\u2026mesaj cu lista de cheltuieli.<\/p>\n
Am clipit de c\u00e2teva ori, crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 nu v\u0103d bine.<\/p>\n
\u201eBun\u0103 diminea\u021ba! A fost o sear\u0103 frumoas\u0103 \ud83d\ude0a \u00ce\u021bi las mai jos partea ta: 180 lei \u2014 cin\u0103 + 20 lei bac\u0219i\u0219.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas cu telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tiu dac\u0103 s\u0103 r\u00e2d sau s\u0103 m\u0103 enervez.<\/p>\n
Serios?<\/p>\n
Am recitit mesajul. Era politicos, f\u0103r\u0103 urm\u0103 de glum\u0103. Ata\u0219ase chiar \u0219i o poz\u0103 cu bonul.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului \u0219i am sim\u021bit cum entuziasmul de seara trecut\u0103 se tope\u0219te \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi veneau \u00een minte toate gesturile lui: florile, scaunul tras, felul \u00een care a insistat s\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i acum\u2026 asta?<\/p>\n
Am tastat un r\u0103spuns, apoi l-am \u0219ters. Nu voiam s\u0103 reac\u021bionez la nervi.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, i-am scris simplu:<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u00een\u021beleg. Ieri ai spus c\u0103 tu pl\u0103te\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n
R\u0103spunsul a venit imediat.<\/p>\n
\u201eDa, a\u0219a se face la prima \u00eent\u00e2lnire. Dar asta nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n eu cu toat\u0103 nota. E corect s\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi urc\u0103 s\u00e2ngele \u00een obraji.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci de ce ai f\u0103cut spectacolul \u0103la? am murmurat singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis conversa\u021bia f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n
Toat\u0103 ziua m-a urm\u0103rit situa\u021bia. Nu era vorba de bani. 200 de lei nu erau o tragedie.<\/p>\n
Era vorba de\u2026 fals.<\/p>\n
De imaginea pe care o construise \u0219i care se d\u0103r\u00e2mase \u00een c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
Seara, prietena mea \u2014 cea care ne f\u0103cuse cuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 \u2014 m-a sunat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ei? Cum a fost?<\/p>\n
Am oftat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost perfect\u2026 p\u00e2n\u0103 n-a mai fost.<\/p>\n
I-am povestit tot.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput a r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu pot s\u0103 cred!<\/p>\n
Apoi s-a oprit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Stai\u2026 vorbe\u0219ti serios?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Foarte serios.<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E ciudat\u2026 nu p\u0103rea genul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Exact, am spus. Nici mie nu mi s-a p\u0103rut.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 ce am \u00eenchis, m-am uitat din nou la mesajul lui.<\/p>\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n
Apoi i-am r\u0103spuns:<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00ce\u021bi trimit banii, nu e problem\u0103. Dar data viitoare, mai bine fii sincer de la \u00eenceput. Nu impresionezi pe nimeni dac\u0103 doar joci un rol.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am trimis suma \u0219i am l\u0103sat lucrurile acolo.<\/p>\n
Credeam c\u0103 s-a terminat.<\/p>\n
Dar nu.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, mi-a scris din nou.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu era un rol. A\u0219a am fost crescut.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ridicat o spr\u00e2ncean\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eAtunci probabil ai fost crescut \u0219i s\u0103 ceri banii \u00eenapoi a doua zi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Nu a r\u0103spuns imediat.<\/p>\n
Apoi:<\/p>\n
\u201eNu cred c\u0103 am f\u0103cut ceva gre\u0219it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n
Nu era despre el.<\/p>\n
Era despre limitele mele.<\/p>\n
I-am scris ultimul mesaj:<\/p>\n
\u201ePoate nu ai f\u0103cut ceva gre\u0219it pentru tine. Dar pentru mine, nu e genul de comportament pe care \u00eel caut. \u00ce\u021bi doresc numai bine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis conversa\u021bia \u0219i, pentru prima dat\u0103 de diminea\u021b\u0103, m-am sim\u021bit lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, c\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it la o cafea singur\u0103, m-am surprins z\u00e2mbind.<\/p>\n
\u00cent\u00e2lnirea aceea nu fusese un e\u0219ec.<\/p>\n
Fusese o lec\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 nu gesturile mari conteaz\u0103 cel mai mult, ci ce vine dup\u0103 ele.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 uneori oamenii \u0219tiu exact ce s\u0103 fac\u0103 ca s\u0103 impresioneze\u2026 dar nu \u0219tiu cum s\u0103 fie autentici.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, mai ales, am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 e mai bine s\u0103 vezi adev\u0103rul repede, chiar dac\u0103 te dezam\u0103ge\u0219te, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 descoperi mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd deja te-ai implicat.<\/p>\n
Am luat o gur\u0103 de cafea \u0219i m-am uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba mergea mai departe.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, undeva, \u0219tiam sigur:<\/p>\n
urm\u0103toarea \u00eent\u00e2lnire\u2026 o s\u0103 fie diferit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 eu eram deja diferit\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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