\u2014 O cheam\u0103 Ana, Ludmila\u2026 Ana Ionescu.<\/p>\n
Mi-a fugit p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare. Am sim\u021bit cum mi se \u00eenmoaie genunchii \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe scaun f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E ea\u2026 am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Elena m-a privit \u00eengrijorat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ludmila, despre ce e vorba?<\/p>\n
Am turnat vin \u00een pahare cu m\u00e2na tremur\u00e2nd\u0103. Am b\u0103ut dintr-o \u00eenghi\u021bitur\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd a murit Vali\u2026 Ana era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Eu\u2026 eu am dat-o afar\u0103 din cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele mi se rupeau \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am acuzat-o c\u0103 ea l-a distrus. C\u0103 din cauza ei a ajuns s\u0103 umble cu oameni nepotrivi\u021bi, s\u0103 fac\u0103 prostii\u2026 Era \u0219i ea copil\u0103. Avea 22 de ani. Pl\u00e2ngea, spunea c\u0103 o s\u0103 nasc\u0103. I-am zis c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103 mai aud de ea. I-am tr\u00e2ntit u\u0219a \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i dac\u0103 b\u0103iatul\u2026 \u2014 a \u00eenceput Elena.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E nepotul meu.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cinci ani, am sim\u021bit ceva viu \u00een mine. Nu doar durere. Ci speran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 m-am dus la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103. Am stat pe banc\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 gard. Copiii au ie\u0219it r\u00e2z\u00e2nd, \u021bip\u00e2nd, alerg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u0218i el.<\/p>\n
Bucle blonde. Ochii lui Vali. Felul \u00een care \u00ee\u0219i mu\u0219ca buza c\u00e2nd se concentra.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum te cheam\u0103, puiule?<\/p>\n
\u2014 D\u0103nu\u021b.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i pe mami cum o cheam\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana.<\/p>\n
M-a privit curios.<\/p>\n
\u00cen clipa aceea, la poart\u0103 a ap\u0103rut ea.<\/p>\n
Mai slab\u0103. Mai matur\u0103. Dar era ea.<\/p>\n
Ochii ni s-au \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u0219i am v\u0103zut c\u0103 m-a recunoscut.<\/p>\n
A venit \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bun\u0103 ziua, doamn\u0103 Ludmila.<\/p>\n
Nu era ur\u0103 \u00een glasul ei. Doar oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u2026 e b\u0103iatul lui Vali? am \u00eentrebat, de\u0219i \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu v-am spus atunci\u2026 Mi-a fost fric\u0103. Nu aveam unde s\u0103 stau. Am plecat la Ploie\u0219ti, la o m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103. Am lucrat la o patiserie. L-am crescut singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 sf\u0103r\u00e2m.<\/p>\n
Cinci ani. Cinci ani \u00een care nepotul meu a crescut f\u0103r\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103 ier\u021bi? am spus, \u0219i nu-mi p\u0103sa c\u0103 lumea se uit\u0103. M\u0103 ier\u021bi c\u0103 te-am alungat?<\/p>\n
Ana a t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
D\u0103nu\u021b ne privea pe am\u00e2ndou\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-a fost u\u0219or, a spus ea \u00eencet. Dar nu vreau ca el s\u0103 creasc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 bunic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei m-au lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t orice repro\u0219.<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut \u00een genunchi \u0219i l-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at pe copil.<\/p>\n
Mirosea a s\u0103pun \u0219i a soare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bunica\u2026? a \u00eentrebat el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i, da, puiule.<\/p>\n
Ana a l\u0103crimat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nile care au urmat, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 ne vedem zilnic. \u00cel luam pe D\u0103nu\u021b \u00een parc. \u00cei cump\u0103ram \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103 de 5 lei \u0219i baloane colorate. \u00cei citeam pove\u0219ti seara.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, Ana a venit la mine acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la fotografia lui Vali de pe perete.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ar fi fost m\u00e2ndru de el.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i de tine.<\/p>\n
A pl\u00e2ns pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Nu pot schimba trecutul. Nu pot aduce copilul \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
Dar Dumnezeu mi-a mai dat o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n
La 50 de ani, c\u00e2nd credeam c\u0103 nu mai am pentru ce tr\u0103i, am primit cel mai mare dar.<\/p>\n
Nu bani. Nu case. Nu tinere\u021be.<\/p>\n
Un nepot care \u00eemi spune \u201ebunica\u201d \u0219i \u00eemi sare \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
Iar \u00een ziua \u00een care D\u0103nu\u021b a \u00eemplinit \u0219ase ani, am stat to\u021bi trei la mas\u0103. Cu tort, cu lum\u00e2n\u0103ri \u0219i cu r\u00e2sete.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, casa mea n-a mai fost t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
A fost din nou acas\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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