{"id":21636,"date":"2026-03-18T06:39:15","date_gmt":"2026-03-18T06:39:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=21636"},"modified":"2026-03-18T06:39:15","modified_gmt":"2026-03-18T06:39:15","slug":"am-avut-grija-de-socrul-meu-timp-de-12-ani-fara-sa-primesc-nimic-in-schimb","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=21636","title":{"rendered":"AM AVUT GRIJ\u0102 DE SOCRUL MEU TIMP DE 12 ANI F\u0102R\u0102 S\u0102 PRIMESC NIMIC \u00ceN SCHIMB"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"3497\" data-end=\"3524\">Nu am stat mult pe g\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3526\" data-end=\"3583\">Cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd nebune\u0219te, am desf\u0103cut mai larg cus\u0103tura.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3585\" data-end=\"3632\">Din\u0103untru am \u00eenceput s\u0103 scot\u2026 buc\u0103\u021bi de h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3634\" data-end=\"3651\">Nu erau bancnote.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3653\" data-end=\"3674\">Erau foi \u00eeng\u0103lbenite.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3676\" data-end=\"3693\">\u00cendoite cu grij\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3695\" data-end=\"3715\">Unele aproape rupte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3717\" data-end=\"3774\">Le-am \u00eentins pe pat, una c\u00e2te una, cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3776\" data-end=\"3790\">Scris de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3792\" data-end=\"3816\">Cu litere mari, ap\u0103sate.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3818\" data-end=\"3855\">Primele r\u00e2nduri m-au f\u0103cut s\u0103 \u00eenghe\u021b.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3857\" data-end=\"3872\">\u201ePentru Lucia.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3874\" data-end=\"3898\">Mi s-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3900\" data-end=\"3923\">Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3925\" data-end=\"3955\">Fiecare foaie era o scrisoare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3957\" data-end=\"3964\">Datat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3966\" data-end=\"3990\">Unele vechi de zece ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3992\" data-end=\"4011\">Altele mai recente.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4013\" data-end=\"4042\">\u00cen toate\u2026 vorbea despre mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4044\" data-end=\"4091\">Despre cum am venit prima dat\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103, timid\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4093\" data-end=\"4135\">Despre cum nu \u0219tia dac\u0103 s\u0103 aib\u0103 \u00eencredere.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4137\" data-end=\"4184\">Despre cum, \u00eencet-\u00eencet, am devenit \u201eomul lui\u201d.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4186\" data-end=\"4219\">Ochii mi se umpluser\u0103 de lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4221\" data-end=\"4238\">Dar am continuat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4240\" data-end=\"4271\">\u00centr-una dintre scrisori scria:<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4273\" data-end=\"4376\">\u201eNu am nimic s\u0103-i las. Nicio avere. Niciun ban pus deoparte. Dar fata asta merit\u0103 mai mult dec\u00e2t to\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4378\" data-end=\"4403\">Am str\u00e2ns foaia la piept.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4405\" data-end=\"4425\">Nu-mi venea s\u0103 cred.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4427\" data-end=\"4458\">Am g\u0103sit apoi un plic mai gros.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4460\" data-end=\"4473\">Ascuns ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4475\" data-end=\"4488\">L-am deschis.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4490\" data-end=\"4507\">\u00cen\u0103untru\u2026 un act.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4509\" data-end=\"4533\">Am clipit de c\u00e2teva ori.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4535\" data-end=\"4549\">Nu \u00een\u021belegeam.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4551\" data-end=\"4588\">Era un contract de v\u00e2nzare-cump\u0103rare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4590\" data-end=\"4604\">Pe numele meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4606\" data-end=\"4611\">Casa.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4613\" data-end=\"4641\">Casa \u00een care locuisem cu el.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4643\" data-end=\"4700\">Casa aceea b\u0103tr\u00e2neasc\u0103, cu curte, cu pomi \u0219i cu amintiri.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4702\" data-end=\"4728\">Era trecut\u0103 pe numele meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4730\" data-end=\"4764\">M-am pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4766\" data-end=\"4791\">Nu pentru c\u0103 era o avere.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4793\" data-end=\"4827\">Nu pentru c\u0103 valora cine \u0219tie c\u00e2t.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4829\" data-end=\"4854\">Ci pentru c\u0103\u2026 nu \u0219tiusem.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4856\" data-end=\"4873\">Nu spusese nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4875\" data-end=\"4885\">Niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4887\" data-end=\"4908\">Am continuat s\u0103 caut.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4910\" data-end=\"4963\">La final, \u00eentr-un col\u021b al pernei, era o ultim\u0103 foaie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4965\" data-end=\"4985\">Scris\u0103 mai tremurat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4987\" data-end=\"4994\">\u201eLucia,<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4996\" data-end=\"5039\">Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu mai sunt.