Am r\u0103mas \u00een hol, cu haina pe mine, de parc\u0103 a\u0219 fi fost doar o vizitatoare. Dar picioarele nu m\u0103 ascultau. Ceva m\u0103 \u021binea acolo, ca \u0219i cum u\u0219a s-ar fi \u00eenchis \u00een urma mea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 o aud.<\/p>\n
Feti\u021ba st\u0103tea pe un scaun, cu m\u00e2inile str\u00e2nse \u00een poal\u0103.
\u2014 Cum te cheam\u0103? am \u00eentrebat-o \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana. Iar el e Matei.<\/p>\n
Numele au c\u0103zut greu. Nume simple. Nume de copii care ar fi trebuit s\u0103 fie la joac\u0103, nu \u00een mijlocul unei tragedii.<\/p>\n
Un paramedic a ie\u0219it din camer\u0103 \u0219i a dat din cap.
\u2014 Mama e \u00een via\u021b\u0103. E \u00eentr-o stare grav\u0103, dar o ducem la spital.<\/p>\n
Ana nu a pl\u00e2ns. Doar a \u00eentrebat:
\u2014 O s\u0103 se fac\u0103 bine?<\/p>\n
Nimeni nu a \u0219tiut ce s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cei de la protec\u021bia copilului au \u00eenceput procedurile. Vorbeau despre centre, despre acte, despre \u201eplasament temporar\u201d. Cuvinte mari, reci, care nu aveau nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu ochii Anei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pot s\u0103 merg cu fratele meu? a \u00eentrebat ea.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu se poate, a spus o doamn\u0103, evit\u00e2nd s\u0103 o priveasc\u0103. Deocamdat\u0103, ve\u021bi merge separat.<\/p>\n
Atunci Ana a izbucnit.
Nu tare.
Nu isteric.
Doar o lacrim\u0103 care i-a curs pe obraz.<\/p>\n
\u2014 V\u0103 rog\u2026 eu \u00eel hr\u0103nesc. Eu \u00eel \u021bin noaptea. F\u0103r\u0103 mine, el pl\u00e2nge\u2026<\/p>\n
M-am trezit vorbind f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc:
\u2014 Pot eu s\u0103-i iau. M\u0103car temporar.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi s-au uitat la mine.
\u2014 Sunte\u021bi rud\u0103?
\u2014 Nu.
\u2014 Atunci e complicat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu. Dar nu imposibil.<\/p>\n
Au urmat zile de alergat. H\u00e2rtii. Declara\u021bii. Drumuri \u00eentre prim\u0103rie, direc\u021bie, spital. Am cheltuit bani pe lapte praf, pe scutece, pe haine. Lei pe care nu-i pl\u0103nuisem, dar care nu mai contau.<\/p>\n
\u00cen prima noapte, Ana a dormit lipit\u0103 de fratele ei, pe canapea.
\u2014 Dac\u0103 plec, promite\u021bi c\u0103-l \u021bine\u021bi? m-a \u00eentrebat, cu voce mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Promit.<\/p>\n
Mama lor a supravie\u021buit. Dup\u0103 luni de spitalizare, a fost internat\u0103 \u00eentr-un centru. Tat\u0103l nu a mai ap\u0103rut.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, Ana m-a \u00eentrebat:
\u2014 Tanti\u2026 noi o s\u0103 mai st\u0103m mult aici?<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.
\u2014 At\u00e2t timp c\u00e2t ave\u021bi nevoie.<\/p>\n
Anii au trecut.
Ana a crescut.
Matei a \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103, s\u0103 mearg\u0103, s\u0103 alerge prin cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or. Au fost nop\u021bi f\u0103r\u0103 somn, frici, \u00eendoieli. Dar a fost \u0219i via\u021b\u0103. Adev\u0103rat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, Ana m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at \u0219i mi-a spus:
\u2014 \u021ai-aduci aminte c\u00e2nd te-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 vrei un bebelu\u0219?<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit, cu lacrimi \u00een ochi.
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci nu c\u0103utam pe cineva s\u0103 ne ia. C\u0103utam pe cineva care s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am r\u0103mas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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