…Am luat h\u00e2rtia cu m\u00e2na tremur\u00e2nd\u0103. Era o fi\u0219\u0103 medical\u0103. Numele mamei mele scris mare, \u00een partea de sus. Sub el, c\u00e2teva cuvinte care mi-au t\u0103iat respira\u021bia: \u201estare grav\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te rog… ajut-o, a spus \u00eencet. Vocea \u00eei tremura. Nu mai era omul acela \u201eimportant\u201d despre care \u00eemi vorbise ea. Era doar un b\u0103rbat speriat.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce ai venit la mine? am \u00eentrebat, aproape \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
A tras aer \u00een piept \u0219i s-a sprijinit de tocul u\u0219ii, de parc\u0103 nu-l mai \u021bineau picioarele.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 tu e\u0219ti singurul ei copil… \u0219i… nu mai are pe nimeni.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele lui au c\u0103zut greu. Parc\u0103 fiecare \u00een parte m\u0103 lovea.<\/p>\n
Am vrut s\u0103 \u00eenchid u\u0219a. S\u0103 spun \u201enu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103\u201d. S\u0103-i \u00eentorc spatele, a\u0219a cum mi l-a \u00eentors ea mie.<\/p>\n
Dar n-am putut.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 a fost mil\u0103, furie sau ceva ce n-am \u00een\u021beles atunci. Am luat geaca pe mine \u0219i am zis scurt:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Unde e?<\/p>\n
Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la spital a fost lung \u0219i t\u0103cut. Bucure\u0219tiul p\u0103rea altfel \u00een noaptea aia. Mai rece. Mai gol.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een salon, am recunoscut-o imediat. De\u0219i trecuse timpul peste ea, chipul era acela\u0219i. Doar c\u0103 acum p\u0103rea mic\u0103. Fragil\u0103.<\/p>\n
St\u0103tea nemi\u0219cat\u0103, cu perfuzii la m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas \u00een u\u0219\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde. Nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 apropii sau s\u0103 plec.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te a\u0219teapt\u0103 de dou\u0103 zile, a spus el \u00een spatele meu.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un pas. Apoi \u00eenc\u0103 unul.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns l\u00e2ng\u0103 pat, ochii ei s-au deschis \u00eencet. M-a privit… \u0219i \u00een clipa aia am v\u0103zut ceva ce nu mai v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103 la ea.<\/p>\n
Fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai venit… a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da… am venit.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat s\u0103-\u0219i ridice m\u00e2na, dar nu avea putere. Am prins-o eu.<\/p>\n
M\u00e2na ei era rece.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iart\u0103-m\u0103… a spus cu voce stins\u0103. Am fost o la\u0219\u0103… mi-a fost fric\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103, de oameni, de tot… \u0219i te-am pierdut pe tine.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiam ce s\u0103 spun. \u00cen capul meu se amestecau amintiri, goluri, \u00eentreb\u0103ri f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce acum? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Lacrimile i-au curs pe obraji.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 acum \u00een\u021beleg ce-am pierdut…<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
Am stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea ore \u00eentregi. Nu am spus multe. Dar nici nu mai era nevoie.<\/p>\n
La un moment dat, a adormit. Iar eu am r\u0103mas acolo, \u021bin\u00e2nd-o de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba, doctorul ne-a spus c\u0103 are nevoie urgent de o interven\u021bie \u0219i de s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Grupele sunt rare, a zis el. Dac\u0103 nu g\u0103sim repede…<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat imediat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce grup\u0103?<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd mi-a spus, am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge pieptul.<\/p>\n
Era aceea\u0219i cu a mea.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai stau pe g\u00e2nduri, am zis:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Donez eu.<\/p>\n
So\u021bul ei m-a privit lung. \u00cen ochii lui se vedea recuno\u0219tin\u021ba, dar \u0219i ceva mai profund… respect.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva ore, interven\u021bia s-a terminat.<\/p>\n
A fost bine.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat din nou \u00een salon, ea era con\u0219tient\u0103. Sl\u0103bit\u0103, dar \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu… ai f\u0103cut asta? m-a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu meritam…<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Poate c\u0103 nu, am zis sincer. Dar nu fac asta pentru ce-ai fost… ci pentru ce ai putea fi.<\/p>\n
M-a privit lung. \u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103… am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai sunt doi str\u0103ini.<\/p>\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva luni.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or. Nici pentru mine, nici pentru ea.<\/p>\n
Dar am \u00eenceput \u00eencet, pas cu pas. Cu vizite, cu discu\u021bii scurte, cu momente st\u00e2njenitoare.<\/p>\n
Apoi, cu timp petrecut \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, st\u0103team la mas\u0103, la mine acas\u0103. O ciorb\u0103 simpl\u0103, ca la noi. Nimic special.<\/p>\n
Ea s-a uitat \u00een jur \u0219i a zis:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Aici… e lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Aici e acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap \u0219i a spus \u00eencet:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i… a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b \u0219i eu cum e.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
Apoi i-am \u00eentins farfuria.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cencepe cu asta.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00een momentul \u0103la, am \u0219tiut c\u0103, de\u0219i trecutul nu se poate \u0219terge… uneori, via\u021ba \u00ee\u021bi mai d\u0103 o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar de data asta… n-am mai l\u0103sat-o s\u0103 treac\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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