\u2026mi-a spus s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic din pat \u0219i s\u0103 plec din dormitor, ca s\u0103 poat\u0103 dormi el lini\u0219tit acolo cu unul dintre prietenii lui.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput am crezut c\u0103 nu aud bine.<\/p>\n
Eram ame\u021bit\u0103 de somn, cu burta grea, cu spatele \u00een\u021bepenit, \u0219i \u00eencercam s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg ce spune.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103\u2026 s\u0103 plec? am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
A oftat iritat, de parc\u0103 eu eram problema.<\/p>\n
\u2014 P\u0103i da, c\u0103 noi am stat p\u00e2n\u0103 t\u00e2rziu, suntem obosi\u021bi\u2026 \u0219i \u00een sufragerie e g\u0103l\u0103gie. Hai, mut\u0103-te tu pe canapea.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
Nu doar de la sarcin\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Glume\u0219ti, nu? abia am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu, chiar nu. Hai, c\u0103 nu e mare lucru. Doar pentru noaptea asta.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acel moment, ceva \u00een mine s-a rupt.<\/p>\n
Nu era vorba doar de pat.<\/p>\n
Era vorba de respect. De faptul c\u0103 eu, \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u00een luna a noua, eram dat\u0103 la o parte \u00een propria cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu plec nic\u0103ieri, i-am spus, mai ferm.<\/p>\n
El a dat ochii peste cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bine, atunci o s\u0103 dorm eu \u00een sufragerie, dar s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 nu e ok ce faci.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
El a ie\u0219it tr\u00e2ntind u\u0219a, iar eu am r\u0103mas singur\u0103, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Nu am mai putut dormi.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat greu din pat \u0219i m-am dus p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een hol. Din sufragerie se auzeau r\u00e2sete, \u0219oapte, pahare.<\/p>\n
Pentru el, era o noapte de distrac\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Pentru mine\u2026 era momentul \u00een care vedeam clar cine e omul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u00een dormitor \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit la toate momentele din ultimii ani.<\/p>\n
La micile gesturi ignorate.<\/p>\n
La replicile lui, uneori \u00een glum\u0103, alteori nu.<\/p>\n
La faptul c\u0103, de c\u00e2nd am r\u0103mas \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103, totul devenise despre el \u2014 c\u00e2t e de obosit, c\u00e2t de stresat e, c\u00e2t \u201e\u00eel \u00eencurc\u0103\u201d situa\u021bia.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Nu era un moment izolat.<\/p>\n
Era adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
Diminea\u021ba, c\u00e2nd m-am ridicat, el dormea pe canapea, cu prietenii pleca\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Am trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 el f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n
Mi-am f\u0103cut o cafea slab\u0103, m-am a\u0219ezat la mas\u0103 \u0219i am luat telefonul.<\/p>\n
Am sunat-o pe mama.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vin acas\u0103, i-am spus simplu.<\/p>\n
Nu m-a \u00eentrebat nimic. Doar a zis:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te a\u0219tept.<\/p>\n
Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi str\u00e2ng lucrurile.<\/p>\n
Nu multe. Doar ce aveam nevoie.<\/p>\n
Haine, acte, c\u00e2teva lucruri pentru copil.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd s-a trezit, m-a g\u0103sit \u00een prag.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce faci? a \u00eentrebat, \u00eenc\u0103 somnoros.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Plec.<\/p>\n
A r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai, m\u0103, nu exagera pentru o prostie.<\/p>\n
L-am privit calm.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e o prostie.<\/p>\n
S-a \u00eencruntat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Serios? Pentru asta pleci?<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu pentru asta. Pentru tot.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, nu avea replic\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103 cu un nod \u00een g\u00e2t, dar \u0219i cu o lini\u0219te ciudat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la mama mi s-a p\u0103rut mai scurt ca niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns, m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Tot.<\/p>\n
Frica, oboseala, dezam\u0103girea.<\/p>\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Au fost nop\u021bi \u00een care m-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 am f\u0103cut bine.<\/p>\n
Dar apoi \u00eemi aminteam noaptea aceea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i cum m-am sim\u021bit.<\/p>\n
\u0218i r\u0103spunsul venea singur.<\/p>\n
Am depus actele.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 scandal. F\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentors.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd a venit pe lume b\u0103ie\u021belul meu, eram \u00een salon, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-l \u00een bra\u021be, \u0219i m-am uitat la el cu lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 fie bine, i-am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Nu aveam totul pus la punct.<\/p>\n
Nu era via\u021ba perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar era o via\u021b\u0103 \u00een care el va cre\u0219te \u0219tiind ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 respectul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, mai ales\u2026 unde mama lui nu accept\u0103 s\u0103 fie pus\u0103 pe ultimul loc.<\/p>\n
\u0218i asta a fost cea mai important\u0103 alegere pe care am f\u0103cut-o vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2026mi-a spus s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic din pat \u0219i s\u0103 plec din dormitor, ca s\u0103 poat\u0103 dormi el lini\u0219tit acolo cu unul dintre prietenii lui. La \u00eenceput am crezut c\u0103 nu aud bine. Eram ame\u021bit\u0103 de somn, cu burta grea, cu spatele \u00een\u021bepenit, \u0219i \u00eencercam s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg ce spune. \u2014 Cum adic\u0103\u2026 s\u0103 plec? am \u00eentrebat […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23101","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23101","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23101"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23101\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23102,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23101\/revisions\/23102"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23101"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23101"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23101"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}