{"id":23460,"date":"2026-04-28T04:54:01","date_gmt":"2026-04-28T04:54:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=23460"},"modified":"2026-04-28T04:54:01","modified_gmt":"2026-04-28T04:54:01","slug":"fiul-meu-de-13-ani-a-murit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/?p=23460","title":{"rendered":"FIUL MEU DE 13 ANI A MURIT"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Am sim\u021bit cum genunchii mi se \u00eenmoaie \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe scaunul din fa\u021ba catedrei.<\/p>\n

Nu mai auzeam nimic \u00een jur. Nici zgomotul de pe hol, nici vocea profesoarei. Doar inima mea, b\u0103t\u00e2nd tare.<\/p>\n

Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n

\u201eMam\u0103, \u0219tiu c\u0103 \u00eel iube\u0219ti pe tata. \u0218i eu l-am iubit. Dar de ceva timp\u2026 nu mai e acela\u0219i om.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mi s-a str\u00e2ns stomacul.<\/p>\n

Nu voiam s\u0103 cred.<\/p>\n

Dar ochii mei alergau pe r\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n

\u201eDe doi ani, tata are datorii mari. Nu \u0219tiu exact c\u00e2t, dar am auzit c\u00e2nd vorbea la telefon. Spunea c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103, altfel o s\u0103 avem probleme.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu \u0219tiam nimic despre asta.<\/p>\n

Nimic.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u00cen ultima vreme, a devenit tot mai nervos. \u021aipa din orice. Dar mai r\u0103u\u2026 au \u00eenceput s\u0103 vin\u0103 oameni acas\u0103 c\u00e2nd tu nu erai.\u201d<\/p>\n

Respira\u021bia mi s-a t\u0103iat.<\/p>\n

\u201eNu erau oameni buni, mam\u0103. I-am auzit amenin\u021b\u00e2ndu-l. I-au spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 nu pl\u0103te\u0219te, o s\u0103 sufere familia.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia cu ame\u021beal\u0103.<\/p>\n

Toate momentele ciudate din ultimii ani\u2026 t\u0103cerile lui\u2026 plec\u0103rile \u201ede serviciu\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201e\u00cen ziua \u00een care am mers la lac\u2026 tata p\u0103rea speriat. Nu era ca de obicei.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 oprire.<\/p>\n

\u201eMam\u0103\u2026 nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 a fost accident.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n

\u201eC\u00e2nd a \u00eenceput furtuna, eram l\u00e2ng\u0103 ap\u0103. Tata vorbea la telefon \u0219i \u021bipa. Apoi a venit la mine \u0219i mi-a spus s\u0103 m\u0103 duc mai aproape de mal, s\u0103-l a\u0219tept acolo.\u201d<\/p>\n

M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau din nou.<\/p>\n

\u201eDar c\u00e2nd am ajuns, cineva m-a \u00eempins. Nu \u0219tiu cine\u2026 dar nu cred c\u0103 a fost \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor.\u201d<\/p>\n

Am sc\u0103pat scrisoarea din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

Nu.<\/p>\n

Nu se poate.<\/p>\n

Nu asta.<\/p>\n

Am ridicat-o cu greu \u0219i am continuat.<\/p>\n

\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu m-am mai \u00eentors. Te rog\u2026 nu-l l\u0103sa pe tata s\u0103 te mint\u0103. Afl\u0103 adev\u0103rul. Pentru mine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Scrisoarea se termina acolo.<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Parc\u0103 tot aerul disp\u0103ruse.<\/p>\n

Doamna profesoar\u0103 m-a privit \u00eengrijorat\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u201eSunte\u021bi bine?\u201d<\/p>\n

Nu i-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n

\u00cen mintea mea se legau lucruri.<\/p>\n

Privirea lui \u00een ultimele zile.<\/p>\n

Felul \u00een care evita s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre lac.<\/p>\n

Faptul c\u0103 nu s-a uitat niciodat\u0103 \u00een ochii mei c\u00e2nd spunea c\u0103 a fost un accident.<\/p>\n

Am plecat de la \u0219coal\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic.<\/p>\n

Am ajuns acas\u0103 \u0219i l-am g\u0103sit \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n

St\u0103tea la mas\u0103, cu capul \u00een m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n

\u201eUnde ai fost?\u201d<\/p>\n

Nu i-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n

Am pus scrisoarea pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n

A citit primele r\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n

Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n

A devenit alb ca varul.<\/p>\n

\u201eDe unde ai asta?\u201d<\/p>\n

Vocea \u00eei tremura.<\/p>\n

\u201eDe la Andrei.\u201d<\/p>\n

A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n

Secunde lungi.<\/p>\n

Ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n

Apoi a izbucnit.<\/p>\n

A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n

Un pl\u00e2ns greu, rupt.<\/p>\n

\u201eN-am vrut\u2026 jur c\u0103 n-am vrut\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

M-am retras un pas.<\/p>\n

\u201eCe n-ai vrut?\u201d<\/p>\n

A dat din cap, disperat.<\/p>\n

\u201eM-au obligat\u2026 aveam datorii\u2026 veneau peste noi\u2026 ne amenin\u021bau\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Sim\u021beam cum lumea mea se pr\u0103bu\u0219e\u0219te din nou.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u0218i Andrei?\u201d<\/p>\n

A \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n

\u201eNu trebuia s\u0103 fie el\u2026 doar voiau s\u0103 m\u0103 sperie\u2026 dar\u2026 lucrurile au sc\u0103pat de sub control\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Nu mai auzeam restul.<\/p>\n

Doar un \u021biuit.<\/p>\n

Am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103 \u0219i am sunat la poli\u021bie.<\/p>\n

Totul a ie\u0219it la iveal\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2teva zile.<\/p>\n

Datorii la c\u0103m\u0103tari.<\/p>\n

Amenin\u021b\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

Planuri murdare.<\/p>\n

\u0218i un \u201eaccident\u201d care nu fusese deloc accident.<\/p>\n

So\u021bul meu a fost arestat.<\/p>\n

Iar eu\u2026<\/p>\n

Am r\u0103mas singur\u0103.<\/p>\n

Dar nu goal\u0103.<\/p>\n

Pentru c\u0103 Andrei, copilul meu\u2026<\/p>\n

Mi-a dat adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n

\u0218i curajul s\u0103-l accept.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Am sim\u021bit cum genunchii mi se \u00eenmoaie \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe scaunul din fa\u021ba catedrei. Nu mai auzeam nimic \u00een jur. Nici zgomotul de pe hol, nici vocea profesoarei. Doar inima mea, b\u0103t\u00e2nd tare. Am continuat s\u0103 citesc. \u201eMam\u0103, \u0219tiu c\u0103 \u00eel iube\u0219ti pe tata. \u0218i eu l-am iubit. Dar de ceva timp\u2026 nu mai […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22817,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23460"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23460\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23461,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23460\/revisions\/23461"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}