\u0218i totu\u0219i, \u00een diminea\u021ba aceea, dup\u0103 ce mi-a spus \u201eDac\u0103 vrei s\u0103 te ui\u021bi, \u00eentreab\u0103\u201d, nimic nu a mai fost la fel.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas pe teras\u0103 cu furtunul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, apa curg\u00e2nd peste dalele din curte, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai \u0219tiu ce fac. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea \u00een urechi.<\/p>\n
Nu era vorba doar despre faptul c\u0103 m\u0103 prinsese privind. Era felul \u00een care spusese. F\u0103r\u0103 ru\u0219ine. F\u0103r\u0103 repro\u0219. Ca \u0219i cum \u00eemi oferea ceva mai mult dec\u00e2t o privire.<\/p>\n
Seara, n-am mai rezistat.<\/p>\n
Am b\u0103tut la poarta ei. Nu tare. Doar c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 sunt eu.<\/p>\n
A ie\u0219it pe teras\u0103 cu aceea\u0219i lini\u0219te care o \u00eenconjura mereu. Purta o rochie simpl\u0103, bleumarin, \u0219i p\u0103rul prins lejer. M-a privit drept \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u201eAi venit s\u0103 \u00eentrebi?\u201d a spus.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se usuc\u0103 gura.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiu ce caut,\u201d am recunoscut. \u201eDar \u0219tiu c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103 mai fug.\u201d<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde. Apoi mi-a f\u0103cut semn s\u0103 iau loc.<\/p>\n
Am stat unul l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vorbim. Se auzea doar un c\u00e2ine l\u0103tr\u00e2nd \u00een dep\u0103rtare \u0219i tramvaiul trec\u00e2nd la c\u00e2teva str\u0103zi distan\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tii ce e cel mai greu dup\u0103 ce pierzi pe cineva?\u201d a spus ea \u00eencet. \u201eNu singur\u0103tatea. Ci obi\u0219nuin\u021ba de a nu mai sim\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei m-au lovit drept \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Asta f\u0103cusem \u0219i eu. \u00cenv\u0103\u021basem s\u0103 nu mai simt. S\u0103 tr\u0103iesc pe jum\u0103tate. S\u0103 m\u0103 duc la munc\u0103, s\u0103 pl\u0103tesc ratele, s\u0103 ud florile \u0219i s\u0103 nu las pe nimeni s\u0103 se apropie prea mult.<\/p>\n
\u201eMi-e fric\u0103,\u201d am spus, aproape \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i mie,\u201d a r\u0103spuns ea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een trei ani, frica nu m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 plec.<\/p>\n
A \u00eentins m\u00e2na spre mine. De data asta nu a fost o atingere \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare. A fost o alegere.<\/p>\n
Am prins-o de m\u00e2n\u0103. Simplu. F\u0103r\u0103 promisiuni mari. F\u0103r\u0103 jur\u0103minte.<\/p>\n
Doar doi oameni care au suferit \u0219i care, \u00een loc s\u0103 se ascund\u0103, au decis s\u0103 \u00eencerce.<\/p>\n
Zilele urm\u0103toare au fost diferite. Nu spectaculoase. Nu ca \u00een filme. Dar reale.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 lu\u0103m micul dejun \u00eempreun\u0103 duminica. S\u0103 mergem la pia\u021b\u0103 dup\u0103 ro\u0219ii \u0219i br\u00e2nz\u0103 proasp\u0103t\u0103. S\u0103 r\u00e2dem c\u00e2nd nu ne ie\u0219ea cozonacul. S\u0103 st\u0103m pe banc\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba casei \u0219i s\u0103 coment\u0103m lumea care trece.<\/p>\n
Vecinii au \u00eenceput s\u0103 ne priveasc\u0103 altfel. Unii z\u00e2mbeau. Al\u021bii \u0219u\u0219oteau. Dar pentru prima dat\u0103, nu m-a mai interesat.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, \u00een timp ce str\u00e2ngeam masa, Elena s-a oprit \u00een dreptul meu.<\/p>\n
\u201eDaniel,\u201d a spus ea, \u201enu \u0219tiu c\u00e2t timp avem. Nimeni nu \u0219tie. Dar \u0219tiu c\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103-l tr\u0103iesc pe jum\u0103tate.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum ceva \u00een mine se a\u0219az\u0103 la locul lui.<\/p>\n
Nu era pasiune nebun\u0103. Nu era furtun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
O lini\u0219te care nu mai \u00eensemna singur\u0103tate.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o \u0219i am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 uneori via\u021ba nu \u00ee\u021bi d\u0103 a doua \u0219ans\u0103 cu artificii \u0219i muzic\u0103 tare. \u021ai-o d\u0103 printr-o fereastr\u0103 deschis\u0103, \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 obi\u0219nuit\u0103, \u0219i printr-un z\u00e2mbet care spune: \u201e\u00centreab\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Iar eu, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am avut curajul s\u0103 o fac.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nu am mai \u00eenghe\u021bat pe loc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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