\u201eAl meu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se taie picioarele.<\/p>\n
Am recitit de dou\u0103 ori, poate chiar de trei. Nu se schimba nimic. Acelea\u0219i dou\u0103 cuvinte, scrise cu pix albastru, ap\u0103sat, ca \u0219i cum fusese ceva important.<\/p>\n
\u201eAl meu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am str\u00e2ns fotografia \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i, pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, n-am mai \u0219tiut ce s\u0103 fac. \u00cen cas\u0103 era lini\u0219te. Prea lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Din camera lui Matei se auzea r\u00e2sul lui.<\/p>\n
\u0218i vocea ei.<\/p>\n
Calm\u0103. Bl\u00e2nd\u0103. Aproape \u0219optit\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat \u00eencet de u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai, Matei, \u00eenc\u0103 o poveste \u0219i apoi gata, da? a spus ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cenc\u0103 una, te rog! a r\u0103spuns el, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a str\u00e2ns stomacul.<\/p>\n
Felul \u00een care vorbea cu el\u2026 era prea familiar. Prea apropiat.<\/p>\n
Am intrat \u00een camer\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 bat.<\/p>\n
Am\u00e2ndoi s-au uitat la mine.<\/p>\n
Matei a z\u00e2mbit larg.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mami! Uite, \u00eemi cite\u0219te!<\/p>\n
Ea s-a ridicat imediat \u00een picioare, cu un z\u00e2mbet u\u0219or st\u00e2njenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u, sper c\u0103 nu e prea t\u00e2rziu\u2026 doar \u00eel lini\u0219team.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat fotografia.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce e asta?<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 de c\u00e2nd o cuno\u0219team, expresia ei s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
Matei s-a uitat de la mine la ea, confuz.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mami\u2026?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Du-te \u00een sufragerie, puiule, i-am spus, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi \u021bin vocea calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar\u2014<\/p>\n
\u2014 Acum.<\/p>\n
A ie\u0219it \u00eencet, privind \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas doar noi dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De unde ai poza asta? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u201eal meu\u201d?<\/p>\n
Respira\u021bia ei s-a accelerat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e ce crede\u021bi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci explic\u0103-mi!<\/p>\n
Vocea mi-a sc\u0103pat mai tare dec\u00e2t voiam.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu\u2026 nu am vrut s\u0103 afla\u021bi a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum inima \u00eencepe s\u0103-mi bat\u0103 nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 S\u0103 aflu ce?<\/p>\n
A ridicat privirea spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, am v\u0103zut lacrimi \u00een ochii ei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu\u2026 am fost la maternitatea din Bucure\u0219ti acum 7 ani.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eencruntat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am n\u0103scut un b\u0103iat.<\/p>\n
Aerul parc\u0103 s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce spui?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu aveam bani\u2026 nu aveam familie\u2026 eram singur\u0103. Au fost ni\u0219te probleme\u2026 mi-au spus c\u0103\u2026 c\u0103 b\u0103iatul nu a supravie\u021buit.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar nu era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut pielea de g\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce vrei s\u0103 spui?<\/p>\n
Vocea \u00eemi tremura.<\/p>\n
\u2014 L-au dat. L-au dat spre adop\u021bie. F\u0103r\u0103 acordul meu. Am aflat mai t\u00e2rziu\u2026 dup\u0103 luni\u2026 dup\u0103 ani.<\/p>\n
Sim\u021beam c\u0103 m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u0219esc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i tu crezi c\u0103\u2026?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu cred. \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
Mi-a ar\u0103tat telefonul.<\/p>\n
Poze. Documente. Nume. Date.<\/p>\n
Totul se lega.<\/p>\n
Prea bine.<\/p>\n
Prea clar.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 dau \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026 nu, nu, nu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103 vi-l iau! a spus repede, cu vocea fr\u00e2nt\u0103. Nu asta vreau!<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci ce vrei?!<\/p>\n
A izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doar s\u0103-l v\u0103d\u2026 s\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103 e bine\u2026 at\u00e2t\u2026<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum tot ce \u0219tiam se destram\u0103.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi anii.<\/p>\n
Toate amintirile.<\/p>\n
Primii pa\u0219i. Prima zi de \u0219coal\u0103. Serile \u00een care adormea la mine \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E fiul meu, am spus \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu l-am crescut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu sunt mama lui!<\/p>\n
A \u00eencuviin\u021bat din cap, pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i nu vreau s\u0103 schimb asta.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-am avut curaj s\u0103 v\u0103 spun. De-aia am acceptat s\u0103 fiu bon\u0103\u2026 doar ca s\u0103 fiu aproape.<\/p>\n
M-am sprijinit de perete.<\/p>\n
Capul \u00eemi vuia.<\/p>\n
Totul era prea mult.<\/p>\n
Prea repede.<\/p>\n
Prea dureros.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, am deschis u\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Matei st\u0103tea pe canapea, cu ochii mari.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mami\u2026 de ce pl\u00e2ngi?<\/p>\n
M-am dus la el \u0219i l-am luat \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
Str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Foarte str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt bine, puiule.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat spre ea.<\/p>\n
St\u0103tea \u00een prag, pierdut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu pleci nic\u0103ieri. Nu azi.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Avem nevoie de timp.<\/p>\n
Am privit din nou spre Matei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am\u00e2ndou\u0103.<\/p>\n
El nu \u00een\u021belegea nimic.<\/p>\n
\u0218i poate era mai bine a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 adev\u0103rul\u2026<\/p>\n
era prea greu.<\/p>\n
Dar \u00een acel moment am \u0219tiut un lucru sigur:<\/p>\n
Dragostea nu se \u00eemparte.<\/p>\n
Se \u00eenva\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, uneori\u2026<\/p>\n
se \u00eemparte \u00eentre dou\u0103 mame.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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