Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
Din curte se auzea muzica. Lumea r\u00e2dea. Na\u0219a m\u0103 striga s\u0103 ies, c\u0103 \u201ese r\u0103ce\u0219te \u0219ampania\u201d.<\/p>\n
Dar eu nu mai auzeam nimic.<\/p>\n
Doar respira\u021bia sacadat\u0103 a lui Andrei.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe vrei s\u0103 spui?\u201d am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat \u00een jos, apoi direct \u00een ochii mei. Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani de zile, m\u0103 privea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se ascund\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eAnul trecut\u2026 c\u00e2nd m-ai trimis \u00een tab\u0103ra de var\u0103 la Bu\u0219teni\u2026 el era acolo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Inima mi-a s\u0103rit din piept.<\/p>\n
\u201eRadu?\u201d<\/p>\n
Andrei a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu-l chema Radu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se usuc\u0103 gura.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum \u00eel chema?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eMarian.\u201d<\/p>\n
Numele a c\u0103zut greu \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
\u201eEra voluntar. Se ocupa de b\u0103ie\u021bii mai mari. La \u00eenceput era prietenos. \u00cei ducea la fotbal, le d\u0103dea bani de suc, promitea telefoane noi\u2026 Dar apoi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Vocea i s-a fr\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
L-am str\u00e2ns la piept.<\/p>\n
\u201eAndrei\u2026 spune-mi.\u201d<\/p>\n
A inspirat ad\u00e2nc, ca \u0219i cum ar fi s\u0103rit \u00een ap\u0103 rece.<\/p>\n
\u201eLe cerea lucruri \u00een schimb.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe fel de lucruri?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ochii lui s-au umplut de lacrimi, dar nu s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u201ePoze. Mesaje. S\u0103 p\u0103streze secrete. Spunea c\u0103 dac\u0103 spunem ceva, nimeni n-o s\u0103 ne cread\u0103. C\u0103 el are bani. Rela\u021bii.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut grea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u021ai-a f\u0103cut ceva?\u201d<\/p>\n
A cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm fugit. \u00centr-o sear\u0103 am auzit cum vorbea la telefon. Spunea c\u0103 pleac\u0103 din ora\u0219, c\u0103 a ap\u0103rut o problem\u0103. Dup\u0103 tab\u0103r\u0103\u2026 n-am mai vrut s\u0103 vorbesc. N-am putut.\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea lui.<\/p>\n
Anii lui de t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Totul s-a legat \u00eentr-o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum \u0219tii c\u0103 e el?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, aproape f\u0103r\u0103 voce.<\/p>\n
\u201eAre o cicatrice mic\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 ureche. \u0218i \u00ee\u0219i roade unghia de la degetul mare c\u00e2nd e nervos. Exact la fel.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Radu avea acea cicatrice.<\/p>\n
\u0218i acel obicei.<\/p>\n
Din curte s-au auzit aplauze. Cineva striga: \u201eMireasa!\u201d<\/p>\n
Telefonul meu vibra ne\u00eencetat.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00een mine se d\u0103 o lupt\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ani de singur\u0103tate.<\/p>\n
Frica de a r\u0103m\u00e2ne iar doar noi doi.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba comod\u0103. Casa nou\u0103. Siguran\u021ba.<\/p>\n
\u0218i adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat.<\/p>\n
\u201eR\u0103m\u00e2i aici.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it \u00een curte.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi s-au \u00eentors spre mine. Rochia alb\u0103, voalul, z\u00e2mbetele.<\/p>\n
Radu st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 ofi\u021berul de stare civil\u0103, aranj\u00e2ndu-\u0219i costumul.<\/p>\n
M-a privit \u0219i a z\u00e2mbit larg.<\/p>\n
Am mers direct spre el.<\/p>\n
\u201eTrebuie s\u0103 vorbim. Acum.\u201d<\/p>\n
A r\u00e2s u\u0219or. \u201eClaudia, toat\u0103 lumea a\u0219teapt\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum.\u201d<\/p>\n
A v\u0103zut ceva \u00een ochii mei. Z\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut.<\/p>\n
Ne-am retras c\u00e2\u021biva pa\u0219i.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum te cheam\u0103 de fapt?\u201d<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a albit.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe \u00eentrebare e asta?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eLa Bu\u0219teni. Anul trecut. Cum te chema?\u201d<\/p>\n
Pentru o frac\u021biune de secund\u0103, masca a c\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Apoi a \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiu despre ce vorbe\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eMarian.\u201d<\/p>\n
Respira\u021bia i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n
Am scos telefonul.<\/p>\n
\u201eSun la poli\u021bie. Acum.\u201d<\/p>\n
A f\u0103cut un pas \u00een spate.<\/p>\n
\u201eE o ne\u00een\u021belegere.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eCopiii nu inventeaz\u0103 frica.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lumea \u00eencepea s\u0103 murmure.<\/p>\n
Na\u0219a se apropia.<\/p>\n
Radu a privit \u00een jur, calcul\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Apoi, f\u0103r\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt, s-a \u00eentors \u0219i a fugit spre parcare.<\/p>\n
Invita\u021bii au r\u0103mas \u00eenm\u0103rmuri\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Eu tremuram.<\/p>\n
Dar nu de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
De claritate.<\/p>\n
Am sunat la 112.<\/p>\n
\u00cen orele urm\u0103toare, totul s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it: declara\u021bii, poli\u021bie, \u00eentreb\u0103ri. Am aflat c\u0103 era deja c\u0103utat \u00eentr-un alt jude\u021b.<\/p>\n
Nunta s-a anulat.<\/p>\n
Rochia a r\u0103mas neatins\u0103.<\/p>\n
Banii da\u021bi pe restaurant \u2014 pierdu\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Dar c\u00e2nd m-am \u00eentors acas\u0103, Andrei st\u0103tea pe canapea, cu ochii ro\u0219ii, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 n-am v\u0103zut.\u201d<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e vina ta.\u201d<\/p>\n
Vocea lui era \u00eenc\u0103 fragil\u0103, dar era acolo.<\/p>\n
Vie.<\/p>\n
Real\u0103.<\/p>\n
L-am str\u00e2ns \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea am comandat pizza \u0219i am stat am\u00e2ndoi \u00een pijamale, cu cutiile pe mas\u0103 \u0219i lini\u0219tea dintre noi\u2026 diferit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu mai era o t\u0103cere de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era o lini\u0219te de siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dat seama de ceva simplu.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 rochii albe, mese pl\u0103tite \u0219i aparen\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u00censeamn\u0103 s\u0103 ai curajul s\u0103 ascul\u021bi.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 alegi adev\u0103rul, chiar dac\u0103 doare.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care trebuia s\u0103 devin so\u021bie, am devenit ceva mai important.<\/p>\n
Mama care \u0219i-a crezut copilul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani, casa noastr\u0103 nu mai era t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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