\u00cen noaptea dinainte de final am mers prin casa goal\u0103<\/p>\n
Nu am sim\u021bit triste\u021be.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit u\u0219urare.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-au \u00eentors, eu eram deja \u00eentr-un apartament mic, dar luminos, \u00een alt cartier.<\/p>\n
Mi-am f\u0103cut cafea.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam.<\/p>\n
Am deschis camera de la sonerie.<\/p>\n
Taxi-ul s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
A cobor\u00e2t Andrei.<\/p>\n
Apoi valizele.<\/p>\n
Apoi Mariana.<\/p>\n
Alina filma\u2026 p\u00e2n\u0103 a v\u0103zut anun\u021bul.<\/p>\n
Nu mai scria \u201eDE V\u00c2NZARE\u201d.<\/p>\n
Scria:<\/p>\n
V\u00c2NDUT\u0102.<\/p>\n
Andrei a r\u0103mas blocat.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat cheia.<\/p>\n
Nu mergea.<\/p>\n
Telefonul meu vibra continuu.<\/p>\n
Andrei:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce ai f\u0103cut?<\/p>\n
Alina:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e amuzant.<\/p>\n
Mariana:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deschide u\u0219a acum. Nu avem unde merge.<\/p>\n
Am a\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi am trimis un singur mesaj.<\/p>\n
\u201eEu sunt bine.<\/p>\n
Voi a\u021bi folosit banii mei ca s\u0103 pleca\u021bi \u00een vacan\u021b\u0103 de ziua mea.<\/p>\n
Eu mi-am folosit casa ca s\u0103 m\u0103 protejez.<\/p>\n
De acum vorbi\u021bi cu avocatul meu.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am v\u0103zut pe Andrei citind.<\/p>\n
I s-a schimbat fa\u021ba.<\/p>\n
Alina a l\u0103sat telefonul jos.<\/p>\n
Mariana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 bat\u0103 \u00een u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i eu am sim\u021bit ceva ce nu mai sim\u021bisem de mult.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Nu scandal.<\/p>\n
Nu \u021bipete.<\/p>\n
Ci ceva mai greu pentru ei:<\/p>\n
Mariana a fost prima care a cedat.<\/p>\n
Am v\u0103zut-o cum se opre\u0219te din lovit u\u0219a \u0219i \u00eencepe s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 repede, gesticul\u00e2nd. Nu mai era femeia sigur\u0103 pe ea de diminea\u021b\u0103. Era agitat\u0103, pierdut\u0103, cu p\u0103rul u\u0219or ciufulit de la drum.<\/p>\n
Andrei st\u0103tea nemi\u0219cat, cu telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 nu p\u0103rea st\u0103p\u00e2n pe situa\u021bie.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea\u2026 mic.<\/p>\n
Alina s-a uitat \u00een jur, de parc\u0103 a\u0219tepta s\u0103 apar\u0103 cineva \u0219i s\u0103 le spun\u0103 c\u0103 e o glum\u0103. Dar strada era lini\u0219tit\u0103. Vecinii \u00ee\u0219i vedeau de via\u021b\u0103. Nimeni nu-i salva.<\/p>\n
Am sorbit din cafea \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Nu mai tremuram.<\/p>\n
Nu mai aveam nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Era o lini\u0219te clar\u0103, ca dup\u0103 o furtun\u0103 lung\u0103.<\/p>\n
Telefonul a sunat din nou.<\/p>\n
Andrei.<\/p>\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Apoi mesaj:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ana, hai s\u0103 vorbim ca oamenii.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
\u201eCa oamenii.\u201d<\/p>\n
Exact asta nu f\u0103cuser\u0103 ei.<\/p>\n
Au mai stat acolo \u00eenc\u0103 vreo dou\u0103zeci de minute. Se vedea cum tensiunea cre\u0219te \u00eentre ei. Mariana \u00eei repro\u0219a ceva lui Andrei. Alina d\u0103dea din cap nervoas\u0103. Nu mai era nicio \u201efamilie unit\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n
Doar trei oameni care realizau c\u0103 au pierdut.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, au urcat din nou \u00een taxi.<\/p>\n
Au plecat.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis aplica\u021bia.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani, nu m-am mai g\u00e2ndit la ei.<\/p>\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare, lucrurile s-au mi\u0219cat repede.<\/p>\n
Avocatul meu a trimis notific\u0103ri clare.<\/p>\n
Totul oficial.<\/p>\n
Totul curat.<\/p>\n
Andrei a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 contacteze prin prieteni comuni.<\/p>\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat cu scuze.<\/p>\n
Cu promisiuni.<\/p>\n
Cu \u201ehai s\u0103 o lu\u0103m de la cap\u0103t\u201d.<\/p>\n
Dar nu mai era nimic de luat de la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 nu mai eram aceea\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nu pierdusem o familie.<\/p>\n
Sc\u0103pasem de una.<\/p>\n
La munc\u0103, colegii au observat schimbarea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Parc\u0103 e\u0219ti mai\u2026 lini\u0219tit\u0103, mi-a spus o coleg\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Nu lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Liber\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-am cump\u0103rat o canapea nou\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu mare.<\/p>\n
Dar a mea.<\/p>\n
Mi-am pus perdele albe.<\/p>\n
Am mutat icoana bunicii l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam.<\/p>\n
\u00cen fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 beam cafeaua \u00een lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 tensiune.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb ce urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 pierd.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, m-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu o prieten\u0103 veche.<\/p>\n
Nu mai vorbisem de mult.<\/p>\n
Am stat la o teras\u0103 mic\u0103, \u00een centrul vechi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i\u2026 nu-\u021bi pare r\u0103u? m-a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu de ce am pierdut. Doar de c\u00e2t am tolerat.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u0218tia exact.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 multe dintre noi \u0219tim.<\/p>\n
\u0218tim cum e s\u0103 dai \u0219i s\u0103 nu prime\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 taci \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eenghi\u021bi.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 crezi c\u0103 \u201ea\u0219a e familia\u201d.<\/p>\n
Dar nu e.<\/p>\n
Familia nu te las\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 bani de ziua ta.<\/p>\n
Nu te face invizibil.<\/p>\n
Nu te transform\u0103 \u00een paznic la propria via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, am primit un ultim mesaj de la Andrei.<\/p>\n
Scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
L-am citit.<\/p>\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Nu mai era nimic de spus.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it pe balcon.<\/p>\n
Soarele b\u0103tea u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Ora\u0219ul se trezea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103, nu mai sim\u021beam c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 ap\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Nu mai sim\u021beam c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 demonstrez nimic.<\/p>\n
Eram doar eu.<\/p>\n
\u0218i era suficient.<\/p>\n
Mi-am ridicat cafeaua.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru cineva.<\/p>\n
Pentru mine.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\u00cen noaptea dinainte de final am mers prin casa goal\u0103 Nu am sim\u021bit triste\u021be. Am sim\u021bit u\u0219urare. C\u00e2nd s-au \u00eentors, eu eram deja \u00eentr-un apartament mic, dar luminos, \u00een alt cartier. Mi-am f\u0103cut cafea. M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam. Am deschis camera de la sonerie. Taxi-ul s-a oprit. A cobor\u00e2t Andrei. Apoi valizele. Apoi Mariana. Alina […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22057,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22056","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22056"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22056\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22058,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22056\/revisions\/22058"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22057"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}