sc\u0103pat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen a patra zi, i-am scris Cristinei.<\/p>\n
Nu cu repro\u015furi. Nu cu scandal.
\u201eBun\u0103. Cred c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 vorbim. Merit\u0103m am\u00e2ndou\u0103 adev\u0103rul.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-a r\u0103spuns \u00een zece minute.
\u201e\u015etiu. \u015ei eu vreau.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00eentr-o cafenea mic\u0103 de cartier, pe o strad\u0103 lini\u015ftit\u0103. Ea era exact ca \u00een poze. Eu eram\u2026 obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd ne-am privit, am \u00een\u0163eles tot. Niciuna nu era du\u015fmanul celeilalte.<\/p>\n
Am pus telefoanele pe mas\u0103. Pozele. Mesajele. Minciunile.
Radu fusese un profesionist. Acelea\u015fi cuvinte. Acelea\u015fi promisiuni. Acelea\u015fi scuze.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mama lui \u015ftie de mine, a spus Cristina, cu voce joas\u0103. De doi ani.<\/p>\n
Atunci s-a rupt ultimul fir.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea, c\u00e2nd Radu a ajuns acas\u0103, u\u015fa era \u00eencuiat\u0103. Lucrurile lui \u2014 frumos puse \u00een saci \u2014 erau pe palier. Pe u\u015f\u0103, o foaie simpl\u0103:<\/p>\n
\u201eAdev\u0103rul nu url\u0103. Doar r\u0103m\u00e2ne.\u201d<\/p>\n
Trei zile mai t\u00e2rziu, mi-a umplut c\u0103su\u0163a vocal\u0103. \u0162ipete. Amenin\u0163\u0103ri. Pl\u00e2ns. Promisiuni.
Nu am ascultat nimic p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n
Am schimbat num\u0103rul. Am v\u00e2ndut inelul \u201ede viitor\u201d \u015fi am pl\u0103tit chiria pe dou\u0103 luni. Mi-am luat o geac\u0103 nou\u0103. Doar a mea.<\/p>\n
Cristina m-a sunat o lun\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu.
\u00cel p\u0103r\u0103sise \u015fi ea. Mama lui nu o mai voia.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s am\u00e2ndou\u0103. Pentru prima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu am c\u00e2\u015ftigat un b\u0103rbat.
Am c\u00e2\u015ftigat lini\u015fte.
Respect.
\u015ei o versiune de mine care nu mai accept\u0103 s\u0103 fie umbra nim\u0103nui.<\/p>\n
Uneori, asta e cea mai mare victorie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am stat pe podeaua b\u0103ii mult timp. Nu pl\u00e2ngeam. Eram prea goal\u0103 pe din\u0103untru pentru asta. Doar respiram, rar, ca dup\u0103 un \u015foc. C\u00e2nd Radu a venit acas\u0103 \u00een seara aia, m-am ridicat, mi-am sp\u0103lat fa\u0163a \u015fi i-am z\u00e2mbit. Un z\u00e2mbet mic, calm. El a p\u0103rut u\u015furat. \u2014 Ce faci? m-a \u00eentrebat, l\u0103s\u00e2nd cheile pe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16037,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16036","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16036","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16036"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16036\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16038,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16036\/revisions\/16038"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/16037"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16036"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16036"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16036"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}