\u0219i \u021binea telecomanda ca pe ceva ce i se cuvenea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 La \u0219tirile astea m\u0103 uit eu, zicea scurt.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 a\u0219ezam l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, dar parc\u0103 nu mai era loc pentru mine. Nici pe canapea, nici \u00een via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, am vrut s\u0103-mi fac un ceai \u0219i s\u0103 citesc. Am luat cartea din sertar \u2014 una pe care o ascunsesem, s\u0103 nu o \u201emute\u201d \u0219i pe asta.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Iar cite\u0219ti? a \u00eentrebat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i ia ochii de la televizor.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai bine uit\u0103-te \u0219i tu la ceva util.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis cartea.<\/p>\n
Atunci am sim\u021bit prima dat\u0103 clar: nu mai eram acas\u0103 la mine.<\/p>\n
Totul devenise \u201ecum vrea Victor\u201d.<\/p>\n
Frigiderul mutat.<\/p>\n
C\u0103r\u021bile disp\u0103rute.<\/p>\n
Covorul str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Blatul g\u0103urit.<\/p>\n
Programul schimbat.<\/p>\n
Chiar \u0219i eu\u2026 schimbat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aia n-am dormit bine. M-am tot \u00eentors de pe o parte pe alta.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pe la trei diminea\u021ba, m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n
Am mers \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
Am aprins lumina.<\/p>\n
Cablul \u0103la\u2026 \u00eentins ca un \u0219arpe prin mijlocul buc\u0103t\u0103riei.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el \u0219i, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu mi s-a p\u0103rut doar incomod.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a p\u0103rut\u2026 simbolul a tot.<\/p>\n
Am stat c\u00e2teva minute \u00een lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-am \u00eentors \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n
Victor dormea lini\u0219tit, \u00eentins pe jum\u0103tate de pat.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n
Nu era un om r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Dar nici nu era omul meu.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba, m-am trezit mai devreme.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut cafea. Dou\u0103 ce\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat una pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-a trezit, a venit \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-am spus c\u0103 o cafea e suficient\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru tine, am zis calm.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine ciudat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce vrei s\u0103 spui?<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Victor, trebuie s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n
S-a a\u0219ezat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Spune.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai pot a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum a\u0219a?<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cen casa mea\u2026 nu mai e loc pentru mine.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Exagerezi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Doar am t\u0103cut prea mult.<\/p>\n
S-a \u00eencruntat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce vrei?<\/p>\n
Am spus simplu:<\/p>\n
\u2014 S\u0103 pleci.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine, de parc\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belegea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Serios?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
A r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dup\u0103 tot ce am f\u0103cut aici?<\/p>\n
M-am uitat direct la el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tocmai asta e problema.<\/p>\n
A urmat lini\u0219tea.<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bine, a zis. Dac\u0103 asta vrei.<\/p>\n
Nu a f\u0103cut scandal.<\/p>\n
Nu a ridicat vocea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i-a str\u00e2ns lucrurile \u00een aceea\u0219i zi.<\/p>\n
Acelea\u0219i saco\u0219e. Acelea\u0219i cutii.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a ie\u0219it pe u\u0219\u0103, s-a \u00eentors:<\/p>\n
\u2014 O s\u0103-\u021bi par\u0103 r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu cred.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas \u00een mijlocul apartamentului.<\/p>\n
Am mers \u00eencet \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n
Am desf\u0103cut covorul.<\/p>\n
Am scos c\u0103r\u021bile.<\/p>\n
Le-am pus la loc, una c\u00e2te una.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut ceai.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe canapea.<\/p>\n
Am deschis cartea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp\u2026<\/p>\n
era lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Dar nu goal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era lini\u0219tea mea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i mi-am dat seama de ceva simplu:<\/p>\n
Mai bine singur\u0103 \u0219i acas\u0103 la mine\u2026<\/p>\n
dec\u00e2t cu cineva \u0219i str\u0103in\u0103 \u00een propria via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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