Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n
St\u0103team am\u00e2ndoi \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, la masa unde, cu ani \u00een urm\u0103, o g\u0103sisem pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd \u00een t\u0103cere. Lumina slab\u0103 a becului c\u0103dea peste fa\u021ba ei obosit\u0103. Nu mai era doar triste\u021be acolo. Era vin\u0103. Fric\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eCe secret, Ana?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
A tras aer ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept, de parc\u0103 se preg\u0103tea s\u0103 sar\u0103 \u00eentr-un gol.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cenainte s\u0103 te cunosc… am fost donatoare de ovule.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am clipit, ne\u00een\u021beleg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201eNu oriunde… Am f\u0103cut-o \u00eentr-un program mai pu\u021bin obi\u0219nuit. Pentru cupluri mixte… oameni din alte \u021b\u0103ri…\u201d<\/p>\n
Cuvintele ei veneau greu, rupte.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu am spus nim\u0103nui. Aveam nevoie de bani atunci. Mama era bolnav\u0103… nu aveam alt\u0103 solu\u021bie.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum realitatea \u00eencepe s\u0103 se a\u0219eze, buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103 cu buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0218i ce leg\u0103tur\u0103 are asta cu… b\u0103ie\u021bii?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, de\u0219i deja \u00eencepeam s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n
Ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u201eDoctorul… cel la care am fost… c\u00e2nd am r\u0103mas \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 ultima dat\u0103… era din aceea\u0219i re\u021bea. Nu \u0219tiu exact ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat… dar cred c\u0103…\u201d<\/p>\n
S-a oprit, incapabil\u0103 s\u0103 continue.<\/p>\n
\u201eCrezi c\u0103 ce?\u201d am insistat, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u201eCred c\u0103 unul dintre embrioni nu era doar al nostru… ci provenea din material genetic r\u0103mas din acel program…\u201d<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
Nu era infidelitate.<\/p>\n
Nu era tr\u0103dare.<\/p>\n
Era ceva mult mai complicat. \u0218i mult mai dureros.<\/p>\n
\u201eAi \u0219tiut de la \u00eenceput?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, aproape \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n
\u201eAm b\u0103nuit… din momentul \u00een care i-am v\u0103zut… dar mi-a fost fric\u0103. Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu te pierd. Fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu ne pierd pe to\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat de la mas\u0103 \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 plimb prin camer\u0103.<\/p>\n
Totul avea sens acum. Privirile ei. T\u0103cerea. Durerea pe care o purta zilnic.<\/p>\n
Dar, \u00een acela\u0219i timp, m\u0103 uitam la cei doi b\u0103ie\u021bi ai mei. La cum r\u00e2deau \u00eempreun\u0103. Cum se certau pe juc\u0103rii \u0219i apoi adormeau \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219a\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Erau ai mei.<\/p>\n
Am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n
M-am oprit \u0219i m-am uitat la Ana.<\/p>\n
\u201eDe ce nu mi-ai spus mai devreme?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 mai prive\u0219ti la fel…\u201d<\/p>\n
T\u0103cerea care a urmat a fost grea.<\/p>\n
Dar nu rece.<\/p>\n
M-am apropiat de ea \u0219i i-am luat m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u201eAna… noi am trecut prin prea multe \u00eempreun\u0103 ca s\u0103 ne oprim aici.\u201d<\/p>\n
A izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu conteaz\u0103 cum au venit pe lume. Sunt copiii no\u0219tri.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, am stat \u00eempreun\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 ziduri \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n
A doua zi, am luat o decizie.<\/p>\n
Nu mai ascundem nimic.<\/p>\n
Nu mai l\u0103s\u0103m lumea s\u0103 ne spun\u0103 cine suntem.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd au mai crescut, le-am spus \u0219i b\u0103ie\u021bilor adev\u0103rul. Simplu. Pe \u00een\u021belesul lor.<\/p>\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
Dar nici nu a fost nevoie s\u0103 fie.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103, \u00een final, nu s\u00e2ngele ne-a \u021binut \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ci alegerea.<\/p>\n
Zi de zi.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 fim o familie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul. St\u0103team am\u00e2ndoi \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, la masa unde, cu ani \u00een urm\u0103, o g\u0103sisem pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd \u00een t\u0103cere. Lumina slab\u0103 a becului c\u0103dea peste fa\u021ba ei obosit\u0103. Nu mai era doar triste\u021be acolo. Era vin\u0103. Fric\u0103. \u201eCe secret, Ana?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u00eencet. A tras aer ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept, de parc\u0103 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22818,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23688","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23688","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23688"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23688\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23689,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23688\/revisions\/23689"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22818"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23688"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23688"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23688"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}