Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00een urma mea \u00eencet, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103. \u00cen lini\u0219tea aia ap\u0103s\u0103toare, parc\u0103 auzeam fiecare pas mai tare dec\u00e2t era. Nu mai era casa mea. Nu mai era nimic din ce fusese.<\/p>\n
M-am dus direct \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n
Rochiile\u2026 sau ce mai r\u0103m\u0103sese din ele\u2026 erau aruncate peste tot. Buc\u0103\u021bi de material, fire rupte, culori amestecate f\u0103r\u0103 sens. Am \u00eengenuncheat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ele \u0219i am pus m\u00e2na pe o bucat\u0103 de voal albastru. Era din rochia pe care o purtasem la botezul finu\u021bei mele.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n
Nu mai aveam de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n
Am scos din geant\u0103 o pung\u0103 mare de plastic \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 str\u00e2ng tot. Fiecare buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103. Fiecare fir. Nu l\u0103sam nimic \u00een urm\u0103. Nu pentru c\u0103 mai avea valoare material\u0103\u2026 ci pentru c\u0103 erau ale mele.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am terminat, m-am uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n
Patul. Noptierele. Dulapul.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci mi-am amintit.<\/p>\n
Cristi \u021binea mereu \u201eeconomiile\u201d lui \u00eentr-un loc pe care \u00eel considera sigur. Nu \u00een banc\u0103. Nu pe card. \u201eS\u0103 nu ne controleze nimeni\u201d, spunea el. Era genul care nu avea \u00eencredere \u00een nimic oficial.<\/p>\n
Am mers direct la dulap.<\/p>\n
Am tras u\u0219a \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 scot hainele lui, una c\u00e2te una. C\u0103m\u0103\u0219i, sacouri, pantaloni. Le-am aruncat pe jos f\u0103r\u0103 nicio grij\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218tiam exact unde s\u0103 caut.<\/p>\n
\u00cen spatele unei cutii vechi de pantofi.<\/p>\n
Am b\u0103gat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am sim\u021bit.<\/p>\n
Plicul.<\/p>\n
L-am scos \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Era gros.<\/p>\n
L-am deschis.<\/p>\n
Bancnote de 100 \u0219i 200 de lei, \u00eenghesuite unele peste altele. Am num\u0103rat rapid din ochi. Cel pu\u021bin 15.000 de lei. Poate mai mult.<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een zilele alea.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu vrei s\u0103 fiu frumoas\u0103 pentru altul\u2026 dar banii \u0103\u0219tia erau buni, nu?\u201d<\/p>\n
Am pus plicul \u00een geant\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 stau pe g\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Nu era suficient.<\/p>\n
Am mers \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
Am deschis sertarul cu tac\u00e2muri \u0219i am scos exact aceea\u0219i foarfec\u0103 de buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n
Am privit hainele lui \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiate pe jos.<\/p>\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n
Material bun, scump. Costume luate \u201epentru imagine\u201d, cum zicea el. Fiecare t\u0103ietur\u0103 era calm\u0103, precis\u0103. Nu era furie oarb\u0103. Era lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Sunetul foarfecii era acela\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Dar de data asta\u2026 nu mai durea.<\/p>\n
Am t\u0103iat sacouri, c\u0103m\u0103\u0219i, pantaloni. Nu am l\u0103sat nimic \u00eentreg. Nimic purtabil. Nimic reparabil.<\/p>\n
La final, am l\u0103sat foarfeca pe pat.<\/p>\n
Am luat o bucat\u0103 de material dintr-o c\u0103ma\u0219\u0103 \u0219i am scris pe ea cu un marker g\u0103sit pe noptier\u0103:<\/p>\n
\u201eAcum suntem chit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am l\u0103sat bucata de p\u00e2nz\u0103 pe pern\u0103, unde st\u0103tuse el.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a dormitorului.<\/p>\n
\u00cenainte s\u0103 ies din cas\u0103, m-am uitat \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 \u00een jur.<\/p>\n
Nu mai sim\u021beam nimic pentru locul \u0103la.<\/p>\n
Doar lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Am pus cheia sub pre\u0219, exact cum spusese el.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am plecat.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns la mama, m-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 sunt bine.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103\u2026 chiar eram.<\/p>\n
\u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nile care au urmat, am dus resturile de rochii la o croitoreas\u0103 din ora\u0219. O femeie simpl\u0103, cu m\u00e2ini pricepute. I-am spus povestea mea.<\/p>\n
N-a zis mult.<\/p>\n
Doar: \u201eLas\u0103, mam\u0103\u2026 din buc\u0103\u021bi se fac lucruri noi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 o lun\u0103, m-a sunat.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns, mi-a \u00eentins o rochie.<\/p>\n
Nu sem\u0103na cu nimic din ce avusesem \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n
Era mai simpl\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar era \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eembr\u0103cat-o acolo, \u00een fa\u021ba oglinzii.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp\u2026 m-am sim\u021bit din nou eu.<\/p>\n
Nu mai aveam casa.<\/p>\n
Nu mai aveam c\u0103snicia.<\/p>\n
Dar aveam ceva mai important.<\/p>\n
Demnitatea mea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i un nou \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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