Am r\u0103mas cu ochii \u00een cea\u0219ca de cafea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai spun nimic. Buc\u0103t\u0103ria mirosea a diminea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i a lini\u0219te, dar \u00een mine era furtun\u0103. Bunica s-a a\u0219ezat pe scaun, l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, \u0219i \u0219i-a \u0219ters m\u00e2inile de \u0219or\u021b, ca \u0219i cum nu se gr\u0103bea nic\u0103ieri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vezi tu, fat\u0103 drag\u0103\u2026 via\u021ba nu te \u00eentreab\u0103 dac\u0103 e\u0219ti preg\u0103tit\u0103, a zis ea \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
A luat morcovul \u0219i l-a ap\u0103sat u\u0219or \u00eentre degete.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Morcovul, \u00eenainte s\u0103 fie fiert, e tare. Parc\u0103 nu-l clatini cu nimic. Dar dup\u0103 ce trece prin ap\u0103 fierbinte\u2026 se \u00eenmoaie. Devine slab.<\/p>\n
Apoi a luat oul \u0219i l-a cioc\u0103nit de marginea farfuriei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Oul e invers. Pare fragil, se sparge u\u0219or. Dar dup\u0103 ce fierbe\u2026 se \u00eent\u0103re\u0219te pe din\u0103untru. Devine dur.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la ea, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg unde vrea s\u0103 ajung\u0103. Sim\u021beam c\u0103 fiecare cuv\u00e2nt \u00eemi atinge o ran\u0103.<\/p>\n
Bunica a \u00eempins cea\u0219ca de cafea spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar cafeaua\u2026 ea nu se schimb\u0103 doar pe ea. Schimb\u0103 apa. \u00cei d\u0103 gust, miros, via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu ce sunt? am \u00eentrebat cu vocea abia auzit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Bunica m-a privit drept \u00een ochi. Avea o lini\u0219te \u00een privire pe care nu o mai v\u0103zusem p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Asta trebuie s\u0103 alegi tu, fat\u0103 drag\u0103. C\u00e2nd dai de greu\u2026 te \u00eenmoi, te \u00eent\u0103re\u0219ti sau schimbi totul \u00een jurul t\u0103u?<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge pieptul. Toate nop\u021bile \u00een care pl\u00e2nsesem \u00een pern\u0103, toate minciunile pe care le \u00eenghi\u021bisem, toate d\u0103\u021bile c\u00e2nd m-am pref\u0103cut c\u0103 nu v\u0103d\u2026 toate au venit peste mine deodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu\u2026 nu mai pot, bunico, am spus printre lacrimi. Nu mai pot s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Ea nu s-a mirat. Doar a dat din cap, ca \u0219i cum \u0219tia deja.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci nu mai tr\u0103i a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei au c\u0103zut simplu, dar au lovit puternic.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar dac\u0103 plec? Dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n singur\u0103? Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 descurc? am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 agit.<\/p>\n
Bunica a z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai dou\u0103 m\u00e2ini, ai minte, ai inim\u0103. Cum s\u0103 nu te descurci? Mai greu e s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti l\u00e2ng\u0103 cineva care te face s\u0103 te sim\u021bi mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103cut. Pentru prima dat\u0103, nu mai sim\u021beam doar durere. Sim\u021beam \u0219i un fel de curaj\u2026 mic, dar acolo.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea, m-am \u00eentors acas\u0103. El era pe canapea, cu telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, ca \u0219i cum nimic nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat vreodat\u0103. M-a privit scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Unde ai fost?<\/p>\n
De data asta, nu m-am mai pierdut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 La bunica. \u0218i am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
A ridicat din spr\u00e2ncene, plictisit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u0103 nu mai vreau s\u0103 fiu nici morcov, nici ou.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat confuz.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce tot vorbe\u0219ti acolo?<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el calm, f\u0103r\u0103 lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 fiu cafea. \u0218i f\u0103r\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea care a urmat a fost grea. Dar nu mai era ap\u0103s\u0103toare. Era eliberatoare.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi str\u00e2ng lucrurile. F\u0103r\u0103 scandal, f\u0103r\u0103 \u021bipete. Doar cu o lini\u0219te pe care nu o mai sim\u021bisem de ani de zile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Serios? Pleci? a spus el, iritat.<\/p>\n
M-am oprit \u00een u\u0219\u0103 \u0219i m-am uitat \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 la el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu plec de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine\u2026 plec spre mine.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it \u0219i am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00eencet \u00een urma mea.<\/p>\n
Afar\u0103 era r\u0103coare. Am tras aer ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept. Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, nu mai mirosea a fric\u0103. Mirosea a \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, undeva \u00een mine, sim\u021beam c\u0103 via\u021ba mea abia atunci \u00eencepe cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am r\u0103mas cu ochii \u00een cea\u0219ca de cafea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai spun nimic. Buc\u0103t\u0103ria mirosea a diminea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i a lini\u0219te, dar \u00een mine era furtun\u0103. Bunica s-a a\u0219ezat pe scaun, l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, \u0219i \u0219i-a \u0219ters m\u00e2inile de \u0219or\u021b, ca \u0219i cum nu se gr\u0103bea nic\u0103ieri. \u2014 Vezi tu, fat\u0103 drag\u0103\u2026 via\u021ba nu te \u00eentreab\u0103 dac\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21504,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21503","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21503","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21503"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21503\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21505,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21503\/revisions\/21505"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21504"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21503"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21503"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21503"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}