\u201e\u2026g\u00e2ndul s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 e\u0219ti femeia cu care pot construi ceva pe termen lung.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se \u00eenc\u0103lze\u0219te fa\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Restaurantul era \u00eenc\u0103 plin. Lum\u00e2n\u0103ri aprinse. Muzic\u0103 lent\u0103. Cupluri care se \u021bineau de m\u00e2n\u0103. Iar eu st\u0103team singur\u0103 la o mas\u0103 cu fa\u021b\u0103 de mas\u0103 alb\u0103, cu un pahar de vin pe jum\u0103tate gol \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e vorba de bani. E vorba de atitudine. Dac\u0103 pentru tine o rela\u021bie \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eempar\u021bi doar c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi convine, atunci poate c\u0103 nu vedem lucrurile la fel.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am l\u0103sat pe spate.<\/p>\n
Nu pl\u0103tisem jum\u0103tate nu pentru c\u0103 n-a\u0219 fi avut bani. Aveam. Muncesc. \u00cemi pl\u0103tesc chiria, ratele, facturile. Nu stau pe banii nim\u0103nui.<\/p>\n
Dar el insistase pentru locul \u0103la. El f\u0103cuse rezervarea. El alesese restaurantul scump din Centrul Vechi, cu meniu sofisticat \u0219i pre\u021buri pe m\u0103sur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Eu a\u0219 fi fost la fel de fericit\u0103 cu o pizza \u0219i un film acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Biletul continua.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm vrut s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 suntem o echip\u0103. Dac\u0103 putem \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bi lucrurile firesc.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am str\u00e2ns h\u00e2rtia \u00eentre degete.<\/p>\n
O echip\u0103?<\/p>\n
O echip\u0103 \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 discut\u0103m \u00eenainte. S\u0103 stabilim \u00eempreun\u0103. Nu s\u0103 m\u0103 pui \u00een fa\u021ba unei note de 1.900 de lei \u0219i s\u0103-mi spui, simplu: \u201eD\u0103-mi 950.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ridicat privirea. Chelneri\u021ba \u00eenc\u0103 m\u0103 privea, parc\u0103 a\u0219tept\u00e2nd o reac\u021bie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 At\u00e2t a scris? am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Ea a ezitat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai e ceva pe spate.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eentors biletul.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 pleci dup\u0103 mine, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi pas\u0103 suficient.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Deci era un test.<\/p>\n
O prob\u0103.<\/p>\n
Un joc.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat spre u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
Trecuser\u0103 deja c\u00e2teva minute bune. Dac\u0103 voiam, puteam s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic, s\u0103 ies \u00een frigul de februarie \u0219i s\u0103-l caut pe trotuar.<\/p>\n
Dar ceva \u00een mine s-a lini\u0219tit brusc.<\/p>\n
Mi-am adus aminte de mama. De vorbele ei simple: \u201eCine te iube\u0219te nu te pune la prob\u0103. Te \u021bine aproape, nu te face s\u0103 alergi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am mai citit o dat\u0103 biletul.<\/p>\n
Nu era despre bani.<\/p>\n
Era despre control.<\/p>\n
Despre a vedea dac\u0103 sunt dispus\u0103 s\u0103 accept o situa\u021bie nedreapt\u0103 doar ca s\u0103 nu-l sup\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Mi-am luat geanta.<\/p>\n
Chelneri\u021ba s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vre\u021bi s\u0103 pleca\u021bi?<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da. Dar nu dup\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it \u00een aerul rece. Ora\u0219ul era plin de cupluri. Baloane ro\u0219ii. Flor\u0103rii deschise la col\u021b de strad\u0103.<\/p>\n
Telefonul a vibrat.<\/p>\n
Mesaj de la el.<\/p>\n
\u201eTe a\u0219tept la col\u021b. Ai \u00een\u021beles ce am vrut s\u0103 spun?\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am oprit sub un felinar.<\/p>\n
Am tastat calm.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm \u00een\u021beles perfect.\u201d<\/p>\n
A r\u0103spuns imediat.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i eu vreau un b\u0103rbat, nu un profesor care \u00eemi d\u0103 teste.\u201d<\/p>\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
Apoi:<\/p>\n
\u201eExagerezi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
Exact.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd o femeie refuz\u0103 ceva nedrept, exagereaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd un b\u0103rbat pune condi\u021bii ascunse, \u201etesteaz\u0103 compatibilitatea\u201d.<\/p>\n
I-am mai scris un singur mesaj:<\/p>\n
\u201eData viitoare c\u00e2nd vrei s\u0103 construie\u0219ti o echip\u0103, \u00eencepe prin a juca corect.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am blocat.<\/p>\n
M-am sim\u021bit u\u0219oar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu trist\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu furioas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Doar clar\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen drum spre cas\u0103, mi-am cump\u0103rat o cl\u0103tit\u0103 de la o gheret\u0103 non-stop. Simpl\u0103. Cu ciocolat\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe o banc\u0103 \u0219i am privit oamenii trec\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Poate c\u0103 unii ar spune c\u0103 am pierdut o rela\u021bie \u00een seara aceea.<\/p>\n
Dar adev\u0103rul?<\/p>\n
Am c\u00e2\u0219tigat respectul meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva simplu: iubirea nu vine cu not\u0103 de plat\u0103 \u0219i nici cu condi\u021bii scrise pe bile\u021bele.<\/p>\n
Vine cu asumare.<\/p>\n
Cu generozitate.<\/p>\n
Cu discu\u021bii sincere.<\/p>\n
Iar dac\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 alergi dup\u0103 cineva ca s\u0103 demonstrezi c\u0103 meri\u021bi s\u0103 fii ales, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103, de fapt, nu ai fost ales niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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