Nu i-am r\u0103spuns imediat.<\/p>\n
Aerul serii era greu, mirosea a flori de tei \u0219i a m\u00e2ncare scump\u0103, iar dinspre sal\u0103 se auzea un r\u00e2s for\u021bat. Totul p\u0103rea fals, ca o scen\u0103 prost jucat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 nu-mi mai fie fric\u0103 \u2014 am spus, \u00een cele din urm\u0103. \u2014 At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Mihai a clipit des.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Fric\u0103 de ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014 De mama ta. De tine. De mine, cea care am fost l\u00e2ng\u0103 voi.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, nu a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 contrazic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii \u2014 am continuat \u2014, la \u00eenceput credeam c\u0103 e doar o perioad\u0103. C\u0103 e genul de soacr\u0103 care se mai bag\u0103, care mai comenteaz\u0103. Am zis \u201elas\u0103, a\u0219a sunt mamele\u201d.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Apoi au venit observa\u021biile. Cum g\u0103tesc. Cum m\u0103 \u00eembrac. Cum vorbesc. Cum \u201enu sunt destul\u201d pentru tine. \u0218i tu \u00eemi spuneai mereu s\u0103 am r\u0103bdare.<\/p>\n
Mihai a \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am crezut c\u0103, dac\u0103 sunt destul de bun\u0103, o s\u0103 m\u0103 accepte. Dac\u0103 str\u00e2ng din din\u021bi, dac\u0103 tac, dac\u0103 cedez.<\/p>\n
Mi-am str\u00e2ns palmele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar azi\u2026 azi a ridicat m\u00e2na. \u0218i ceva \u00een mine a zis \u201egata\u201d.<\/p>\n
Un zgomot de pahare sparte s-a auzit din sal\u0103. Cineva r\u00e2dea prea tare. Via\u021ba mergea mai departe, ca \u0219i cum lumea mea nu se rupea \u00een dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-am \u0219tiut c\u0103 e at\u00e2t de r\u0103u \u2014 a murmurat el.<\/p>\n
L-am privit drept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai \u0219tiut. Doar c\u0103 a fost mai comod s\u0103 nu alegi.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele au c\u0103zut greu \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
Mihai s-a sprijinit de balustrad\u0103, privind luminile Bucure\u0219tiului.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 pleci acum\u2026 \u2014 a \u00eenceput el, apoi s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci plec \u00eentreag\u0103 \u2014 am spus. \u2014 Nu pe buc\u0103\u021bi.<\/p>\n
A oftat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mama mea nu se va schimba.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iar eu\u2026 \u2014 vocea i s-a fr\u00e2nt \u2014 eu nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 pot s\u0103 fiu omul de care ai nevoie.<\/p>\n
A fost, poate, cel mai sincer lucru pe care mi l-a spus vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E suficient \u2014 am zis \u00eencet. \u2014 Asta e suficient.<\/p>\n
Ne-am \u00eentors \u00een sal\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Elena ne-a v\u0103zut imediat. Avea z\u00e2mbetul preg\u0103tit, rigid, de parc\u0103 nimic nu se \u00eent\u00e2mplase.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Totul e bine? \u2014 a \u00eentrebat ea tare, pentru toat\u0103 lumea.<\/p>\n
Mihai a inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, Ana pleac\u0103.<\/p>\n
Un murmur a str\u0103b\u0103tut invita\u021bii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103 pleac\u0103?! \u2014 a izbucnit ea. \u2014 Din cauza ta se face de r\u00e2s familia!<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat un pas.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu din cauza mea \u2014 am spus clar. \u2014 Din cauza t\u0103cerilor.<\/p>\n
Pentru o clip\u0103, Elena a p\u0103rut mic\u0103. Apoi s-a \u00eentors, ofensat\u0103, c\u0103tre ceilal\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u021bi v\u0103zut? Asta am p\u0103\u021bit de c\u00e2nd a intrat ea \u00een via\u021ba noastr\u0103!<\/p>\n
Mi-am luat geanta.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana\u2026 \u2014 a spus Mihai.<\/p>\n
L-am privit ultima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai grij\u0103 de tine.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it \u00een noapte.<\/p>\n
Aerul rece m-a izbit \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, dar pentru prima dat\u0103 nu m-a durut. Am mers pe jos, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103, pe str\u0103zile cunoscute, cu pa\u0219i siguri.<\/p>\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare, n-a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Au fost acte, discu\u021bii, lacrimi. O chirie mic\u0103, pl\u0103tit\u0103 din economiile mele. Lei num\u0103ra\u021bi cu grij\u0103. Seri t\u0103cute.<\/p>\n
Dar a fost lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, \u00eencet, lini\u0219tea s-a transformat \u00een ceva cald.<\/p>\n
Dimine\u021bi \u00een care beam cafeaua f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mi se spun\u0103 c\u0103 e prea tare. Zile \u00een care nu-mi cerea nimeni s\u0103 fiu \u201ealtfel\u201d.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva luni, m-am surprins r\u00e2z\u00e2nd din nou.<\/p>\n
Cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva simplu: iubirea nu cere s\u0103 te mic\u0219orezi. Familia nu ridic\u0103 m\u00e2na. Iar pacea nu vine din compromisuri care te rup.<\/p>\n
Uneori, finalul spectaculos nu e o u\u0219\u0103 tr\u00e2ntit\u0103.<\/p>\n
E o u\u0219\u0103 \u00eenchis\u0103 \u00eencet, din interior.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nu i-am r\u0103spuns imediat. Aerul serii era greu, mirosea a flori de tei \u0219i a m\u00e2ncare scump\u0103, iar dinspre sal\u0103 se auzea un r\u00e2s for\u021bat. Totul p\u0103rea fals, ca o scen\u0103 prost jucat\u0103. \u2014 Vreau s\u0103 nu-mi mai fie fric\u0103 \u2014 am spus, \u00een cele din urm\u0103. \u2014 At\u00e2t. Mihai a clipit des. \u2014 Fric\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18568,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18567","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18567","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18567"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18567\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18569,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18567\/revisions\/18569"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/18568"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18567"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18567"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18567"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}