Larisa r\u0103mase c\u00e2teva secunde nemi\u0219cat\u0103 dup\u0103 ce u\u0219a se \u00eenchise \u00een urma Oanei. Nu tremura. Nu pl\u00e2ngea. Doar sim\u021bea acea lini\u0219te ciudat\u0103, grea, care vine dup\u0103 ce spui, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, adev\u0103rul p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n
Se \u00eentoarse la birou, la laptopul deschis, la raportul care o a\u0219tepta. Cifre, grafice, termene limit\u0103. Via\u021ba ei de acum. O via\u021b\u0103 construit\u0103 buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103 cu buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103, dup\u0103 ce totul se f\u0103cuse \u021b\u0103nd\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Cu trei ani \u00een urm\u0103, Larisa nu-\u0219i imagina c\u0103 va ajunge aici.<\/p>\n
Atunci st\u0103tea \u00eentr-un apartament gol, cu cutii de carton, cu o canapea ieftin\u0103 cump\u0103rat\u0103 \u00een rate \u0219i cu sentimentul c\u0103 fusese aruncat\u0103 la gunoi de doi oameni \u00een care avusese cea mai mare \u00eencredere. So\u021bul \u0219i sora. Dubl\u0103 lovitur\u0103. Dubl\u0103 ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Procesul de divor\u021b fusese ur\u00e2t. Priviri pe holurile tribunalului. Mama prins\u0103 la mijloc. \u0218oapte prin familie. \u201eS\u0103raca Larisa.\u201d \u201eDar Oana e mai t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103\u2026\u201d Ca \u0219i cum asta ar fi explicat totul.<\/p>\n
Atunci, Larisa pl\u00e2nsese. Mult. Se \u00eentrebase ce gre\u0219ise. Ce nu fusese suficient. Se ur\u00e2se pe sine pentru sl\u0103biciune.<\/p>\n
Apoi, \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, se privise \u00een oglind\u0103 \u0219i nu se mai recunoscuse. O femeie obosit\u0103, cu ochii goi, tr\u0103ind doar din iner\u021bie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci decisese s\u0103 se salveze.<\/p>\n
Schimb\u0103 ora\u0219ul. \u00ce\u0219i g\u0103si un serviciu nou, modest la \u00eenceput. \u00cenchiria o garsonier\u0103 mic\u0103, dar curat\u0103. \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce singur\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 doarm\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 a\u0219tepte pe cineva. \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 nu mai explice nim\u0103nui ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
Cu timpul, durerea se tocise. Nu disp\u0103ruse, dar nu mai conducea.<\/p>\n
Iar acum, Oana venise exact c\u00e2nd via\u021ba Larisei era, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, stabil\u0103.<\/p>\n
Telefonul vibr\u0103 pe birou. Un mesaj de la mam\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eA fost pe la tine?\u201d<\/p>\n
Larisa oft\u0103. Tast\u0103 calm.<\/p>\n
\u201eDa. A fost.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde:
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n
Larisa se g\u00e2ndi pu\u021bin, apoi scrise:
\u201eMam\u0103, te iubesc. Dar nu m\u0103 mai b\u0103ga \u00eentre ei.\u201d<\/p>\n
R\u0103spunsul veni mai t\u00e2rziu.
\u201eAm \u00een\u021beles.\u201d<\/p>\n
Seara, Larisa ie\u0219i din cl\u0103direa de birouri. Aerul era rece. Luminile ora\u0219ului se aprindeau una c\u00e2te una. O via\u021b\u0103 normal\u0103. A ei.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fa\u021ba cl\u0103dirii, o a\u0219tepta cineva.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai terminat? \u2014 \u00eentreb\u0103 calm Mihai, z\u00e2mbind.<\/p>\n
Mihai nu era un erou de film. Era un b\u0103rbat simplu, stabil, care ap\u0103ruse \u00een via\u021ba ei f\u0103r\u0103 promisiuni mari. O cunoscuse exact a\u0219a cum era: cu cicatrici, cu limite, cu adev\u0103ruri incomode. \u0218i nu fugise.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da \u2014 spuse Larisa.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti bine?<\/p>\n
Larisa se opri o clip\u0103. Se g\u00e2ndi la Oana. La Vlad. La trecut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt foarte bine \u2014 r\u0103spunse sincer.<\/p>\n
Merser\u0103 pe jos, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103. Vorbeau despre lucruri m\u0103runte. Ce s\u0103 g\u0103teasc\u0103. Unde s\u0103 mearg\u0103 \u00een weekend. Nimic dramatic.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci Larisa \u00een\u021belese definitiv: iertarea nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u00eentoarcere. Nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 u\u0219i redeschise. \u00censeamn\u0103 pace.<\/p>\n
Iar pacea ei nu mai era negociabil\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd ajunse acas\u0103, \u00eenchise u\u0219a \u0219i z\u00e2mbi u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima oar\u0103 dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, via\u021ba ei nu mai era despre ce pierduse.<\/p>\n
Era despre ce alesese s\u0103 nu mai accepte niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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