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5041\" data-end=\"5107\">S\u0103 nu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi dau casa pentru c\u0103 ai avut grij\u0103 de mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5109\" data-end=\"5130\">Casa e doar o h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5132\" data-end=\"5173\">Tu mi-ai dat ceva ce nu se poate cump\u0103ra.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5175\" data-end=\"5193\">Mi-ai dat lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5195\" data-end=\"5215\">Mi-ai dat demnitate.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5217\" data-end=\"5257\">Mi-ai dat sentimentul c\u0103 nu sunt singur.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5259\" data-end=\"5276\">Asta nu are pre\u021b.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5278\" data-end=\"5320\">Dac\u0103 pleci de aici, s\u0103 pleci cu capul sus.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5322\" data-end=\"5352\">Dac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i, s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i ca acas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5354\" data-end=\"5397\">Pentru c\u0103 asta a fost casa ta din prima zi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5399\" data-end=\"5404\">\u2014Ion\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5406\" data-end=\"5435\">Nu mai puteam opri lacrimile.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5437\" data-end=\"5453\">To\u021bi anii aceia\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5455\" data-end=\"5479\">Toate nop\u021bile nedormite\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5481\" data-end=\"5533\">Toate momentele \u00een care m-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 are rost\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5535\" data-end=\"5574\">Toate au primit, dintr-o dat\u0103, r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5576\" data-end=\"5608\">Nu fusese niciodat\u0103 despre bani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5610\" data-end=\"5632\">Nici despre obliga\u021bie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5634\" data-end=\"5655\">Fusese despre omenie.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5657\" data-end=\"5712\">Despre a r\u0103m\u00e2ne l\u00e2ng\u0103 cineva c\u00e2nd nimeni nu mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5714\" data-end=\"5755\">\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare, copiii lui au venit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5757\" data-end=\"5767\">Surprin\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5769\" data-end=\"5779\">Unii reci.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5781\" data-end=\"5805\">Al\u021bii jenan\u021bi de t\u0103cu\u021bi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5807\" data-end=\"5849\">C\u00e2nd au aflat de cas\u0103\u2026 s-a l\u0103sat lini\u0219tea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5851\" data-end=\"5874\">Nimeni nu a spus nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5876\" data-end=\"5909\">Pentru c\u0103, \u00een ad\u00e2ncul lor, \u0219tiau.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5911\" data-end=\"5932\">Nu ei fuseser\u0103 acolo.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5934\" data-end=\"5960\">Nu ei \u00eel \u021binuser\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5962\" data-end=\"5990\">Nu ei \u00eei \u0219terseser\u0103 fruntea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5992\" data-end=\"6018\">Eu am r\u0103mas \u00een casa aceea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6020\" data-end=\"6042\">Am reparat acoperi\u0219ul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6044\" data-end=\"6061\">Am vopsit gardul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6063\" data-end=\"6080\">Am p\u0103strat perna.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6082\" data-end=\"6101\">Nu ca pe un obiect.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6103\" data-end=\"6123\">Ci ca pe o amintire.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6125\" data-end=\"6196\">Pentru c\u0103, uneori, cele mai valoroase lucruri nu sunt cele care se v\u0103d.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6198\" data-end=\"6221\">Sunt cele care se simt.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6223\" data-end=\"6270\">Iar eu\u2026 \u00een acea pern\u0103 veche\u2026 nu am g\u0103sit avere.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6272\" data-end=\"6338\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">Am g\u0103sit dovada c\u0103 binele f\u0103cut din inim\u0103\u2026 nu se pierde niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nu am stat mult pe g\u00e2nduri. Cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd nebune\u0219te, am desf\u0103cut mai larg cus\u0103tura. Din\u0103untru am \u00eenceput s\u0103 scot\u2026 buc\u0103\u021bi de h\u00e2rtie. Nu erau bancnote. Erau foi \u00eeng\u0103lbenite. \u00cendoite cu grij\u0103. Unele aproape rupte. Le-am \u00eentins pe pat, una c\u00e2te una, cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde. Scris de m\u00e2n\u0103. Cu litere mari, ap\u0103sate. Primele r\u00e2nduri m-au [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21637,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21636","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21636","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21636"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21636\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21638,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21636\/revisions\/21638"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21637"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21636"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21636"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21636"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}