Am r\u0103mas cu biletul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 minute bune, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pot s\u0103 respir normal.<\/p>\n
\u00cel sim\u021beam greu, de parc\u0103 nu era doar o bucat\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie, ci o povar\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-am \u0219ters palmele de \u0219or\u021b \u0219i l-am desf\u0103cut \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Scrisul era tremurat, dar clar.<\/p>\n
\u201eDiana, dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu am avut curajul s\u0103-\u021bi spun adev\u0103rul \u00een fa\u021b\u0103. Nu e\u0219ti cine crezi. \u0218i nici ea nu \u0219tie\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n
\u201eEa.\u201d<\/p>\n
Adic\u0103 eu.<\/p>\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut pielea de g\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am continuat.<\/p>\n
\u201eE\u0219ti fiica lui D\u0103nu\u021b. Fiul meu. Am ascuns asta to\u021bi anii \u0103\u0219tia ca s\u0103-l protejez\u2026 \u0219i pe mine. Nu voiam scandal, nu voiam ru\u0219ine. Mama ta a disp\u0103rut imediat dup\u0103 na\u0219tere. Te-am dus la centru. A fost alegerea mea.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
Diana\u2026 fiica lui D\u0103nu\u021b?<\/p>\n
Am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Totul \u00eencepea s\u0103 se lege. Ochii. Privirea. Senza\u021bia aia ciudat\u0103 din prima zi.<\/p>\n
Nu era \u00eent\u00e2mplare.<\/p>\n
Nu era \u201esemn\u201d.<\/p>\n
Era s\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n
Am citit mai departe, cu inima bubuind.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 femeia asta te-a adoptat, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 soarta a f\u0103cut o glum\u0103 crud\u0103. Ea nu trebuie s\u0103 afle. Niciodat\u0103. Nu va \u00een\u021belege. Arde h\u00e2rtia asta \u0219i uit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat biletul s\u0103 cad\u0103 pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu va \u00een\u021belege?<\/p>\n
Ba da.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acel moment, am \u00een\u021beles tot.<\/p>\n
Toat\u0103 furia Elenei. Toate amenin\u021b\u0103rile. Nu era despre mine.<\/p>\n
Era despre fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
Frica c\u0103 adev\u0103rul o s\u0103 ias\u0103 la iveal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng. Nu de triste\u021be. Nu doar.<\/p>\n
De furie.<\/p>\n
De tr\u0103dare.<\/p>\n
De faptul c\u0103 via\u021ba mea fusese \u00eentoars\u0103 pe dos f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tiu.<\/p>\n
U\u0219a de la intrare s-a deschis brusc.<\/p>\n
Am tres\u0103rit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am venit! a strigat Diana din hol.<\/p>\n
Am \u0219ters repede lacrimile, dar era prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n
A intrat \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n
M-a privit direct \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
Ochii lui.<\/p>\n
Ochii lui D\u0103nu\u021b.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se rupe ceva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Nu mai puteam ascunde.<\/p>\n
Nu dup\u0103 ce citisem.<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n
S-a a\u0219ezat \u00eencet pe scaun, f\u0103r\u0103 glume, f\u0103r\u0103 replici ironice.<\/p>\n
Serioas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am pus fotografia \u0219i biletul pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Le-a privit.<\/p>\n
Apoi pe mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiai? am \u00eentrebat cu voce joas\u0103.<\/p>\n
A cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u0219tiut c\u0103 e adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Tot.<\/p>\n
Am luat-o de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti fiica lui D\u0103nu\u021b.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Lung\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
A clipit de c\u00e2teva ori, ca \u0219i cum \u00eencerca s\u0103 proceseze.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Adic\u0103\u2026 so\u021bul t\u0103u?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. \u00cencet la \u00eenceput. Apoi cu hohote.<\/p>\n
Am tras-o \u00een bra\u021be f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva nea\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n
Nu m-a respins.<\/p>\n
S-a ag\u0103\u021bat de mine.<\/p>\n
Str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Ca un copil care, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103sise locul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deci\u2026 tu\u2026 e\u0219ti mama mea? a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 doi ani\u2026<\/p>\n
am sim\u021bit c\u0103 promisiunea pe care i-am f\u0103cut-o lui D\u0103nu\u021b nu doar c\u0103 a fost \u021binut\u0103\u2014<\/p>\n
dar c\u0103 via\u021ba, cu toate loviturile ei,<\/p>\n
mi-a dat \u00eenapoi exact ce am pierdut.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een acela\u0219i fel.<\/p>\n
Dar suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 pot merge mai departe.<\/p>\n
Iar de data asta\u2026<\/p>\n
nu mai eram singur\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am r\u0103mas cu biletul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 minute bune, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pot s\u0103 respir normal. \u00cel sim\u021beam greu, de parc\u0103 nu era doar o bucat\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie, ci o povar\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103. Mi-am \u0219ters palmele de \u0219or\u021b \u0219i l-am desf\u0103cut \u00eencet. Scrisul era tremurat, dar clar. \u201eDiana, dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu am avut curajul s\u0103-\u021bi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22636,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22635","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22635","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22635"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22635\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22637,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22635\/revisions\/22637"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22636"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22635"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22635"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22635"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}