\u2026\u201ec\u0103 dac\u0103 pleac\u0103 primul, s\u0103 nu-l jelesc ca pe cineva pierdut, ci s\u0103-l \u021bin minte ca pe omul care mi-a umplut via\u021ba.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am clipit des, ne\u00een\u021beleg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Aveam doar doisprezece ani \u0219i, \u00een mintea mea, moartea \u00eensemna pl\u00e2ns, t\u0103cere \u0219i gol.<\/p>\n
Dar bunica\u2026 z\u00e2mbea.<\/p>\n
Nu larg, nu for\u021bat. Era un z\u00e2mbet cald, lini\u0219tit, de parc\u0103 \u0219tia ceva ce noi nu \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare, lumea s-a risipit \u00eencet. Vecinii au plecat, rudele au mai schimbat c\u00e2teva vorbe \u0219i s-au dus \u0219i ele pe la casele lor.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas doar noi doi \u00een curte.<\/p>\n
Era lini\u0219te. Doar v\u00e2ntul mi\u0219ca u\u0219or perdeaua de la geam, iar undeva, \u00een spate, c\u00e2inele l\u0103tra rar.<\/p>\n
Bunica s-a a\u0219ezat pe banca de lemn unde st\u0103tea mereu cu bunicul seara.<\/p>\n
Am stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u021ai-e dor de el?\u201d am \u00eentrebat p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cen fiecare clip\u0103,\u201d a spus simplu.<\/p>\n
\u201eAtunci de ce nu pl\u00e2ngi?\u201d<\/p>\n
A oftat u\u0219or \u0219i \u0219i-a \u00eempreunat m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 am pl\u00e2ns destul c\u00e2nd era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la ea, surprins.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum adic\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u201eBunicul t\u0103u nu a fost un om u\u0219or,\u201d a spus. \u201eEra \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2nat, nervos, f\u0103cea lucrurile doar cum voia el. Ne mai certam, mai ridicam tonul\u2026 uneori adormeam sup\u0103ra\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
Nu-mi imaginam c\u0103 ei, care p\u0103reau mereu at\u00e2t de lini\u0219ti\u021bi, aveau astfel de momente.<\/p>\n
\u201eDar diminea\u021ba\u2026\u201d a continuat ea, \u201e\u00eentotdeauna venea cu o can\u0103 de cafea \u0219i spunea: \u00abHai s\u0103 o lu\u0103m de la cap\u0103t.\u00bb\u201d<\/p>\n
Un z\u00e2mbet i-a ap\u0103rut din nou pe buze.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i o luam.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum ceva cald mi se str\u00e2nge \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cen ultima lui zi\u2026\u201d a spus ea mai \u00eencet, \u201eera pe patul de spital. Sl\u0103bit, dar tot cu glumele lui proaste.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau.<\/p>\n
\u201eM-a prins de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i mi-a zis: \u00abFemeie, dac\u0103 \u00eencepi s\u0103 pl\u00e2ngi dup\u0103 mine, vin \u00eenapoi s\u0103 te b\u00e2ntui.\u00bb\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i apoi?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
\u201eApoi a devenit serios,\u201d a spus ea, iar vocea i s-a \u00eenmuiat. \u201eMi-a spus: \u00abNu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bii minte bolnav. \u021aine minte cum dansam \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, cum r\u00e2deam f\u0103r\u0103 motiv, cum ne certam \u0219i ne \u00eemp\u0103cam. Aia a fost via\u021ba noastr\u0103. Nu ultimele zile.\u00bb\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut din nou.<\/p>\n
Am privit \u00een gol, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi imaginez toate acele momente.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i de asta z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eDa. Pentru c\u0103 dac\u0103 pl\u00e2ng, parc\u0103 \u0219terg tot ce a fost frumos. \u0218i nu vreau asta.\u201d<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a \u00eentors spre mine \u0219i m-a privit drept \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u201eS\u0103 \u021bii minte ceva,\u201d a spus. \u201eOamenii nu pleac\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd mor. Pleac\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd \u00eei ui\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i tu nu o s\u0103-l ui\u021bi?\u201d<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u201eNiciodat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Anii au trecut.<\/p>\n
Am crescut, am plecat la ora\u0219, mi-am f\u0103cut via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Dar de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eentorceam acas\u0103, bunica era acolo \u2014 pe aceea\u0219i banc\u0103, cu aceea\u0219i lini\u0219te \u00een privire.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, de fiecare dat\u0103, vorbea despre bunicul.<\/p>\n
Nu cu triste\u021be.<\/p>\n
Ci cu drag.<\/p>\n
\u201eAici a c\u0103zut c\u00e2nd a \u00eencercat s\u0103 repare gardul,\u201d \u00eemi spunea r\u00e2z\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Sau: \u201eAcolo m-a cerut de nevast\u0103, de\u0219i nu avea niciun ban \u00een buzunar.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o zi, dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, am g\u0103sit banca goal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Bunica plecase \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n
Pe mas\u0103, \u00een cas\u0103, era o fotografie cu ei doi \u2014 tineri, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u0218i l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, un bile\u021bel.<\/p>\n
\u201eS\u0103 nu pl\u00e2ngi prea mult. Noi deja ne-am g\u0103sit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Unele iubiri nu se termin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Doar continu\u0103\u2026 altfel.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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