Era de la Sofia.<\/p>\n
Cutia era mai grea dec\u00e2t m\u0103 a\u0219teptam.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru: o pereche de pantofi maro, de piele.<\/p>\n
Frumo\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Dar prea mici.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit \u0219i i-am pus deoparte.<\/p>\n
Nu am sunat-o.<\/p>\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 o deranjez.<\/p>\n
\u0218i au r\u0103mas acolo.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een noaptea aceea cu furtun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am deschis cutia.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een pantofi erau \u00eendesate pache\u021bele mici din plastic.<\/p>\n
Sigilate perfect.<\/p>\n
Mi-a s\u0103rit inima din piept.<\/p>\n
Am deschis unul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00een clipa aceea am \u0219tiut sigur:<\/p>\n
Fata mea avea probleme.<\/p>\n
Mari probleme.<\/p>\n
\u0218i tot ce nu \u00eendr\u0103znise s\u0103 spun\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
Ascunsese \u00eentr-o pereche de pantofi pe care \u0219tia c\u0103 nu o s\u0103-i port niciodat\u0103<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului, cu pachetul desf\u0103cut \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i cu mintea goal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru nu erau bani.<\/p>\n
Nu erau droguri, cum mi-a trecut pentru o clip\u0103 prin cap.<\/p>\n
Erau h\u00e2rtii.<\/p>\n
\u00cendoite, sigilate, protejate de umezeal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am desf\u0103cut una cu grij\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n
Era scrisul Sofiei.<\/p>\n
Am recunoscut fiecare liter\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eTat\u0103, dac\u0103 vezi asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu am avut curaj s\u0103-\u021bi spun direct\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a pus un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept \u0219i am continuat.<\/p>\n
\u201eSunt \u00een mare \u00eencurc\u0103tur\u0103. Andrei nu e omul pe care l-am crezut.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-au tremurat m\u00e2inile \u0219i mai tare.<\/p>\n
Am desf\u0103cut repede \u0219i celelalte pachete.<\/p>\n
Fiecare con\u021binea buc\u0103\u021bi dintr-o poveste pe care nu o \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n
\u0218i fiecare propozi\u021bie m\u0103 lovea mai tare dec\u00e2t precedenta.<\/p>\n
Sofia scria c\u0103 so\u021bul ei se b\u0103gase \u00een datorii.<\/p>\n
Datorii mari.<\/p>\n
Nu la banc\u0103.<\/p>\n
La oameni.<\/p>\n
Genul de oameni la care nu vrei s\u0103 ajungi niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput, \u00eei spusese c\u0103 e doar o perioad\u0103 grea.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 rezolv\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi au \u00eenceput telefoanele.<\/p>\n
Apoi vizitele.<\/p>\n
Apoi amenin\u021b\u0103rile.<\/p>\n
Sofia scria c\u0103 nu mai doarme.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 \u00eei e fric\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 singur\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 Andrei se schimbase.<\/p>\n
Rece.<\/p>\n
Iritat.<\/p>\n
Disperat.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu vreau s\u0103 te sperii, tat\u0103\u2026 dar simt c\u0103 nu mai sunt \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat brusc \u00een picioare.<\/p>\n
Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00eemi \u021biuiau urechile.<\/p>\n
De ce nu m-a sunat?<\/p>\n
De ce nu mi-a spus?<\/p>\n
Dar \u0219tiam r\u0103spunsul.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 era copilul meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nu voia s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eempov\u0103reze.<\/p>\n
Ultimul bilet m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219ez din nou.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 nu mai pot pleca de aici, te rog\u2026 f\u0103 ceva. Orice.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n
Apoi am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, nu m-am mai sim\u021bit b\u0103tr\u00e2n.<\/p>\n
M-am sim\u021bit tat\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am dus direct la cutia metalic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am scos to\u021bi banii pe care \u00eei str\u00e2nsesem.<\/p>\n
Nu i-am mai num\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Nu mai conta.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 eram \u00een tren spre Cluj.<\/p>\n
Drumul a fost lung.<\/p>\n
Prea lung.<\/p>\n
Fiecare or\u0103 p\u0103rea o zi.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns, nu m-am dus la hotel.<\/p>\n
M-am dus direct la adresa din buletinul ei.<\/p>\n
Blocul era gri.<\/p>\n
Rece.<\/p>\n
Am urcat sc\u0103rile cu inima \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am b\u0103tut.<\/p>\n
Nimic.<\/p>\n
Am b\u0103tut din nou.<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a auzit un zgomot.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a s-a deschis \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am v\u0103zut-o.<\/p>\n
Sofia.<\/p>\n
Slab\u0103.<\/p>\n
Obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar vie.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t a spus.<\/p>\n
Am str\u00e2ns-o \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Gata. Sunt aici.<\/p>\n
\u00cen spatele ei, Andrei st\u0103tea t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
M-a privit.<\/p>\n
Nu am spus nimic.<\/p>\n
Nici el.<\/p>\n
Dar a \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Nu mai era loc de scuze.<\/p>\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i zi, am plecat cu Sofia.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 discu\u021bii.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentoarcere.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat totul \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva luni, era din nou acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103-\u0219i refac\u0103 via\u021ba.<\/p>\n
\u00cencet.<\/p>\n
Pas cu pas.<\/p>\n
Iar eu\u2026 \u00eentr-o zi, am scos din dulap pantofii aceia.<\/p>\n
I-am pus pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, m-am bucurat c\u0103 nu mi s-au potrivit.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
Era de la Sofia. Cutia era mai grea dec\u00e2t m\u0103 a\u0219teptam. \u00cen\u0103untru: o pereche de pantofi maro, de piele. Frumo\u0219i. Dar prea mici. Am z\u00e2mbit \u0219i i-am pus deoparte. Nu am sunat-o. Nu voiam s\u0103 o deranjez. \u0218i au r\u0103mas acolo. P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een noaptea aceea cu furtun\u0103. Am deschis cutia. \u0218i am \u00eencremenit. Pentru c\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21867,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21866","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21866","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21866"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21866\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21868,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21866\/revisions\/21868"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21867"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21866"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21866"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21866"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}