\u201eACCEPT PROVOCAREA. SEMNAT: O FEMEIE MAI CURAJOAS\u0102 DEC\u00c2T TINE.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eencremenit o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi urc\u0103 s\u00e2ngele \u00een obraji \u0219i stomacul mi se str\u00e2nge. M-am uitat din nou, poate mi s-a p\u0103rut. Nu. Scrisul era acolo, clar, cu marker ro\u0219u, trasat ap\u0103sat, ca \u0219i cum cineva ar fi vrut s\u0103 se asigure c\u0103 mesajul ajunge unde trebuie.<\/p>\n
El deja sfor\u0103ia u\u0219or, complet incon\u0219tient de ce purta pe spate.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului \u0219i am r\u0103mas acolo c\u00e2teva minute bune, privind \u00een gol. Nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 s\u0103 r\u00e2d sau s\u0103 m\u0103 enervez. O parte din mine voia s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 e doar o glum\u0103 proast\u0103 de la petrecere. Dar alta\u2026 nu era at\u00e2t de lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba, c\u00e2nd s-a trezit, era cu capul greu \u0219i cu ochii mici.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce-ai p\u0103\u021bit? m-a \u00eentrebat, v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai bine spune-mi tu, i-am r\u0103spuns, \u00eencruci\u0219\u00e2nd bra\u021bele.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegea nimic.<\/p>\n
L-am \u00eentors u\u0219or cu spatele \u0219i i-am pus oglinda \u00een fa\u021b\u0103. A citit. A clipit. A mai citit o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce naiba e asta? a zis, complet buimac.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Exact asta vreau s\u0103 \u0219tiu \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 se scarpine \u00een cap, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am b\u0103ut ni\u0219te vin\u2026 dup\u0103 aia ni\u0219te t\u0103rie\u2026 colegii au f\u0103cut glume\u2026 cineva a adus markere\u2026 dar nu mai \u021bin minte exact.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat lung la el. Nu p\u0103rea c\u0103 minte. Mai degrab\u0103 p\u0103rea jenat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost doar o petrecere, a continuat el. Serios. Nimic dubios.<\/p>\n
Am oftat. \u00cen sinea mea, \u0219tiam c\u0103 la petrecerile de firm\u0103 se mai \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 prostii. Oamenii se relaxeaz\u0103, mai scap\u0103 fr\u00e2ul. Dar mesajul \u0103la\u2026 avea ceva care m\u0103 \u00een\u021bepa.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce? am zis dup\u0103 o pauz\u0103. Nu m\u0103 deranjeaz\u0103 glumele. Dar m\u0103 deranjeaz\u0103 lipsa de respect.<\/p>\n
S-a ridicat \u00een capul oaselor \u0219i m-a privit serios.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai dreptate.<\/p>\n
Nu s-a ap\u0103rat. Nu a ridicat tonul. Nu a dat vina pe al\u021bii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 aflu cine a scris asta, a spus calm. \u0218i o s\u0103 l\u0103muresc lucrurile.<\/p>\n
Ziua a trecut greu. Eu am r\u0103mas cu g\u00e2ndurile mele, f\u0103c\u00e2nd ordine prin cas\u0103, dar mintea \u00eemi era \u00een alt\u0103 parte. \u00cel cuno\u0219team de ani de zile. Nu fusese niciodat\u0103 genul care s\u0103 calce str\u00e2mb. Dar uneori, nu e vorba doar de ce faci tu, ci \u0219i de ce permit ceilal\u021bi \u00een jurul t\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Seara, a venit acas\u0103 mai devreme dec\u00e2t de obicei.<\/p>\n
Avea o expresie serioas\u0103, dar lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am vorbit cu colegii, a spus din prag.<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103cut \u0219i l-am ascultat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost o glum\u0103 de-a unei colege. A zis c\u0103 a vrut s\u0103 fie \u201eamuzant\u0103\u201d. Dar i-am spus clar c\u0103 nu e \u00een regul\u0103. \u0218i c\u0103 sunt c\u0103s\u0103torit, nu un obiect de distrac\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum tensiunea din mine \u00eencepe s\u0103 se topeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i? am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i \u0219i-a cerut scuze. \u00cen fa\u021ba tuturor.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat de el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i tu?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu am \u00een\u021beles ceva, a spus, privindu-m\u0103 direct. C\u0103 nu e suficient s\u0103 \u0219tiu eu unde \u00eemi sunt limitele. Trebuie s\u0103 le \u0219i ar\u0103t clar.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Asta voiam \u0219i eu s\u0103 aud.<\/p>\n
S-a apropiat \u0219i m-a luat \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ceva? a spus el. Data viitoare, scrie-mi pe piept \u0219i pe spate. S\u0103 fie clar pentru toat\u0103 lumea.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s, pentru prima dat\u0103 de diminea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai e nevoie, i-am r\u0103spuns. Acum \u0219tiu c\u0103 mesajul a ajuns unde trebuie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 de c\u00e2nd v\u0103zusem acele cuvinte, m-am sim\u021bit cu adev\u0103rat lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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