Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau c\u00e2nd am luat foaia. Literele mi se amestecau \u00een fa\u021ba ochilor.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doamn\u0103 Popescu \u2014 a spus medicul \u00eencet \u2014 \u00een proba aceasta exist\u0103 o substan\u021b\u0103 sedativ\u0103 puternic\u0103. \u00cen doze mici, te adoarme. \u00cen timp\u2026 afecteaz\u0103 memoria, reflexele, voin\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Adic\u0103\u2026?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Adic\u0103 cineva v\u0103 \u021bine \u00eentr-o stare de sl\u0103biciune. Controlat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut frig.<\/p>\n
Toate serile\u2026 toate paharele\u2026 toate dimine\u021bile \u00een care m\u0103 sim\u021beam ame\u021bit\u0103, obosit\u0103\u2026 le pusesem pe seama v\u00e2rstei.<\/p>\n
Dar nu era v\u00e2rsta.<\/p>\n
Era el.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din clinic\u0103 ca \u00eentr-un vis. Bucure\u0219tiul era agitat, oamenii gr\u0103bi\u021bi, ma\u0219inile claxonau\u2026 dar pentru mine totul era \u00eenfundat, ca sub ap\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218ase ani.<\/p>\n
\u0218ase ani \u00een care am avut \u00eencredere.<\/p>\n
\u0218ase ani \u00een care l-am iubit.<\/p>\n
\u0218ase ani \u00een care am b\u0103ut, sear\u0103 de sear\u0103\u2026 ce-mi d\u0103dea el.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acea sear\u0103 nu i-am spus nimic.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit. Am m\u00e2ncat. M-am comportat normal.<\/p>\n
Iar el\u2026 la fel ca \u00eentotdeauna, calm, atent, perfect.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-am f\u0103cut ceaiul \u2014 mi-a spus.<\/p>\n
Am luat paharul.<\/p>\n
De data asta, l-am dus la buze\u2026 dar nu am b\u0103ut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103 duc p\u00e2n\u0103 la baie \u2014 i-am spus.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am aruncat totul \u00een chiuvet\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea nu am dormit.<\/p>\n
Am stat \u0219i l-am privit.<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba lui lini\u0219tit\u0103\u2026 respira\u021bia calm\u0103\u2026 omul pe care \u00eel credeam sprijinul meu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva dureros:<\/p>\n
Nu-l cuno\u0219team deloc.<\/p>\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103 am sunat un avocat.<\/p>\n
Nu unul oarecare. Unul bun.<\/p>\n
I-am spus tot.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103-l prind \u2014 am spus \u2014 \u0219i vreau s\u0103 scap de el f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pierd nimic.<\/p>\n
Planul s-a f\u0103cut repede.<\/p>\n
Timp de o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 am continuat s\u0103 joc rolul femeii naive. Beam \u201eceaiul\u201d\u2026 dar \u00eel aruncam de fiecare dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centre timp, am montat camere discrete \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eentr-o sear\u0103\u2026 s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat din nou.<\/p>\n
Andrei a scos sticlu\u021ba.<\/p>\n
A pus pic\u0103turile.<\/p>\n
Totul a fost filmat.<\/p>\n
Totul.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd i-am ar\u0103tat \u00eenregistrarea\u2026 nu a mai z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, masca i-a c\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e ce crezi \u2014 a spus.<\/p>\n
Dar era exact ce credeam.<\/p>\n
Voia s\u0103 m\u0103 sl\u0103beasc\u0103. S\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 dependent\u0103. S\u0103 m\u0103 controleze.<\/p>\n
Poate, \u00eentr-o zi\u2026 s\u0103 semnez ceva.<\/p>\n
Sau s\u0103 nu mai pot reac\u021biona.<\/p>\n
Nu am mai a\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n
L-am dat afar\u0103 din cas\u0103 \u00een aceea\u0219i zi.<\/p>\n
Cu poli\u021bia.<\/p>\n
Cu avocatul.<\/p>\n
Cu tot.<\/p>\n
Divor\u021bul a fost rapid.<\/p>\n
Dovezile\u2026 prea clare.<\/p>\n
A plecat f\u0103r\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Niciun leu.<\/p>\n
Nicio explica\u021bie care s\u0103 mai conteze.<\/p>\n
\u00cen prima noapte singur\u0103\u2026 am stat \u00een pat \u0219i am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Nu de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu de pierdere.<\/p>\n
Ci de furie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i apoi\u2026 de u\u0219urare.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, eram treaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cu adev\u0103rat treaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar diminea\u021ba, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani de zile, mi-am f\u0103cut singur\u0103 un ceai.<\/p>\n
Simplu.<\/p>\n
Curat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i l-am b\u0103ut p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 team\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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