M\u00e2na ei a r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva clipe pe \u00eencheietura mea. Cald\u0103. Familiar\u0103. De parc\u0103 nu se \u00eent\u00e2mplase nimic.<\/p>\n
Am dat-o u\u0219or la o parte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Au \u00eensemnat, am spus \u00eencet. Tocmai de-aia plec.<\/p>\n
Nu a mai zis nimic. Doar s-a sprijinit de perete, ca \u0219i cum o l\u0103saser\u0103 picioarele. Pentru prima dat\u0103, p\u0103rea mic\u0103. Nu femeia sigur\u0103 pe ea pe care o \u0219tiam, ci cineva pierdut.<\/p>\n
Am luat geamantanul din hol. Maxim a ap\u0103rut \u00een u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tati\u2026 vii \u00eenapoi, nu?<\/p>\n
\u00centrebarea lui m-a lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n
M-am aplecat la nivelul lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vin, m\u0103. Doar c\u0103\u2026 mai stau pu\u021bin plecat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te superi pe mami?<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu-i vorba de sup\u0103rare. Uneori oamenii\u2026 trebuie s\u0103 stea un pic separa\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Nu cred c\u0103 a \u00een\u021beles. Dar a dat din cap, serios, de parc\u0103 ar fi fost adult.<\/p>\n
Uliana nu a venit dup\u0103 mine. Nici m\u0103car p\u00e2n\u0103 la u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
Asta m-a durut cel mai tare.<\/p>\n
Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la Craiova mi s-a p\u0103rut nesf\u00e2r\u0219it. G\u00e2ndurile \u00eemi mergeau \u00een cerc. Mesajul, vocea lui, lini\u0219tea ei.<\/p>\n
Unchiul Vasile m-a primit f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai, intr\u0103. Te v\u0103d dup\u0103 fa\u021b\u0103 c\u0103 nu e de bine.<\/p>\n
Mi-a pus o ciorb\u0103 fierbinte \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i a t\u0103cut. Uneori, oamenii de la \u021bar\u0103 \u0219tiu mai bine dec\u00e2t oricine c\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu \u00eentrebe nimic.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aia n-am dormit.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, telefonul a vibrat.<\/p>\n
Uliana.<\/p>\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
A mai sunat o dat\u0103. \u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi mesaj:<\/p>\n
\u201eTe rog, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi explic. Nu e ce crezi. Nu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am stat cu telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 mult timp.<\/p>\n
Apoi am scris:<\/p>\n
\u201eAm citit mesajul. Ajunge.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute:<\/p>\n
\u201eVino acas\u0103. Pentru Maxim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Aici m-a prins.<\/p>\n
Pentru copil.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 zile mai t\u00e2rziu, m-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n
Casa era aceea\u0219i. Dar parc\u0103 nu mai era a mea.<\/p>\n
Maxim a fugit la mine \u0219i m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiam c\u0103 vii!<\/p>\n
Uliana st\u0103tea \u00een spate. Nu s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n
Seara, dup\u0103 ce l-am culcat pe b\u0103iat, ne-am a\u0219ezat la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Spune, am zis.<\/p>\n
A tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu el. Niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat o spr\u00e2ncean\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar voiai.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
Cuv\u00e2ntul \u0103la a c\u0103zut greu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n
A oftat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103\u2026 nu mai vorbeam. Pentru c\u0103 totul devenise rutin\u0103. Pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 sim\u021beam\u2026 invizibil\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i solu\u021bia era alt b\u0103rbat?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Solu\u021bia era s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc. \u0218i m-am trezit prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
Am stat \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Apoi am spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu nu pot s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc a\u0219a. S\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb mereu dac\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic, Andrei!<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. \u00cencet, f\u0103r\u0103 zgomot.<\/p>\n
Nu era prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd o vedeam pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd. Dar era prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd nu sim\u021beam nevoia s\u0103 o iau \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
A doua zi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 caut chirie.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost scandal. Nu au fost \u021bipete.<\/p>\n
Doar o lini\u0219te ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
Maxim a \u00een\u021beles, \u00een felul lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 stau \u0219i la tine, \u0219i la mami, da?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da, m\u0103. O s\u0103 fie bine.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 va fi. Dar trebuia s\u0103 cred asta.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 o lun\u0103, eram deja mutat.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba nu s-a terminat.<\/p>\n
Dimine\u021bile erau mai lini\u0219tite. Serile mai goale.<\/p>\n
Dar, \u00eencet-\u00eencet, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 respir din nou.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o duminic\u0103, Maxim m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tati, e\u0219ti mai fericit acum?<\/p>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt\u2026 mai lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u0219tiut c\u0103, uneori, nu alegi \u00eentre bine \u0219i r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Alegi \u00eentre minciun\u0103 \u0219i adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Iar adev\u0103rul, oric\u00e2t ar durea, te las\u0103 \u00een picioare.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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