\u201e…Te a\u0219tept s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 la poart\u0103, cum ai promis. Nu mai \u00eent\u00e2rzia, te rog.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mesajul s-a oprit brusc.<\/p>\n
\u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie era lini\u0219te, dar \u00een capul meu era furtun\u0103. M-am sprijinit de mas\u0103 ca s\u0103 nu cad. Sim\u021beam cum tot ce am tr\u0103it \u00een ultimii ani se crap\u0103, ca un geam lovit cu piatra.<\/p>\n
Andrei\u2026 tat\u0103?<\/p>\n
Pe ascuns?<\/p>\n
Am luat telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, de parc\u0103 ar fi ars. Degetele \u00eemi tremurau. Am vrut s\u0103-l sun imediat, s\u0103 \u021bip, s\u0103 cer explica\u021bii. Dar ceva m-a oprit.<\/p>\n
Nu. Nu a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 era adev\u0103rat, voiam s\u0103 v\u0103d cu ochii mei.<\/p>\n
Ziua de s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 a venit mai repede dec\u00e2t credeam. N-am zis nimic. Am jucat teatru. Am f\u0103cut m\u00e2ncare, am z\u00e2mbit, am dat din cap c\u00e2nd vorbea. El era relaxat, poate chiar prea relaxat.<\/p>\n
Pe la pr\u00e2nz, \u0219i-a luat cheile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103 duc pu\u021bin p\u00e2n\u0103 la un prieten, a zis.<\/p>\n
Prieten.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fierbe s\u00e2ngele, dar am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bine.<\/p>\n
L-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 ias\u0103 \u0219i am mai a\u0219teptat c\u00e2teva minute. Apoi mi-am luat geaca \u0219i am plecat dup\u0103 el.<\/p>\n
Nu aveam ma\u0219in\u0103, dar am luat un taxi. I-am spus \u0219oferului s\u0103-l urm\u0103reasc\u0103 de la distan\u021b\u0103. M\u0103 sim\u021beam ca \u00eentr-un film prost, dar era via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
Andrei a ajuns \u00eentr-un cartier lini\u0219tit, de case. Genul \u0103la de loc unde oamenii ies la poart\u0103 \u0219i se salut\u0103, unde copiii joac\u0103 fotbal pe strad\u0103.<\/p>\n
Taxi-ul a oprit mai departe. Am cobor\u00e2t \u0219i am mers pe jos.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci i-am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Andrei st\u0103tea la o poart\u0103 verde. \u00cen fa\u021ba lui, un b\u0103ie\u021bel\u2026 mic, cu un tricou ro\u0219u \u0219i adida\u0219i murdari. Alerga spre el.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tati!<\/p>\n
Vocea aia. Vocea din telefon.<\/p>\n
Andrei s-a aplecat \u0219i l-a luat \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
L-a str\u00e2ns tare. Prea tare pentru o minciun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se rupe ceva \u00een piept. Nu mai era \u00eendoial\u0103. Nu mai era loc de scuze.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenainte. Apoi \u00eenc\u0103 unul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Andrei.<\/p>\n
Vocea mea a ie\u0219it mai rece dec\u00e2t m\u0103 a\u0219teptam.<\/p>\n
El s-a \u00eentors brusc. Fa\u021ba i s-a albit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Tu\u2026 ce cau\u021bi aici?<\/p>\n
B\u0103iatul s-a uitat la mine curios.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cine e doamna?<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt. F\u0103r\u0103 pic de veselie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00centreab\u0103-l pe tat\u0103l t\u0103u.<\/p>\n
Lini\u0219tea a devenit ap\u0103s\u0103toare. Andrei nu mai \u0219tia unde s\u0103 se uite.<\/p>\n
Din cas\u0103 a ie\u0219it o femeie. Simpl\u0103, cu p\u0103rul prins \u0219i \u0219or\u021bul \u00eenc\u0103 pe ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva? a \u00eentrebat ea.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la ea. Nu era nici vreo \u201efemeie fatal\u0103\u201d, nici cine \u0219tie ce. Doar\u2026 o femeie obi\u0219nuit\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da, am zis \u00eencet. S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors spre Andrei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De c\u00e2t timp?<\/p>\n
A \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nou\u0103 ani.<\/p>\n
Nou\u0103 ani.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 ia ame\u021beala.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Deci\u2026 tot timpul?<\/p>\n
A dat din cap, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A fost \u00eenainte s\u0103 ne c\u0103s\u0103torim\u2026 n-am \u0219tiut cum s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u2026 apoi a fost prea t\u00e2rziu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i mai u\u0219or a fost s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 cred c\u0103 eu sunt problema, nu? c\u0103 eu sunt \u201edefect\u0103\u201d?<\/p>\n
Nu a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n
Nu avea ce.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la b\u0103iat. La Luca. Nu avea nicio vin\u0103. Ochii lui erau cura\u021bi, plini de speran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
Nu eu pierdusem.<\/p>\n
El pierduse.<\/p>\n
Tot.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Gata, Andrei.<\/p>\n
A ridicat capul, speriat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce vrei s\u0103 spui?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 spun c\u0103 s-a terminat. Nu mai e nimic de salvat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hai s\u0103 vorbim acas\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu mai avem \u201eacas\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u0219i am plecat. F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai privesc \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
Pe drum, lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103 curg\u0103. Dar nu mai erau doar de durere.<\/p>\n
Erau \u0219i de eliberare.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 ani \u00een care m-am \u00eenvinov\u0103\u021bit, \u00een care m-am sim\u021bit mai pu\u021bin, \u00een care am crezut c\u0103 nu sunt suficient\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
adev\u0103rul era altul.<\/p>\n
Eu eram \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 pot s\u0103 respir.<\/p>\n
Via\u021ba mea nu se terminase.<\/p>\n
Abia \u00eencepea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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