\u2026ceva ce nu avea cum s\u0103 fie o iluzie.<\/p>\n
Sub palma mea, corpul lui Andrei a reac\u021bionat. Clar. Real.
Nu era rigiditatea unui trup inert, ci o tensiune vie, cald\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n
Respira\u021bia lui s-a oprit pentru o clip\u0103. Apoi a devenit ad\u00e2nc\u0103, controlat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Lidia\u2026 a spus el \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat brusc, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu\u2026 ai sim\u021bit? am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Andrei a \u00eenchis ochii. Pentru prima dat\u0103 de c\u00e2nd \u00eel cuno\u0219team, masca lui s-a cr\u0103pat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 D\u0103-mi un minut, a spus.<\/p>\n
S-a sprijinit de marginea patului. Am privit, incapabil\u0103 s\u0103 scot un sunet, cum\u2026 se ridic\u0103. Cu efort, dar se ridic\u0103. Picioarele \u00eei tremurau, \u00eens\u0103 \u00eel \u021bineau.<\/p>\n
Mi s-au \u00eenmuiat genunchii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu\u2026 po\u021bi merge?<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut. Apoi a z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu complet. Nu mult timp. Dar nu sunt paralizat.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe pat, ame\u021bit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Toat\u0103 lumea \u0219tie c\u0103 e\u0219ti\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u0219a a fost mai simplu, m-a \u00eentrerupt. Pentru familie. Pentru afaceri. Pentru cei care voiau s\u0103 profite. Un Andrei \u201eneajutorat\u201d era perfect.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i pentru mine? am \u00eentrebat, cu vocea stins\u0103.<\/p>\n
A venit l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i s-a a\u0219ezat greu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru tine a fost o gre\u0219eal\u0103. N-am vrut asta. Dar mama ta \u0219i ai mei au f\u0103cut \u00een\u021belegerea f\u0103r\u0103 mine. Am aflat prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat, plimb\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 prin camer\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce a \u00eensemnat pentru mine? S\u0103 m\u0103 m\u0103rit din obliga\u021bie? S\u0103 cred c\u0103 via\u021ba mea s-a terminat?<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu, a spus \u00eencet. \u0218i \u00eemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut \u00eentre noi, grea, ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Datoriile\u2026 sunt \u0219terse? am \u00eentrebat \u00een cele din urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da. Casa e a voastr\u0103. Mama ta nu va mai bate la u\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt, amar.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deci am fost moneda de schimb.<\/p>\n
Andrei m-a privit drept \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu pentru mine. Eu am de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 repar ce al\u021bii au stricat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen zilele care au urmat, adev\u0103rul a ie\u0219it \u00eencet la suprafa\u021b\u0103. Andrei f\u0103cea recuperare \u00een secret. Accidentul fusese real, dar verdictul ini\u021bial fusese exagerat inten\u021bionat, cu medici pl\u0103ti\u021bi \u0219i rapoarte m\u0103sluite.<\/p>\n
Familia lui tr\u0103ia din aparen\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vrei s\u0103 pleci?<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e\u0219ti prizoniera nim\u0103nui. \u00ce\u021bi voi face actele. Po\u021bi lua ce e al t\u0103u \u0219i s\u0103 pleci.<\/p>\n
L-am privit. Omul pe care \u00eel judecasem. Omul care fusese min\u021bit la fel ca mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i tu?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu r\u0103m\u00e2n. S\u0103 \u00eenfrunt ce vine.<\/p>\n
Am stat mult pe g\u00e2nduri. Apoi m-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu plec. Nu \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit. Nu triumf\u0103tor. Recunosc\u0103tor.<\/p>\n
Lunile au trecut.
Andrei a \u00eenceput s\u0103 mearg\u0103 tot mai mult.
Eu am \u00eenceput s\u0103 respir din nou.<\/p>\n
C\u0103snicia noastr\u0103, n\u0103scut\u0103 din constr\u00e2ngere, s-a transformat \u00eencet \u00eentr-o alegere.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, pe balconul apartamentului nostru, mi-a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u0219ti vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
I-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nici eu nu \u0219tiu. Dar \u0219tiu sigur un lucru: adev\u0103rul schimb\u0103 tot.<\/p>\n
\u0218i uneori, o c\u0103dere te ridic\u0103 mai mult dec\u00e2t ai crezut vreodat\u0103 posibil.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2026ceva ce nu avea cum s\u0103 fie o iluzie. Sub palma mea, corpul lui Andrei a reac\u021bionat. Clar. Real.Nu era rigiditatea unui trup inert, ci o tensiune vie, cald\u0103. Am \u00eenghe\u021bat. Respira\u021bia lui s-a oprit pentru o clip\u0103. Apoi a devenit ad\u00e2nc\u0103, controlat\u0103. \u2014 Lidia\u2026 a spus el \u00eencet. M-am ridicat brusc, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17255,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17254","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17254"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17254\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17256,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17254\/revisions\/17256"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/17255"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17254"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17254"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17254"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}