\u2026\u00eentins\u0103 pe canapea, cu o p\u0103tur\u0103 sub\u021bire tras\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la piept, mult prea palid\u0103 pentru c\u00e2t o \u0219tiam eu de puternic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru o clip\u0103, am crezut c\u0103 doarme.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna?\u201d am spus \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Niciun r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut doi pa\u0219i \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2ndu-mi \u00een g\u00e2t. Mirosul din apartament nu era unul de m\u00e2ncare g\u0103tit\u0103 sau cafea proasp\u0103t\u0103, cum \u00eemi aminteam. Era un miros greu, de medicamente \u0219i singur\u0103tate.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna\u2026\u201d am repetat, de data asta mai tare.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2na ei, ie\u0219it\u0103 de sub p\u0103tur\u0103, era slab\u0103, aproape f\u0103r\u0103 vlag\u0103. Pe mas\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, erau cutii de pastile. Multe.<\/p>\n
Prea multe.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat geanta din m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i m-am repezit l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea. I-am atins fruntea. Era fierbinte.<\/p>\n
\u201eDoamne\u2026 ce-ai f\u0103cut\u2026\u201d am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Ochii ei s-au deschis greu, de parc\u0103 fiecare clipire o costa enorm.<\/p>\n
\u201eAi venit\u2026\u201d a murmurat.<\/p>\n
Vocea ei\u2026 nu mai era vocea surorii mele. Era fragil\u0103, spart\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103? De ce nu mi-ai spus nimic?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi p\u0103strez calmul de medic, de\u0219i \u00een mine se rupea ceva.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit slab.<\/p>\n
\u201eE\u0219ti ocupat\u0103\u2026 domni\u0219oara doctor\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele m-au lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat brusc \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 caut prin apartament. Analize, re\u021bete, orice. \u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie, pe frigider, am g\u0103sit o foaie prins\u0103 cu un magnet.<\/p>\n
Diagnostic.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se taie picioarele.<\/p>\n
Boala era acolo, scris\u0103 negru pe alb. Grav\u0103. Avansat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu\u2026 eu nu \u0219tiam nimic.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors la ea cu foaia \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2nd?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, cu vocea tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2teva luni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eC\u00e2teva luni?!\u201d am izbucnit. \u201e\u0218i nu mi-ai spus?\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis ochii o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDup\u0103 ce mi-ai spus\u2026 ce mi-ai spus\u2026 am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103\u2026 nu mai avem ce vorbi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge pieptul.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele mele. Aruncate din m\u00e2ndrie. Din prostie.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna\u2026 eu\u2026 n-am vrut\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAi vrut\u201d, m-a \u00eentrerupt ea, bl\u00e2nd. \u201eDar nu conteaz\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ba conta. Conta enorm.<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut pe scaunul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, cu capul \u00een m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n
Flash-uri din trecut au \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 loveasc\u0103: ea lucr\u00e2nd dou\u0103 ture ca s\u0103 am eu haine pentru \u0219coal\u0103\u2026 ea refuz\u00e2nd s\u0103-\u0219i cumpere lucruri ca s\u0103-mi pl\u0103teasc\u0103 medita\u021biile\u2026 ea spun\u00e2ndu-mi mereu \u201eTu trebuie s\u0103 ajungi departe\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu\u2026 i-am spus c\u0103 e nimeni.<\/p>\n
\u201eIart\u0103-m\u0103\u2026\u201d am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Apoi, u\u0219or, am sim\u021bit m\u00e2na ei pe a mea.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu pentru asta trebuie s\u0103-\u021bi ceri iertare\u201d, a spus \u00eencet. \u201eCi pentru c\u0103 ai uitat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ridicat capul.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm uitat ce?\u201d<\/p>\n
M-a privit direct, pentru prima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCine te-a crescut.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimile mi-au curs f\u0103r\u0103 oprire.<\/p>\n
\u201eN-am uitat\u2026 doar\u2026 m-am pierdut\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tiu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am tras ad\u00e2nc aer \u00een piept \u0219i, pentru prima dat\u0103 nu ca medic, ci ca sor\u0103, am spus:<\/p>\n
\u201eTe duc la spital. Acum.\u201d<\/p>\n
A cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eE t\u00e2rziu.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e t\u00e2rziu!\u201d am insistat. \u201eSunt medic, pot s\u0103\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eE\u0219ti medic pentru al\u021bii\u201d, a spus ea lini\u0219tit. \u201ePentru mine\u2026 trebuia s\u0103 fii sor\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei au c\u0103zut greu.<\/p>\n
Dar nu m-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Am sunat la ambulan\u021b\u0103. Am str\u00e2ns repede lucrurile de care avea nevoie. Am stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, \u021bin\u00e2nd-o de m\u00e2n\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 au venit.<\/p>\n
La spital, zilele au devenit nop\u021bi \u0219i nop\u021bile zile. Am stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, am vorbit, am t\u0103cut, am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Nu mai conta nimic altceva.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, c\u00e2nd lumina intra timid pe geam, ea m-a privit \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n
\u201eAi reu\u0219it, \u0219tii?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu\u2026 nu \u00eenc\u0103\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u201eBa da. Pentru c\u0103 te-ai \u00eentors.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na ei.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i tu\u2026 tu o s\u0103 te faci bine. \u0218i o s\u0103\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
Nu m-a l\u0103sat s\u0103 termin.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu promite lucruri pe care nu le po\u021bi controla.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Avea dreptate. Ca \u00eentotdeauna.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua aceea, a plecat.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n
Cu m\u00e2na \u00een a mea.<\/p>\n
Au trecut luni de atunci.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u00een acela\u0219i apartament. L-am cur\u0103\u021bat. L-am p\u0103strat simplu, a\u0219a cum \u00eei pl\u0103cea ei.<\/p>\n
Pe perete, am pus o singur\u0103 fotografie: noi dou\u0103, din vremurile \u00een care nu aveam nimic, dar aveam totul.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva ce nici o facultate nu te \u00eenva\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 nu succesul te face om.<\/p>\n
Ci recuno\u0219tin\u021ba.<\/p>\n
\u0218i dragostea pe care o dai \u00eenapoi celor care te-au ridicat c\u00e2nd nu aveai nimic.<\/p>\n
Iar eu\u2026 \u00een fiecare zi, \u00eencerc s\u0103 fiu omul pe care ea deja \u0219tia c\u0103 pot s\u0103 fiu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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