\u0218i exact c\u00e2nd \u00eencepusem s\u0103 simt c\u0103 via\u021ba mea, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, e a mea\u2026 a sunat telefonul.<\/p>\n
Num\u0103r necunoscut.<\/p>\n
Am vrut s\u0103 nu r\u0103spund. Dar ceva m-a \u00eempins.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Alo?<\/p>\n
La cap\u0103tul firului, o voce pe care o \u0219tiam prea bine. Doar c\u0103 nu mai avea arogan\u021ba de alt\u0103dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Zlata\u2026 eu sunt.<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Po\u021bi s\u0103 vorbe\u0219ti?<\/p>\n
Puteam. Dar nu mai voiam.<\/p>\n
\u0218i totu\u0219i, am zis scurt:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Spune.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 se \u00eencurce \u00een cuvinte. Cic\u0103 lucrurile nu sunt chiar cum p\u0103reau. C\u0103 Alina e \u201ealtfel\u201d. C\u0103 e mult\u0103 energie, dar \u0219i mult\u0103 cheltuial\u0103. C\u0103 snowboard-ul s-a transformat \u00eentr-o entors\u0103 serioas\u0103 la genunchi. C\u0103 city break-urile la Bra\u0219ov \u0219i Cluj nu sunt ieftine. C\u0103 pensia nu e chiar c\u00e2t salariul de odinioar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u00cel vedeam clar: st\u00e2nd probabil \u00eentr-o garsonier\u0103 \u00eenchiriat\u0103, cu genunchiul bandajat, uit\u00e2ndu-se la tavan.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Zlata, poate\u2026 putem sta de vorb\u0103? Mi-e dor de lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Cuv\u00e2ntul \u0103sta m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc.<\/p>\n
Eu eram lini\u0219tea lui. Eu eram m\u00e2ncarea la timp, tensiunea m\u0103surat\u0103, c\u0103ma\u0219a c\u0103lcat\u0103, ceaiul de tei c\u00e2nd \u00eel lua ame\u021beala.<\/p>\n
Eu eram \u201ebunica\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103, nu m-am sim\u021bit jignit\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am sim\u021bit puternic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103t\u0103lin, i-am spus calm, eu nu sunt sta\u021bie de service. Nu sunt nici rezerv\u0103 de siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-ai dorit foc. \u021ai-ai dorit pasiune. \u021ai-ai dorit s\u0103 te sim\u021bi t\u00e2n\u0103r. \u021ai-ai luat ce ai vrut.<\/p>\n
Respira greu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu \u00eentre timp am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Nu i-am spus despre serile \u00een care ies cu fetele de la dans la o limonad\u0103 \u00een centru. Nu i-am spus c\u0103 am pus deoparte aproape 8.000 de lei \u00een doar c\u00e2teva luni. Nu i-am spus c\u0103 vecinul de la trei, domnul Mihai, m-a invitat la teatru \u0219i mi-a spus c\u0103 am un r\u00e2s molipsitor.<\/p>\n
Nu era treaba lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Zlata, am gre\u0219it\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 To\u021bi gre\u0219im, am r\u0103spuns. Important e ce faci dup\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103, nu am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it pe balcon. Era prim\u0103var\u0103. Se auzeau copii juc\u00e2ndu-se \u00een fa\u021ba blocului. O vecin\u0103 scutura covorul. Mirosea a tei.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nu mai simt golul acela \u00een stomac.<\/p>\n
Nu mai a\u0219teptam pa\u0219i pe hol.<\/p>\n
Nu mai tr\u0103iam pentru validarea cuiva.<\/p>\n
Tr\u0103iam pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Seara am mers la dans. Instructorul a pus muzica mai tare ca de obicei. Am r\u00e2s, am transpirat, am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi bate inima viu, puternic.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, la un moment dat, m-am privit \u00een oglind\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu am v\u0103zut o femeie p\u0103r\u0103sit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am v\u0103zut o femeie liber\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 \u0219ase luni, l-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor \u00een pia\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mai adus de spate. Mai t\u0103cut. Cu dou\u0103 plase ieftine \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-a privit lung.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ar\u0103\u021bi bine, a spus.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103, r\u00e2sul acela pe care abia \u00eel st\u0103p\u00e2neam nu era din r\u0103utate.<\/p>\n
Era din recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 dac\u0103 el nu pleca \u201edup\u0103 foc\u201d, eu nu descopeream c\u0103 jarul era, de fapt, \u00een mine tot timpul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0218i exact c\u00e2nd \u00eencepusem s\u0103 simt c\u0103 via\u021ba mea, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, e a mea\u2026 a sunat telefonul. Num\u0103r necunoscut. Am vrut s\u0103 nu r\u0103spund. Dar ceva m-a \u00eempins. \u2014 Alo? La cap\u0103tul firului, o voce pe care o \u0219tiam prea bine. Doar c\u0103 nu mai avea arogan\u021ba de alt\u0103dat\u0103. \u2014 Zlata\u2026 eu sunt. Am t\u0103cut. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19392,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19391","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19391"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19391\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19393,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19391\/revisions\/19393"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}