{"id":23282,"date":"2026-04-23T12:05:54","date_gmt":"2026-04-23T12:05:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=23282"},"modified":"2026-04-23T12:05:54","modified_gmt":"2026-04-23T12:05:54","slug":"sotia-mea-a-disparut-acum-douazeci-de-ani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=23282","title":{"rendered":"So\u021bia mea a disp\u0103rut acum dou\u0103zeci de ani"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"2240\" data-end=\"2307\">Fata s-a oprit din ales merele \u0219i s-a uitat la mine u\u0219or surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2309\" data-end=\"2409\">Avea ni\u0219te ochi calzi, verzi, exact ca piatra din medalion. Pentru o clip\u0103, mi s-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2411\" data-end=\"2471\">\u2014 De la mama mea, a spus ea simplu. \u00cel am de c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2473\" data-end=\"2512\">Am sim\u021bit cum mi se \u00eenmoaie picioarele.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2514\" data-end=\"2584\">\u2014 Mama ta\u2026 cum o cheam\u0103? am \u00eentrebat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi \u021bin vocea calm\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2586\" data-end=\"2610\">Fata a ezitat o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2612\" data-end=\"2620\">\u2014 Lucia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2622\" data-end=\"2703\">Mi-a \u00eenceput inima s\u0103 bat\u0103 nebune\u0219te. Parc\u0103 tot magazinul disp\u0103ruse \u00een jurul meu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2705\" data-end=\"2747\">\u2014 Te rog\u2026 ai putea s\u0103-mi spui unde e acum?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2749\" data-end=\"2839\">Fata m-a privit atent, ca \u0219i cum \u00eencerca s\u0103-\u0219i dea seama dac\u0103 sunt nebun sau doar pierdut.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2841\" data-end=\"2911\">\u2014 Locuie\u0219te aici, \u00een Cluj. La marginea ora\u0219ului. Dar\u2026 de ce \u00eentreba\u021bi?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2913\" data-end=\"2932\">Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2934\" data-end=\"2967\">\u2014 Pentru c\u0103\u2026 cred c\u0103 e so\u021bia mea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2969\" data-end=\"3001\">A f\u0103cut un pas \u00een spate, \u0219ocat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3003\" data-end=\"3021\">\u2014 Asta nu are cum\u2026<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3023\" data-end=\"3070\">\u2014 Te rog, am spus. Las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 o v\u0103d. Doar at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3072\" data-end=\"3119\">A stat c\u00e2teva secunde pe g\u00e2nduri, apoi a oftat.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3121\" data-end=\"3143\">\u2014 Bine. Dar vin \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3145\" data-end=\"3263\">Am mers \u00eempreun\u0103 \u00een lini\u0219te. Eu conduceam, iar ea \u00eemi spunea pe unde s\u0103 o iau. Fiecare minut mi se p\u0103rea o eternitate.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3265\" data-end=\"3385\">Am ajuns \u00eentr-un cartier lini\u0219tit, cu case simple, curate. Ne-am oprit \u00een fa\u021ba uneia cu o curte mic\u0103 \u0219i flori la poart\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3387\" data-end=\"3408\">Fata a cobor\u00e2t prima.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3410\" data-end=\"3431\">\u2014 Mam\u0103! a strigat ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3433\" data-end=\"3449\">U\u0219a s-a deschis.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3451\" data-end=\"3468\">\u0218i acolo\u2026 era ea.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3470\" data-end=\"3476\">Lucia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3478\" data-end=\"3559\">Mai matur\u0103, cu c\u00e2teva riduri fine, dar era ea. Aceea\u0219i privire. Aceea\u0219i prezen\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3561\" data-end=\"3571\">M-a v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3573\" data-end=\"3589\">\u0218i a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3591\" data-end=\"3636\">Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nimeni n-a spus nimic.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3638\" data-end=\"3674\">Apoi ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3676\" data-end=\"3694\">\u2014 Mihai\u2026 a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3696\" data-end=\"3744\">Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3746\" data-end=\"3790\">\u2014 De ce? am reu\u0219it s\u0103 spun. De ce ai plecat?