St\u0103tea la birou, cu spatele la u\u0219\u0103, \u00een fa\u021ba laptopului. Lumina ecranului \u00eei b\u0103tea direct \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, iar \u00een camer\u0103 era o lini\u0219te ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput, am crezut c\u0103 lucreaz\u0103. Dar era prea ciudat. La ora aia? \u00cen fiecare noapte?<\/p>\n
Am mai deschis u\u0219a un pic, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu fac zgomot. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea at\u00e2t de tare, c\u0103 aveam impresia c\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 aud\u0103 doar din asta.<\/p>\n
Pe ecran\u2026 nu era niciun document, niciun email, nimic legat de munc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era o aplica\u021bie de video.<\/p>\n
\u0218i Andrei\u2026 vorbea \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia cu rece pe \u0219ira spin\u0103rii.<\/p>\n
\u201eDa\u2026 \u0219tiu\u2026 \u0219i mie \u00eemi e dor\u2026\u201d \u00eel auzeam spun\u00e2nd \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n
Cu cine vorbea?!<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un pas \u00een\u0103untru, iar podeaua a sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2it u\u0219or. El s-a \u00eentors brusc.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a s\u0103rit ca ars.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe faci aici?!\u201d a zis speriat.<\/p>\n
\u201eEu ar trebui s\u0103 te \u00eentreb asta,\u201d i-am r\u0103spuns, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi \u021bin vocea calm\u0103, de\u0219i sim\u021beam c\u0103 m\u0103 iau lacrimile.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nu a zis nimic. Doar s-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n
Apoi a oftat ad\u00e2nc \u0219i \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e ce crezi\u2026\u201d a \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n
\u201eSerios? Pentru c\u0103 pare exact ce cred,\u201d i-am t\u0103iat-o eu.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis laptopul \u00eencet \u0219i s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n
\u201eHai s\u0103 st\u0103m jos,\u201d a zis.<\/p>\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 stau. Voiam r\u0103spunsuri. Dar m-am a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului, cu bra\u021bele \u00eencruci\u0219ate.<\/p>\n
S-a a\u0219ezat \u0219i el \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2teva luni\u2026\u201d a \u00eenceput, \u201enu mai fac fa\u021b\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am clipit confuz\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eLa ce?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eLa munc\u0103, la bani\u2026 la tot.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm luat ni\u0219te datorii\u2026 ni\u0219te credite\u2026 mai mult dec\u00e2t \u0219tii tu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
\u201eC\u00e2t de mult?\u201d<\/p>\n
A ezitat.<\/p>\n
\u201eVreo 45.000 de lei\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-a fugit p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n
\u201eCUM adic\u0103 45.000 de lei?!\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eAm vrut s\u0103 investesc\u2026 s\u0103 fac mai mul\u021bi bani\u2026 s\u0103 ne fie mai bine. Dar n-a mers.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i femeia?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, cu voce joas\u0103.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap imediat.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu e nicio femeie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am ridicat spr\u00e2ncenele.<\/p>\n
\u201eAtunci cu cine vorbeai?\u201d<\/p>\n
A oftat din nou.<\/p>\n
\u201eCu un consilier\u2026 online. E un fel de grup\u2026 pentru oameni care au probleme cu datoriile.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n
\u201eMi-a fost ru\u0219ine s\u0103-\u021bi spun,\u201d a continuat el. \u201eAm crezut c\u0103 pot rezolva singur. De asta st\u0103team aici, noaptea. Vorbeam cu ei, \u00eencercam s\u0103 g\u0103sesc solu\u021bii\u2026 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 te implic.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la el lung.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, nu p\u0103rea distant sau rece.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rea\u2026 speriat.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i de ce te-ai mutat aici?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n
\u201eSfor\u0103itul a fost doar o scuz\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap, \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 vezi a\u0219a\u2026 stresat, disperat\u2026 Mi-era fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu te dezam\u0103gesc.\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat \u00een jur \u2013 hainele lui, laptopul, toate lucrurile \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiate.<\/p>\n
Nu era o via\u021b\u0103 secret\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era un om care \u00eencerca, prost, dar sincer, s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 totul \u00een spate singur.<\/p>\n
Am oftat \u0219i m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n
M-am dus l\u00e2ng\u0103 el \u0219i i-am pus m\u00e2na pe um\u0103r.<\/p>\n
\u201eE\u0219ti un prost,\u201d i-am spus.<\/p>\n
A clipit, surprins.<\/p>\n
\u201eDar e\u0219ti prostul meu.\u201d<\/p>\n
A z\u00e2mbit slab.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu trebuie s\u0103 duci singur totul,\u201d am continuat. \u201eSuntem doi. \u0218i la bine, \u0219i la greu, nu doar c\u00e2nd e u\u0219or.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u201eChiar nu te superi?\u201d a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
\u201eBa da,\u201d i-am r\u0103spuns sincer. \u201eM\u0103 sup\u0103r c\u0103 nu mi-ai spus. Dar rezolv\u0103m. \u00cempreun\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
A doua zi, ne-am a\u0219ezat la mas\u0103, cu un carne\u021bel \u0219i un pix.<\/p>\n
Am scris toate datoriile.<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103iat cheltuieli.<\/p>\n
Am f\u0103cut un plan.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Au urmat luni de str\u00e2ns cureaua, de renun\u021bat la ie\u0219iri, de g\u0103tit acas\u0103, de fiecare leu num\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Dar, \u00eencet-\u00eencet, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 ie\u0219im la lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eentr-o sear\u0103, dup\u0103 aproape un an, Andrei a venit acas\u0103 z\u00e2mbind larg.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm terminat,\u201d a spus.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eUltima datorie. Zero lei.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas cu gura c\u0103scat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d \u0219i s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een acela\u0219i timp.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aia, dup\u0103 mult timp, ne-am \u00eentors am\u00e2ndoi \u00een acela\u0219i pat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i chiar dac\u0103 sfor\u0103iam\u2026 n-a mai contat deloc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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