Elena m-a privit o clip\u0103, u\u0219or nedumerit\u0103, dar a dat din umeri \u0219i m-a urmat. Muzica a r\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103, iar c\u00e2nd am \u00eenchis u\u0219a dup\u0103 noi, lini\u0219tea din cas\u0103 m-a lovit direct \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
Matei a fugit iar afar\u0103, ca \u0219i cum nimic nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas doar noi dou\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?\u201d, m-a \u00eentrebat ea, z\u00e2mbind \u00eenc\u0103, dar z\u00e2mbetul nu-i mai era la fel de sigur.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n
\u201eMatei spune\u2026 lucruri ciudate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eE copil\u2026 mai zic \u0219i ei\u201d, a r\u0103spuns ea repede.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un pas mai aproape.<\/p>\n
\u201eSpune c\u0103\u2026 \u2018\u00eel ai pe tati\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n
Z\u00e2mbetul i s-a stins.<\/p>\n
Pentru o frac\u021biune de secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t mi-a trebuit.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiu ce vrei s\u0103 spui\u201d, a zis, evit\u00e2ndu-mi privirea.<\/p>\n
Dar eu deja sim\u021beam.<\/p>\n
Acel gol \u00een stomac.<\/p>\n
Acel fior rece pe \u0219ira spin\u0103rii.<\/p>\n
\u201eElena\u2026 uit\u0103-te la mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
N-a vrut.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am \u0219tiut sigur.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi urc\u0103 s\u00e2ngele \u00een obraji, dar vocea mi-a r\u0103mas calm\u0103. Prea calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2t timp?\u201d<\/p>\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
Doar respira\u021bia ei se auzea.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2t timp?\u201d, am repetat.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e ce crezi\u2026\u201d, a \u00eenceput ea.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt, amar.<\/p>\n
\u201eSerios? Pentru c\u0103 pare fix ce cred.\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis ochii o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2teva luni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele au c\u0103zut greu. Ca ni\u0219te pietre.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
So\u021bul meu era afar\u0103. R\u00e2dea. S\u0103rb\u0103torea. Cu oamenii no\u0219tri.<\/p>\n
Cu familia.<\/p>\n
Cu femeia care tocmai mi-a spus c\u0103 m\u0103 tr\u0103deaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se rupe ceva \u00een piept, dar nu am pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201ePleac\u0103\u201d, i-am spus.<\/p>\n
\u201eTe rog, ascult\u0103-m\u0103\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201ePleac\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
De data asta mai ap\u0103sat.<\/p>\n
A ezitat, apoi \u0219i-a luat geanta de pe scaun. M-a privit, poate a\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 cedez.<\/p>\n
Nu am f\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n
A ie\u0219it pe u\u0219\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai spun\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde. Doar eu \u0219i lini\u0219tea.<\/p>\n
Apoi am tras aer ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept \u0219i am ie\u0219it \u00eenapoi \u00een curte.<\/p>\n
Petrecerea continua.<\/p>\n
So\u021bul meu, Andrei, st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 gr\u0103tar, cu o bere \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd cu ni\u0219te prieteni.<\/p>\n
M-am dus direct la el.<\/p>\n
\u201eAndrei.\u201d<\/p>\n
S-a \u00eentors z\u00e2mbind.<\/p>\n
\u201eHei, unde ai disp\u0103rut? Vine tortul?\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am privit fix.<\/p>\n
Z\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u201eIntr\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103. Acum.\u201d<\/p>\n
Tonul meu n-a l\u0103sat loc de discu\u021bii.<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe e? S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum.\u201d<\/p>\n
A v\u0103zut \u00een ochii mei c\u0103 nu e de glum\u0103.<\/p>\n
A l\u0103sat berea jos \u0219i m-a urmat.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een cas\u0103, am \u00eenchis u\u0219a.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat la mine, deja nelini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am stat o clip\u0103 \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Apoi am spus simplu:<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218tiu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat instant.<\/p>\n
A devenit palid.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe\u2026 ce \u0219tii?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eDespre tine \u0219i Elena.\u201d<\/p>\n
A \u00eencercat s\u0103 nege. Am v\u0103zut cum i se formeaz\u0103 cuvintele pe buze.<\/p>\n
Dar nu au mai ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u0219tia c\u0103 e prins.<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea lui a spus tot.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u201eChiar azi\u2026 de ziua ta. Asta ai ales.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eNu voiam s\u0103\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eNu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 ce voiai.\u201d<\/p>\n
Vocea mi-a tremurat abia acum.<\/p>\n
\u201eM-ai min\u021bit. M-a\u021bi min\u021bit am\u00e2ndoi.\u201d<\/p>\n
A f\u0103cut un pas spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u201eTe rog\u2026 putem vorbi\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAm vorbit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103, m-am sim\u021bit\u2026 clar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Durerea era acolo. Puternic\u0103. Dar sub ea\u2026 ceva nou.<\/p>\n
Hot\u0103r\u00e2re.<\/p>\n
\u201ePetrecerea s-a terminat pentru mine\u201d, am spus. \u201e\u0218i pentru noi.\u201d<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n
Nu a mai zis nimic.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103, am z\u00e2mbit oamenilor, am adus tortul pentru copilul meu, pentru c\u0103 el nu avea nicio vin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Matei r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru el, am r\u0103mas puternic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aia, am pierdut dou\u0103 persoane.<\/p>\n
Dar m-am reg\u0103sit pe mine.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am \u0219tiut sigur c\u0103 merit mai mult.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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