Privirea lui m-a lovit ca un pumn.<\/p>\n
Nu era speriat.<\/p>\n
Nu era ru\u0219inat.<\/p>\n
Era\u2026 prins.<\/p>\n
Ca un om scos dintr-un vis prea ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014Ce faci aici? am \u00eentrebat, dar vocea mi-a ie\u0219it joas\u0103, aproape stins\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ana nu s-a mi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n
Doar ochii ei mari se uitau ba la mine, ba la el.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am v\u0103zut ceva ce n-o s\u0103 uit niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu doar fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Resemnare.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum tr\u0103ia asta de mult timp.<\/p>\n
Mihai s-a ridicat \u00eencet de pe pat.<\/p>\n
\u2014O lini\u0219team\u2026 a spus el, evit\u00e2ndu-mi privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014La 2 noaptea? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Nu mi-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een to\u021bi anii no\u0219tri, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu-l mai cunosc.<\/p>\n
M-am dus direct la Ana \u0219i am luat-o \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
Era rece.<\/p>\n
Rigid\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014Gata, mami e aici, i-am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Atunci s-a ag\u0103\u021bat de mine cu o for\u021b\u0103 care m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg totul f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai fie nevoie de explica\u021bii.<\/p>\n
\u2014De c\u00e2nd vine tati aici noaptea? am \u00eentrebat-o \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
A ezitat.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat spre el.<\/p>\n
Mihai nu zicea nimic.<\/p>\n
\u2014De mai multe ori\u2026 a spus ea, abia auzit.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fierbe s\u00e2ngele.<\/p>\n
\u2014\u0218i ce face?<\/p>\n
A \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u2014Se bag\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine\u2026 \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eempinge\u2026 \u0219i st\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
Camera s-a \u00eenv\u00e2rtit.<\/p>\n
Dar m-am \u021binut tare.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Pentru ea.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre Mihai.<\/p>\n
\u2014Ie\u0219i.<\/p>\n
A clipit.<\/p>\n
\u2014Ce?<\/p>\n
\u2014Ie\u0219i din camer\u0103. Acum.<\/p>\n
De data asta, vocea mea nu mai tremura.<\/p>\n
Era t\u0103ioas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Str\u0103in\u0103 chiar \u0219i pentru mine.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva.<\/p>\n
\u2014Am zis s\u0103 ie\u0219i.<\/p>\n
\u0218i ceva din ochii mei l-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 tac\u0103.<\/p>\n
A ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis \u00een urma lui cu un sunet sec.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas acolo, \u021bin\u00e2nd-o pe Ana \u00een bra\u021be, leg\u0103n\u00e2nd-o u\u0219or, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd corpul ei a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se relaxeze.<\/p>\n
Nu a mai adormit.<\/p>\n
Nici eu.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba a venit greu.<\/p>\n
Cu o lumin\u0103 rece care p\u0103rea s\u0103 arate totul mai clar dec\u00e2t mi-a\u0219 fi dorit.<\/p>\n
Mi-am f\u0103cut bagajul \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva haine pentru mine.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva pentru ea.<\/p>\n
Actele.<\/p>\n
Telefonul.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Mihai era \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie c\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n
\u2014Unde pleci? a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
\u2014Unde ar fi trebuit s\u0103 plec de prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd copilul meu a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se team\u0103 de propriul pat.<\/p>\n
A deschis gura.<\/p>\n
N-a mai spus nimic.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u0219tia.<\/p>\n
Am luat-o pe Ana de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Aerul rece de diminea\u021b\u0103 mi-a umplut pieptul.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 pot respira.<\/p>\n
Drumul nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Au urmat \u00eentreb\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Lacrimi.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar \u0219i ceva nou.<\/p>\n
Siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru ea.<\/p>\n
Pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Am g\u0103sit puterea s\u0103 vorbesc.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 cer ajutor.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 nu mai \u00eenchid ochii.<\/p>\n
Iar \u00eentr-o sear\u0103, dup\u0103 mult timp, Ana s-a uitat la mine \u00eenainte de culcare \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014Mami\u2026 patul nu se mai mic\u0219oreaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u0219tiut.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 am f\u0103cut ce trebuia.<\/p>\n
Chiar dac\u0103 a fost cel mai greu lucru din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Dar a fost \u0219i cel mai corect.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Privirea lui m-a lovit ca un pumn. Nu era speriat. Nu era ru\u0219inat. Era\u2026 prins. Ca un om scos dintr-un vis prea ad\u00e2nc. \u2014Ce faci aici? am \u00eentrebat, dar vocea mi-a ie\u0219it joas\u0103, aproape stins\u0103. Ana nu s-a mi\u0219cat. Doar ochii ei mari se uitau ba la mine, ba la el. \u0218i atunci am v\u0103zut […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21597,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21596","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21596","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21596"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21596\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21598,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21596\/revisions\/21598"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21596"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21596"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21596"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}