\u00cen a treia noapte dup\u0103 acel telefon, casa era neobi\u0219nuit de lini\u0219tit\u0103. Prea lini\u0219tit\u0103. Asistenta, Maria, venise mai devreme ca de obicei \u0219i a sim\u021bit imediat c\u0103 ceva nu era \u00een regul\u0103. Femeia st\u0103tea nemi\u0219cat\u0103, cu privirea pierdut\u0103 spre fereastra prin care se vedea o lumin\u0103 slab\u0103 de la un bec de pe strad\u0103.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat s\u0103-i vorbeasc\u0103. N-a primit r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
A pus m\u00e2na pe ea \u0219i a \u00een\u021beles. Totul se terminase.<\/p>\n
Moartea venise lini\u0219tit, f\u0103r\u0103 zgomot, f\u0103r\u0103 spectatori. A\u0219a cum tr\u0103ise \u00een ultimele luni: singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Asistenta a sunat imediat la so\u021b. Telefonul a sunat de mai multe ori. C\u00e2nd a r\u0103spuns, vocea lui era iritat\u0103, somnoroas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDomnule\u2026 \u00eemi pare r\u0103u. So\u021bia dumneavoastr\u0103 a murit.\u201d<\/p>\n
La cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt s-a l\u0103sat t\u0103cerea. Apoi un oftat scurt.<\/p>\n
\u201eAha\u2026 vin m\u00e2ine.\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba urm\u0103toare, c\u00e2nd a intrat \u00een cas\u0103, aerul era greu. Nu de durere, ci de adev\u0103r. \u00cen camera ei, totul era aranjat simplu. Patul, o noptier\u0103 veche, o icoan\u0103 mic\u0103 \u0219i un plic alb, pus la vedere.<\/p>\n
Pe plic era scris numele lui, cu scrisul ei tremurat.<\/p>\n
L-a deschis f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103, convins c\u0103 e vreo rug\u0103minte sau vreo pl\u00e2ngere de pe urm\u0103. Dar primele r\u00e2nduri l-au f\u0103cut s\u0103 se a\u0219eze pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu mai sunt. Nu-\u021bi scriu ca s\u0103 te fac s\u0103 te sim\u021bi vinovat. Asta o vei face singur.\u201d<\/p>\n
Scrisoarea continua simplu, f\u0103r\u0103 repro\u0219uri, f\u0103r\u0103 dram\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cei spunea c\u0103 \u0219tia de luni bune cum o privea. Cum ofta c\u00e2nd o auzea gem\u00e2nd. Cum se uita la ceas c\u00e2nd ea \u00eencerca s\u0103-i spun\u0103 ce simte. \u0218tia c\u0103 pentru el nu mai era o so\u021bie, ci o povar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi a urmat ceva ce nu se a\u0219tepta s\u0103 citeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm v\u00e2ndut terenul de la p\u0103rin\u021bii mei. Banii i-am pus \u00eentr-un cont pe numele meu. Nu ca s\u0103 te pedepsesc. Ci ca s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 am avut grij\u0103 de mine, chiar \u0219i c\u00e2nd tu n-ai mai f\u0103cut-o.\u201d<\/p>\n
La final, un r\u00e2nd scurt:<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00ce\u021bi las casa. Dar te las \u0219i singur \u00een ea.\u201d<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva zile mai t\u00e2rziu, la \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare, au venit oameni pe care el nici nu-i mai \u021binea minte. Vecini, fo\u0219ti colegi, rude \u00eendep\u0103rtate. To\u021bi vorbeau despre ea. Despre c\u00e2t de bl\u00e2nd\u0103 era. Despre cum ajuta pe toat\u0103 lumea. Despre cum nu se pl\u00e2ngea niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
El st\u0103tea \u00een spate, mut.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 slujb\u0103, o femeie mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 s-a apropiat de el. Era o vecin\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tii\u2026 \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 pl\u00e2ngea. Dar nu de boal\u0103. Pl\u00e2ngea c\u0103 nu mai e iubit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele acelea l-au lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n
Au urmat luni grele. Casa era aceea\u0219i, dar parc\u0103 \u00eel str\u00e2ngea. M\u00e2ncarea avea gust de nimic. T\u0103cerea \u00eel urm\u0103rea dintr-o camer\u0103 \u00een alta. Nu mai avea pe cine s\u0103 ignore.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, a g\u0103sit \u00eentr-un sertar un caiet mic. Jurnalul ei. Pagini \u00eentregi despre speran\u021b\u0103. Despre dorin\u021ba de a mai tr\u0103i. Despre el. Despre cum a\u0219tepta, \u00een fiecare zi, s\u0103 se schimbe ceva.<\/p>\n
Atunci a \u00een\u021beles adev\u0103rata pedeaps\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu pierderea banilor. Nu judecata oamenilor.<\/p>\n
Ci faptul c\u0103 pierduse un om care l-ar fi iubit p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, iar el alesese s\u0103 plece \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Ani mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd cineva \u00eel \u00eentreba ce a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat din via\u021b\u0103, spunea doar at\u00e2t:<\/p>\n
\u201eS\u0103 nu la\u0219i niciodat\u0103 pe m\u00e2ine grija fa\u021b\u0103 de omul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine. Pentru c\u0103 m\u00e2ine s-ar putea s\u0103 nu mai fie.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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