\u2014 Ai venit, mam\u0103\u2026 \u0219opti Andrei.<\/p>\n
Maria a sim\u021bit cum i se taie picioarele.
\u201eMam\u0103?\u201d Nu \u201emam\u0103, sunt aici\u201d, nu \u201emam\u0103, te lini\u0219tesc\u201d.
Ci \u201emam\u0103\u201d, spus cu o oboseal\u0103 care p\u0103rea veche, grea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-e fric\u0103\u2026 mi-e tot mai fric\u0103 noaptea, Andrei, se auzi vocea femeii.
\u2014 \u0218tiu, mam\u0103. \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
Maria a str\u00e2ns pumnul.
Nu era nimic nepotrivit \u00een cuvinte.
Dar ceva nu se lega.<\/p>\n
A urmat o t\u0103cere lung\u0103.
Apoi un oftat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-ai spus nimic nevestei tale? \u00eentreb\u0103 mama Elena, cu o voce schimbat\u0103, mai aspr\u0103.
\u2014 Ce s\u0103-i spun? r\u0103spunse Andrei. Adev\u0103rul ar distruge tot.<\/p>\n
Maria a sim\u021bit cum s\u00e2ngele \u00eei urc\u0103 \u00een cap.
Adev\u0103rul? Ce adev\u0103r?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai pot mult, Andrei, continu\u0103 femeia. Doctorul a fost clar.
\u2014 \u0218tiu\u2026 \u0219opti el. De-aia sunt aici. \u00cen fiecare noapte.<\/p>\n
Maria a dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.
Doctor?
Boal\u0103?<\/p>\n
U\u0219a sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2i u\u0219or, iar ea s-a retras un pas, cu respira\u021bia sacadat\u0103.
\u00cen minte i se \u00eenv\u00e2rteau mii de g\u00e2nduri.
Furie. Ru\u0219ine. Vinov\u0103\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba, la mas\u0103, nimeni nu a spus nimic.
Cafeaua aburea, p\u00e2inea era cald\u0103, dar aerul era greu.<\/p>\n
Maria nu a mai rezistat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Andrei, trebuie s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n
Mama Elena \u0219i-a ridicat privirea brusc.
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, drag\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Asear\u0103\u2026 am auzit.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Andrei a albit la fa\u021b\u0103.
Mama Elena a oftat \u0219i \u0219i-a l\u0103sat privirea \u00een jos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Era timpul, spuse ea \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Maria a sim\u021bit cum i se \u00eenmoaie genunchii.
\u2014 Ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103? De ce doarme so\u021bul meu cu tine de trei ani?<\/p>\n
Femeia \u0219i-a str\u00e2ns m\u00e2inile.
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 mi-e fric\u0103\u2026 dar nu de \u00eentuneric.<\/p>\n
Andrei a vorbit \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it:
\u2014 Mama are o boal\u0103 grav\u0103. Nu mai e mult. Are atacuri noaptea. Panic\u0103, dureri.
\u2014 \u0218i de ce n-ai spus nimic?! a izbucnit Maria.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103\u2026 pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 ai o via\u021b\u0103 normal\u0103. S\u0103 nu tr\u0103ie\u0219ti cu frica asta.<\/p>\n
Lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103 curg\u0103.
Nu de sup\u0103rare.
De adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu? Eu unde eram \u00een to\u021bi anii \u0103\u0219tia? \u00eentreb\u0103 ea \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Mama Elena s-a ridicat cu greu.
\u2014 Ai fost mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t crezi, fat\u0103 drag\u0103. Dar am gre\u0219it. Te-am r\u0103nit.<\/p>\n
Maria a t\u0103cut.
Apoi s-a apropiat \u0219i i-a luat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai vreau secrete. Vreau s\u0103 fim o familie. Cu tot adev\u0103rul, cu tot ce doare.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 trei ani,
Andrei nu s-a ridicat din pat.<\/p>\n
Au stat to\u021bi trei \u00een sufragerie, pe canapeaua veche,
cu o p\u0103tur\u0103 groas\u0103 \u0219i ceai cald.<\/p>\n
Nu era perfect.
Dar era real.<\/p>\n
\u0218i uneori, adev\u0103rul, oric\u00e2t de greu,
vindec\u0103 mai mult dec\u00e2t o mie de minciuni spuse din iubire.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Ai venit, mam\u0103\u2026 \u0219opti Andrei. Maria a sim\u021bit cum i se taie picioarele.\u201eMam\u0103?\u201d Nu \u201emam\u0103, sunt aici\u201d, nu \u201emam\u0103, te lini\u0219tesc\u201d.Ci \u201emam\u0103\u201d, spus cu o oboseal\u0103 care p\u0103rea veche, grea. \u2014 Mi-e fric\u0103\u2026 mi-e tot mai fric\u0103 noaptea, Andrei, se auzi vocea femeii.\u2014 \u0218tiu, mam\u0103. \u0218tiu. Maria a str\u00e2ns pumnul.Nu era nimic nepotrivit \u00een […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18398,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18397","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18397","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18397"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18397\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18399,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18397\/revisions\/18399"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/18398"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18397"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18397"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18397"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}