Am \u00eenchiriat o garsonier\u0103 mic\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 pia\u021b\u0103. Mobilat\u0103 modest, dar cu lumin\u0103 din plin \u0219i miros de flori de tei venind pe geam diminea\u021ba. Nici nu mai \u0219tiam cum e s\u0103 deschid ochii f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 simt nevoia de a preg\u0103ti ceva pentru altcineva.<\/p>\n
\u00cen primele zile, nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 simt vinovat\u0103 sau eliberat\u0103. M\u0103 plimbam printre rafturile din magazin, cump\u0103r\u00e2nd doar ce \u00eemi place mie. Portocale dulci, s\u0103pun cu lev\u0103n\u021bic\u0103, o carte veche de re\u021bete.<\/p>\n
Mi-am f\u0103cut un obicei s\u0103 merg \u00een parc \u0219i s\u0103 stau pe aceea\u0219i banc\u0103. Nu spuneam multe. Doar observam. O bunic\u0103 care \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba un copil s\u0103 joace \u0219ah. Un t\u00e2n\u0103r cu o chitar\u0103. Dou\u0103 femei care r\u00e2deau cu lacrimi. Era via\u021b\u0103. Nu cea perfect\u0103, dar vie.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, la cafeneaua de jos, o fat\u0103 m-a \u00eentrebat ce \u00eemi doresc. I-am spus, z\u00e2mbind, \u201eO cafea cu lapte \u0219i… \u00eenceputul unei alte vie\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
A r\u00e2s. A doua zi m-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103 ajut c\u00e2teva femei \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 cu g\u0103titul la centrul social. Aveau nevoie de cineva priceput. M-am dus. Am f\u0103cut sarmale, pr\u0103jituri de post, supe ca la mama acas\u0103. M-au aplaudat. Una dintre ele a spus: \u201eDoamn\u0103, ne-a\u021bi adus acas\u0103 \u00een farfurie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am pl\u00e2ns \u00een baie, dar de bucurie.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 o lun\u0103, mi-am cump\u0103rat o rochie nou\u0103. Albastr\u0103. Ca cerul de mai. C\u00e2nd m-am privit \u00een oglind\u0103, am v\u0103zut-o pe Elena. Nu mama. Nu bunica. Nu femeia \u201ela nevoie\u201d.<\/p>\n
Ci pe femeia care rena\u0219te, la 52 de ani, cu demnitate.<\/p>\n
Fiul meu mi-a scris un mesaj. C\u0103t\u0103lina e \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 din nou. Vor o bon\u0103. M-au \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 m-a\u0219 \u00eentoarce.<\/p>\n
Le-am r\u0103spuns simplu: \u201eNu. Dar v\u0103 doresc bine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Uneori, \u00een via\u021b\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 pleci nu pentru c\u0103 nu mai iube\u0219ti. Ci pentru c\u0103 te iube\u0219ti, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, pe tine.<\/p>\n
Azi, c\u00e2nd vecinele \u00eemi spun \u201esunte\u021bi tare vesel\u0103, doamn\u0103 Elena\u201d, le z\u00e2mbesc.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u0219tiu un lucru: e nevoie de curaj s\u0103 pleci. Dar \u0219i mai mult s\u0103 \u00eencepi din nou.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu… am \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am \u00eenchiriat o garsonier\u0103 mic\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 pia\u021b\u0103. Mobilat\u0103 modest, dar cu lumin\u0103 din plin \u0219i miros de flori de tei venind pe geam diminea\u021ba. Nici nu mai \u0219tiam cum e s\u0103 deschid ochii f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 simt nevoia de a preg\u0103ti ceva pentru altcineva. \u00cen primele zile, nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 simt vinovat\u0103 sau eliberat\u0103. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1844,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1843"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1845,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843\/revisions\/1845"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1844"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1843"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1843"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1843"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}