\u2026c\u0103 cineva \u00eemi l\u0103sase un plic \u00een cutia po\u0219tal\u0103. Un plic simplu, alb, f\u0103r\u0103 timbru, f\u0103r\u0103 adres\u0103 de expeditor. Doar numele meu, scris cu un pix albastru, u\u0219or tremurat.<\/p>\n
L-am \u021binut c\u00e2teva secunde \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2ndu-mi tare. Nu a\u0219teptam nimic de la nimeni. Facturile le \u0219tiam, pensia intrase, copiii sunau rar, dar m\u0103car sunau.<\/p>\n
Am intrat \u00een apartament \u0219i am l\u0103sat geanta jos. Am deschis plicul abia dup\u0103 ce m-am a\u0219ezat pe scaunul din buc\u0103t\u0103rie, l\u00e2ng\u0103 masa veche, cu mu\u0219ama.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o singur\u0103 foaie.<\/p>\n
\u201eSper c\u0103 sunte\u021bi bine. A\u021bi fost mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t crede\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se ridic\u0103 p\u0103rul pe ceaf\u0103. Scrisul era acela\u0219i. Exact acela\u0219i ca pe fi\u0219a pe care mi-o aducea noaptea, c\u00e2nd \u00eemi verifica perfuzia \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentreba dac\u0103 m\u0103 doare.<\/p>\n
Mi-am spus c\u0103 e o coinciden\u021b\u0103. O prostie. C\u0103 mintea mea caut\u0103 explica\u021bii unde nu sunt.<\/p>\n
Dar noaptea aceea n-am dormit.<\/p>\n
A doua zi am mers la spital. Nu aveam un motiv clar. Le-am spus c\u0103 am uitat s\u0103 \u00eentreb ceva despre tratament. Am r\u0103t\u0103cit pe holuri, mirosind a dezinfectant \u0219i a cafea ieftin\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 am ajuns la sec\u021bia unde fusesem internat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Asistenta de la birou m-a recunoscut vag.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u021bi fost externat\u0103, nu? Sper c\u0103 sunte\u021bi mai bine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da\u2026 am spus. A\u0219 vrea s\u0103 \u0219tiu ceva. Noaptea\u2026 cine era de gard\u0103?<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine ciudat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doamn\u0103, v-am mai spus. Numai asistente femei. A\u0219a a fost schema.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar cine venea la mine? Cine \u00eemi vorbea?<\/p>\n
A oftat \u0219i \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t vocea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doamn\u0103\u2026 \u00een salonul dumneavoastr\u0103 a murit un pacient cu dou\u0103 luni \u00eenainte s\u0103 fi\u021bi internat\u0103. Un b\u0103rbat. Infirmier. A f\u0103cut infarct \u00een tura de noapte.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se \u00eenmoaie picioarele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i\u2026 obi\u0219nuia s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva?<\/p>\n
Asistenta a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De unde \u0219ti\u021bi?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce anume? am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Le spunea pacien\u021bilor speria\u021bi: \u201eNu-\u021bi pierde speran\u021ba. Sunt cu tine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din spital f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai aud altceva. Afar\u0103, oamenii mergeau gr\u0103bi\u021bi, tramvaiul sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2ia pe \u0219ine, o femeie vindea flori la col\u021b. Via\u021ba era normal\u0103. Prea normal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea, am sunat-o pe fiica mea. I-am spus tot. A t\u0103cut mult.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, poate\u2026 cineva a avut grij\u0103 de tine. At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe canapea. \u00cen cap \u00eemi r\u0103suna vocea calm\u0103, cald\u0103. Nu fusese niciodat\u0103 amenin\u021b\u0103toare. Din contr\u0103. M\u0103 lini\u0219tise c\u00e2nd credeam c\u0103 nu mai apuc diminea\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Am luat plicul \u0219i l-am pus \u00eentr-un sertar. Nu ca s\u0103-l ascund. Ci ca s\u0103-l p\u0103strez.<\/p>\n
De atunci au trecut luni. Sunt bine. M\u0103 duc singur\u0103 la pia\u021b\u0103, num\u0103r leii cu grij\u0103, mai beau o cafea cu vecina de la doi, mai a\u0219tept un telefon din Spania sau Italia.<\/p>\n
Dar uneori, noaptea, c\u00e2nd durerea veche din piept se treze\u0219te, simt c\u0103 nu sunt chiar singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nu-mi mai e fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u0219tiu un lucru:
\u00een cele mai grele nop\u021bi, cineva a ales s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 cu mine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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