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3792\" data-end=\"3812\">A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3814\" data-end=\"3907\">Fata \u2014 fiica noastr\u0103, mi-am dat seama atunci \u2014 se uita de la unul la altul, complet pierdut\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3909\" data-end=\"3940\">Lucia a f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3942\" data-end=\"4000\">\u2014 Am vrut s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u2026 de at\u00e2tea ori\u2026 dar nu am avut curaj.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4002\" data-end=\"4019\">Am str\u00e2ns pumnii.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4021\" data-end=\"4104\">\u2014 Ce s\u0103-mi spui? C\u0103 ai disp\u0103rut dou\u0103zeci de ani? C\u0103 m-ai l\u0103sat s\u0103 cred c\u0103 ai murit?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4106\" data-end=\"4120\">A dat din cap.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4122\" data-end=\"4260\">\u2014 Eram bolnav\u0103, Mihai. Foarte bolnav\u0103. Doctorii mi-au spus c\u0103 mai am pu\u021bin de tr\u0103it. Nu voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 vezi sting\u00e2ndu-m\u0103. Nu voiam s\u0103 suferi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4262\" data-end=\"4284\">Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4286\" data-end=\"4353\">\u2014 Am plecat\u2026 am l\u0103sat biletul\u2026 \u0219i am vrut doar s\u0103 dispar lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4355\" data-end=\"4372\">\u2014 Dar n-ai murit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4374\" data-end=\"4512\">\u2014 Nu. A fost un miracol. Am g\u0103sit un tratament. Am tr\u0103it\u2026 dar mi-a fost ru\u0219ine s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc. Trecuse prea mult timp. \u0218i\u2026 eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4514\" data-end=\"4533\">M-am uitat la fat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4535\" data-end=\"4560\">Totul \u00eencepea s\u0103 se lege.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4562\" data-end=\"4580\">\u2014 Ea\u2026 e fiica mea?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4582\" data-end=\"4612\">Lucia a dat din cap, pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4614\" data-end=\"4638\">Fata s-a apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4640\" data-end=\"4675\">\u2014 Tata\u2026? a spus, cu voce tremurat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4677\" data-end=\"4716\">Am sim\u021bit cum mi se rupe ceva \u00een piept.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4718\" data-end=\"4761\">Am f\u0103cut un pas spre ea \u0219i am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at-o.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4763\" data-end=\"4770\">Str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4772\" data-end=\"4799\">Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4801\" data-end=\"4831\">Lacrimile curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 oprire.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4833\" data-end=\"4881\">Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, m-am uitat din nou la Lucia.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4883\" data-end=\"4930\">\u2014 Dou\u0103zeci de ani\u2026 am spus. Dar \u00eenc\u0103 te iubesc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4932\" data-end=\"4952\">A izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4954\" data-end=\"4977\">\u2014 \u0218i eu\u2026 \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4979\" data-end=\"4997\">Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4999\" data-end=\"5039\">\u2014 Atunci hai s\u0103 nu mai pierdem niciunul.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5041\" data-end=\"5087\">\u00cen ziua aceea, via\u021ba mea s-a schimbat complet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5089\" data-end=\"5116\">Am pierdut dou\u0103zeci de ani.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5118\" data-end=\"5146\">Dar am reg\u0103sit tot ce conta.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5148\" data-end=\"5211\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">\u0218i, uneori, chiar \u0219i dup\u0103 at\u00e2ta timp, via\u021ba \u00ee\u021bi mai d\u0103 o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fata s-a oprit din ales merele \u0219i s-a uitat la mine u\u0219or surprins\u0103. Avea ni\u0219te ochi calzi, verzi, exact ca piatra din medalion. Pentru o clip\u0103, mi s-a t\u0103iat respira\u021bia. \u2014 De la mama mea, a spus ea simplu. \u00cel am de c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103. Am sim\u021bit cum mi se \u00eenmoaie picioarele. \u2014 Mama ta\u2026 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23282","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23282","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23282"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23282\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23283,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23282\/revisions\/23283"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}