\u2026\u0219i nu doar c\u0103 \u0219tia.<\/p>\n
Era de acord.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se taie picioarele.<\/p>\n
Nu de durere.<\/p>\n
Nu de ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
Ci de\u2026 claritate.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, lucrurile erau at\u00e2t de limpezi \u00eenc\u00e2t nu mai aveam unde s\u0103 fug.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n
La Mihai.<\/p>\n
Omul pentru care \u00eenghi\u021bisem at\u00e2tea, pentru care \u00eemi spusese mereu c\u0103 \u201efamilia e complicat\u0103\u201d \u0219i c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fiu \u201emai \u00een\u021beleg\u0103toare.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce ai spus? am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
El nici m\u0103car nu s-a jenat.<\/p>\n
A ridicat din umeri.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai auzit foarte bine.<\/p>\n
R\u00e2setele din jur s-au mai domolit, dar oamenii \u00eenc\u0103 priveau, curio\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Ca la un spectacol.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum Andreea \u00eemi str\u00e2nge m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai s\u0103 plec\u0103m\u2026 \u0219opti ea.<\/p>\n
Dar nu.<\/p>\n
Nu mai plecam.<\/p>\n
De data asta, nu.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u00eencet spre invita\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 V\u0103 amuza\u021bi, nu?<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Nimeni nu mai r\u00e2dea acum.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E amuzant c\u00e2nd o femeie e lovit\u0103?<\/p>\n
Mama a f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai, nu mai dramatiza, a spus cu voce calm\u0103. Nu e momentul pentru asta.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi urc\u0103 ceva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Ani de zile.<\/p>\n
Ani de zile \u00een care am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u00cen care am acceptat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen care m-am convins c\u0103 \u201ea\u0219a e ea.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e momentul? am repetat.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba exact \u0103sta e momentul.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre Mihai.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu \u0219tiai.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e mare lucru, a spus el iritat. Se mai \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele lui au c\u0103zut ca un ciocan.<\/p>\n
Se mai \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Nu doar mama mea era problema.<\/p>\n
Ci \u0219i omul pe care \u00eel alesem.<\/p>\n
Am dus m\u00e2na la cap \u0219i mi-am scos voalul.<\/p>\n
L-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 cad\u0103 pe jos.<\/p>\n
Un murmur a trecut prin sal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 m\u0103rit.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te total\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce prostii sunt astea?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu sunt prostii, mam\u0103, am spus calm. E prima decizie pe care o iau pentru mine.<\/p>\n
Mihai a f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu faci asta.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
Dar nu era un z\u00e2mbet de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba da.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat de el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce e cel mai grav? Nu c\u0103 ai zis \u201es\u0103-mi fie lec\u021bie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ci c\u0103 ai crezut c\u0103 o s\u0103 accept.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre invita\u021bi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u pentru mas\u0103, pentru preg\u0103tiri\u2026 dar nunta nu mai are loc.<\/p>\n
Un b\u0103rbat a \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u0219u\u0219oteasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
O femeie a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Dar nu m\u0103 mai interesa.<\/p>\n
Am luat buchetul din m\u00e2na Andreei.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi l-am pus pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai vreau nimic din asta.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 prind\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te faci de r\u00e2s!<\/p>\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o drept \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n
Vocea mi-a fost calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Azi nu.<\/p>\n
M-am desprins din m\u00e2na ei.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am plecat.<\/p>\n
Afara era cald.<\/p>\n
Soarele b\u0103tea puternic.<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum respiram pentru prima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Andreea a venit dup\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti bine?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, surprinz\u0103tor\u2026<\/p>\n
eram.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ceva? am spus.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai bine singur\u0103\u2026 dec\u00e2t l\u00e2ng\u0103 oameni care m\u0103 \u00eenva\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 accept durerea.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 mergem.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 plan.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 destina\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Dar pentru prima dat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00een direc\u021bia corect\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2026\u0219i nu doar c\u0103 \u0219tia. Era de acord. Am sim\u021bit cum mi se taie picioarele. Nu de durere. Nu de ru\u0219ine. Ci de\u2026 claritate. Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, lucrurile erau at\u00e2t de limpezi \u00eenc\u00e2t nu mai aveam unde s\u0103 fug. M-am uitat la el. La Mihai. Omul pentru care \u00eenghi\u021bisem at\u00e2tea, pentru care […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21771,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21774","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21774","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21774"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21774\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21775,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21774\/revisions\/21775"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21771"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}