\u2026c\u0103 era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-a sunat vecina de peste drum, tanti Lidia.<\/p>\n
\u201eVasile, ai v\u0103zut ce ai f\u0103cut? Fata aia a le\u0219inat \u00een fa\u021ba por\u021bii.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se taie picioarele. \u00cen ultimele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, tr\u0103iam ca un robot. M\u0103 trezeam, m\u0103 uitam la poza lui Andrei de pe comod\u0103, \u0219i nu \u00een\u021belegeam cum e posibil s\u0103 nu mai fie.<\/p>\n
Boala l-a topit \u00eencet. Doi ani de spitale, analize, drumuri la Bucure\u0219ti, bani arunca\u021bi pe tratamente. Iar ea, Ioana, a fost acolo. Zi \u0219i noapte. \u00cel sp\u0103la, \u00eel hr\u0103nea, \u00eei schimba perfuziile c\u00e2nd venea acas\u0103. Eu? Eu m\u0103 ocupam de bani \u0219i de h\u00e2rtii. A\u0219a mi-am spus.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a murit, casa a r\u0103mas plin\u0103 de t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
\u0218i de ea.<\/p>\n
Nu suportam s\u0103 o v\u0103d umbl\u00e2nd prin curte, \u00een tricoul lui Andrei. Parc\u0103 \u00eemi freca rana cu sare. Casa era a mea. Eu pl\u0103team impozitul. Eu f\u0103cusem creditul. Voiam s\u0103 o \u00eenchiriez, s\u0103 mai scot 2.000 de lei pe lun\u0103, s\u0103 acop\u0103r datoriile r\u0103mase din tratamente.<\/p>\n
\u201eAi o lun\u0103 s\u0103 pleci\u201d, i-am spus.<\/p>\n
Ea doar m-a privit cu ochii umfla\u021bi de pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u201eAici e tot ce mi-a r\u0103mas din el.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei m-au enervat \u0219i mai tare. De parc\u0103 eu nu pierdusem nimic.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua aceea am cedat. Am adunat hainele ei, c\u00e2teva cutii, le-am scos \u00een fa\u021ba por\u021bii.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e casa ta\u201d, i-am spus rece.<\/p>\n
Ea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. \u201eAm avut grij\u0103 de el ca o asistent\u0103 timp de doi ani. Asta e r\u0103splata mea?!\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis poarta.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva ore mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd am auzit c\u0103 a le\u0219inat, am ie\u0219it afar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc.<\/p>\n
Era pe banc\u0103, sprijinit\u0103 de gard, palid\u0103 ca varul.<\/p>\n
Ambulan\u021ba tocmai pleca.<\/p>\n
Tanti Lidia mi-a spus \u00eencet: \u201eE gravid\u0103, Vasile. \u00cen trei luni.\u201d<\/p>\n
Parc\u0103 m-a lovit cineva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Gravid\u0103?<\/p>\n
Andrei \u00eemi spusese, cu pu\u021bin timp \u00eenainte s\u0103 se sting\u0103: \u201eTat\u0103\u2026 dac\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 ceva\u2026 s\u0103 ai grij\u0103 de Ioana.\u201d<\/p>\n
Atunci l-am certat. \u201eNu mai vorbi prostii.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dar el \u0219tia.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea m-am dus la spital. Ioana st\u0103tea pe pat, cu m\u00e2inile pe burt\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a \u00eentors capul spre perete.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe scaun. Nu \u0219tiam ce s\u0103 spun.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe ce nu mi-ai spus?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u00eentr-un final.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 fie o bucurie. Nu o obliga\u021bie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit ru\u0219inea cum urc\u0103 \u00een mine, fierbinte.<\/p>\n
Doi ani ea i-a fost sprijin. Eu am fost tat\u0103l care aduce bani \u0219i \u021bine pumnii. Ea a fost cea care i-a \u0219ters fruntea c\u00e2nd f\u0103cea febr\u0103. Care a dormit pe scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul lui.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu i-am scos lucrurile \u00een strad\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eE b\u0103iat\u201d, a spus \u00eencet. \u201eA\u0219a a zis medicul.\u201d<\/p>\n
Un nepot.<\/p>\n
O bucat\u0103 din Andrei.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea n-am dormit. M-am plimbat prin casa goal\u0103. \u00cen camera lor \u00eenc\u0103 mai era mirosul lui. Pe noptier\u0103, o br\u0103\u021bar\u0103 pe care i-o f\u0103cuse Ioana.<\/p>\n
Mi-am amintit cum Andrei mi-a spus, cu voce slab\u0103: \u201eTat\u0103, ea e familia mea.\u201d<\/p>\n
Iar eu nu l-am ascultat.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba m-am dus la spital cu un buchet de flori \u0219i cu cheile \u00een buzunar.<\/p>\n
Ioana st\u0103tea pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu trebuie s\u0103 pleci,\u201d i-am spus.<\/p>\n
M-a privit ne\u00eencrez\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
\u201eCasa\u2026 r\u0103m\u00e2ne a voastr\u0103. A ta \u0219i a copilului.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eNu vreau mil\u0103\u201d, a spus.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e mil\u0103. E ce ar fi vrut Andrei.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am scos cheile \u0219i i le-am pus \u00een palm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cemi pare r\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. Nu zgomotos. Nu dramatic. Doar \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
\u00cen lunile care au urmat, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 merg mai des pe la ei. Am reparat gardul. Am vopsit camera copilului. Am pus p\u0103tu\u021bul l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam, unde intr\u0103 soarele diminea\u021ba.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-a n\u0103scut b\u0103iatul, am fost \u00een sala de a\u0219teptare, cu inima c\u00e2t un purice.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd asistenta mi l-a pus \u00een bra\u021be, am sim\u021bit pentru prima dat\u0103, dup\u0103 o lun\u0103 de \u00eentuneric, c\u0103 respir din nou.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii lui Andrei.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba nu mi l-a adus \u00eenapoi pe fiul meu.<\/p>\n
Dar mi-a dat \u0219ansa s\u0103 nu mai pierd \u00eenc\u0103 o familie din cauza orgoliului.<\/p>\n
Casa nu s-a mai dat \u00een chirie.<\/p>\n
A devenit casa nepotului meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama, \u0219i casa \u00een care am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 durerea nu se m\u0103soar\u0103 \u00een acte de proprietate, ci \u00een c\u00e2t de mult e\u0219ti dispus s\u0103 iube\u0219ti, chiar \u0219i dup\u0103 ce ai pierdut tot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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