\u2026asistenta trecut\u0103 \u00een registru ca \u201edecedat\u0103\u201d cu o lun\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 ajung eu \u00een salon.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum adic\u0103\u2026 decedat\u0103?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 par calm.<\/p>\n
Femeia de la recep\u021bia spitalului s-a uitat la mine ciudat.<\/p>\n
\u201eDomnule, v-am spus deja, nu avem nicio angajat\u0103 cu descrierea asta. Singura care ar corespunde\u2026 a murit anul trecut.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-au \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremure m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum o chema?\u201d<\/p>\n
A oftat, parc\u0103 deranjat\u0103 c\u0103 insist.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ana.<\/p>\n
Exact a\u0219a \u00eemi spusese \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n
\u201eBun\u0103\u2026 eu sunt Ana,\u201d spusese \u00een prima noapte, c\u00e2nd m-am trezit speriat, cu aparatele bip\u0103ind l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
Atunci nu mi se p\u0103ruse nimic ciudat. Era calm\u0103. Bl\u00e2nd\u0103. Nu purta halat ca ceilal\u021bi, dar \u00een spital vezi tot felul de oameni, nu stai s\u0103 \u00eentrebi.<\/p>\n
Am plecat de acolo ame\u021bit.<\/p>\n
Pe drum spre cas\u0103, am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi amintesc tot mai clar.<\/p>\n
Cum ap\u0103rea mereu noaptea, niciodat\u0103 ziua.<\/p>\n
Cum st\u0103tea pe scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 pat \u0219i nu f\u0103cea zgomot.<\/p>\n
Cum \u00eemi aranja p\u0103tura, de\u0219i nu o vedeam niciodat\u0103 ating\u00e2nd-o cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i mai ales\u2026 cum disp\u0103rea.<\/p>\n
De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd intra o asistent\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103, Ana nu mai era.<\/p>\n
\u201eSigur au fost medicamentele,\u201d \u00eemi spusese medicul.<\/p>\n
Dar nu fusese.<\/p>\n
\u0218tiam asta acum.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea, nu am putut dormi.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 tot g\u00e2ndeam la ultima noapte din spital.<\/p>\n
Era cea mai grea. Aveam febr\u0103 mare, deliram, nu mai \u0219tiam unde sunt.<\/p>\n
Ea a stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine ore \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu te l\u0103sa,\u201d \u00eemi spunea. \u201eMai ai de tr\u0103it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eDe ce\u2026 m\u0103 aju\u021bi?\u201d o \u00eentrebasem atunci, cu voce slab\u0103.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 \u0219i eu am avut nevoie\u2026 \u0219i nu a fost nimeni.\u201d<\/p>\n
Atunci nu \u00een\u021belesesem.<\/p>\n
Acum\u2026 \u00eencepea s\u0103 capete sens.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, m-am \u00eentors la spital.<\/p>\n
De data asta, nu la recep\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Am mers direct la arhiv\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 multe insisten\u021be \u0219i explica\u021bii, o femeie mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 a acceptat s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute.<\/p>\n
\u201eCum a\u021bi spus c\u0103 o cheam\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAna.\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u0103sfoiasc\u0103 ni\u0219te dosare vechi.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u201eUita\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-a \u00eentins o fotografie.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
Era ea.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i fat\u0103. Aceia\u0219i ochi calzi.<\/p>\n
\u201eCine era?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n
Femeia a oftat.<\/p>\n
\u201eAsistent\u0103 aici, acum c\u00e2\u021biva ani. Foarte dedicat\u0103. St\u0103tea peste program, avea grij\u0103 de pacien\u021bi ca de familie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit greu.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i\u2026 cum a murit?\u201d<\/p>\n
A ezitat o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eE\u2026 o poveste trist\u0103. S-a \u00eemboln\u0103vit. A ajuns chiar \u00een salonul \u00een care a\u021bi fost dumneavoastr\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-au dat lacrimile.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eA stat acolo zile \u00eentregi. Singur\u0103. Nu avea familie apropiat\u0103. Colegii veneau c\u00e2nd puteau\u2026 dar nu era ca \u00eenainte. \u00centr-o noapte\u2026 s-a stins.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Am privit din nou fotografia.<\/p>\n
\u201eA spus\u2026 c\u0103 nu a fost nimeni pentru ea\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Femeia m-a privit atent.<\/p>\n
\u201eA\u021bi spus ceva?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu\u2026 nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din arhiv\u0103 cu un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am mers direct la salonul \u00een care fusesem internat.<\/p>\n
Era gol acum.<\/p>\n
Am intrat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe patul pe care statusem.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic.<\/p>\n
Apoi\u2026 am sim\u021bit ceva.<\/p>\n
Nu o prezen\u021b\u0103 clar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar o lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i lini\u0219te pe care o sim\u021beam c\u00e2nd ea era acolo.<\/p>\n
Am \u0219optit:<\/p>\n
\u201eMul\u021bumesc.\u201d<\/p>\n
Nimic.<\/p>\n
Dar, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu m-am sim\u021bit singur.<\/p>\n
Au trecut luni de atunci.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba mea s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi vizitez mai des copiii.<\/p>\n
Mi-am sunat prietenii, chiar dac\u0103 erau ocupa\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Dar mai ales\u2026 merg la spital.<\/p>\n
Nu ca pacient.<\/p>\n
Ci ca voluntar.<\/p>\n
Stau l\u00e2ng\u0103 oameni care nu au pe nimeni.<\/p>\n
Le vorbesc. \u00cei ascult. Le spun:<\/p>\n
\u201eFii tare, o s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti din nou.\u201d<\/p>\n
Exact cum mi-a spus ea.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 acum \u0219tiu ceva sigur:<\/p>\n
Uneori, ajutorul vine din locuri \u00een care nici nu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
\u0218i uneori\u2026 oamenii care nu mai sunt \u00eenc\u0103 au grij\u0103 de noi.<\/p>\n
Iar eu nu o s\u0103 uit niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pe Ana.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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