\u00cen plic era o poz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Veche, u\u0219or \u00eeng\u0103lbenit\u0103 la col\u021buri.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ea eram eu\u2026 dar mai mic. Poate de vreo 5 ani. St\u0103team \u00eentre doi oameni care z\u00e2mbeau larg \u2014 un b\u0103rbat \u0219i o femeie. Mama \u0219i tata, mi-am dat seama imediat, de\u0219i nu-mi aminteam chipurile lor clar.<\/p>\n
Pe spatele pozei era scris cu pixul: \u201eFamilia ta adev\u0103rat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia cu ame\u021beal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, cu vocea tremurat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Femeia \u2014 Ana, cum \u00eei spuneam, de\u0219i niciodat\u0103 \u201emam\u0103\u201d \u2014 a r\u0103mas cu privirea \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, fixat\u0103 undeva departe.<\/p>\n
\u201eCoboar\u0103,\u201d a spus scurt.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din ma\u0219in\u0103. Aerul era rece, mirosea a p\u0103m\u00e2nt umed. Cimitirul era lini\u0219tit, doar c\u00e2teva ciori se auzeau \u00een dep\u0103rtare.<\/p>\n
A pornit \u00eenainte f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219tepte.<\/p>\n
Am mers dup\u0103 ea printre cruci, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tiu unde m\u0103 duce. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea din ce \u00een ce mai tare.<\/p>\n
S-a oprit \u00een fa\u021ba unei cruci simple, din piatr\u0103 gri.<\/p>\n
Numele m-au lovit ca un pumn \u00een stomac.<\/p>\n
Ioan \u0219i Maria Ionescu.<\/p>\n
Data\u2026 exact anul \u00een care disp\u0103ruser\u0103 din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u201eSunt\u2026 p\u0103rin\u021bii mei?\u201d am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Ana a dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een to\u021bi anii \u0103ia, p\u0103rea\u2026 obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eAu murit \u00eentr-un accident,\u201d a spus ea. \u201eTu erai \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103. \u201eDar\u2026 eu nu-mi amintesc nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tiu.\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
V\u00e2ntul a mi\u0219cat u\u0219or coroanele uscate.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i\u2026 de ce nu mi-ai spus?\u201d vocea mea deja tremura.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 a\u0219a au vrut ei.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum adic\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
A scos din geant\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 un plic, mai gros, \u0219i mi l-a \u00eentins.<\/p>\n
De data asta, c\u00e2nd am deschis, erau mai multe h\u00e2rtii. Acte. O scrisoare.<\/p>\n
Am desf\u0103cut-o cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nde.<\/p>\n
Scrisul era cald, rotund.<\/p>\n
\u201eDragul nostru Andrei\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi s-au umezit ochii din prima clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 noi nu mai suntem. Dar vrem s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 te-am iubit mai mult dec\u00e2t orice pe lume\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Am citit printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi explicau c\u0103 \u0219tiau de mult c\u0103 aveau probleme grave \u2014 datorii, oameni periculo\u0219i care \u00eei urm\u0103reau. C\u0103 accidentul nu fusese chiar accident\u2026 ci mai degrab\u0103 o consecin\u021b\u0103 a vie\u021bii \u00een care intraser\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i c\u0103 au ales-o pe Ana.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e cald\u0103,\u201d scria mama. \u201eDar e corect\u0103. \u0218i te va proteja.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ridicat privirea \u00eencet spre ea.<\/p>\n
\u201eTu\u2026 \u0219tiai tot?\u201d<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe la \u00eenceput.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i de ce\u2026 de ce ai fost a\u0219a cu mine?\u201d am izbucnit. \u201eDe ce niciodat\u0103 nu m-ai \u021binut \u00een bra\u021be? De ce n-ai spus niciodat\u0103 c\u0103\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele mi-au r\u0103mas \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103, am v\u0103zut lacrimi \u00een ochii ei.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103\u2026 dac\u0103 m\u0103 ata\u0219am prea mult,\u201d a spus \u00eencet, \u201enu mai puteam s\u0103 te \u021bin \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegeam.<\/p>\n
A continuat:<\/p>\n
\u201eOamenii \u0103ia nu au disp\u0103rut. Au c\u0103utat ani de zile. Dac\u0103 vedeau c\u0103 e\u0219ti\u2026 iubit, c\u0103 ai o sl\u0103biciune\u2026 te-ar fi folosit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum totul se leag\u0103.<\/p>\n
Frigul. Distan\u021ba. Privirile ei reci.<\/p>\n
Nu fusese lips\u0103 de suflet.<\/p>\n
Fusese\u2026 protec\u021bie.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine \u00een fiecare noapte c\u00e2nd erai bolnav,\u201d a spus, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103. \u201eChiar dac\u0103 nu m-ai v\u0103zut. Am fost la fiecare serbare. \u00cen spate. S\u0103 nu atrag aten\u021bia.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau acum f\u0103r\u0103 oprire.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i acum?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
A tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum e\u0219ti major. Nu mai pot decide pentru tine. Dar\u2026 e timpul s\u0103 \u0219tii adev\u0103rul.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am privit din nou mormintele.<\/p>\n
Apoi spre ea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een 9 ani, am f\u0103cut eu primul pas.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at-o.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
O clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi, \u00eencet\u2026 foarte \u00eencet\u2026 mi-a pus m\u00e2na pe spate.<\/p>\n
\u201eMul\u021bumesc,\u201d am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Nu pentru adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n
Ci pentru tot ce nu spusese niciodat\u0103\u2026 dar f\u0103cuse.<\/p>\n
\u00cen ziua aceea, la cimitir, n-am pierdut o familie.<\/p>\n
Am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103, de fapt, aveam dou\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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