\u2026o fric\u0103 pe care nu puteam s\u0103 o explic.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiu de ce.<\/p>\n
Poate pentru c\u0103 eram singur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Poate pentru c\u0103 \u00eencepusem s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 via\u021ba mea nu mai avea nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu cea pe care o visasem.<\/p>\n
\u00cen sala de a\u0219teptare erau alte femei \u00eens\u0103rcinate.<\/p>\n
Unele r\u00e2deau cu so\u021bii lor.<\/p>\n
Altele \u00ee\u0219i \u021bineau m\u00e2inile pe burt\u0103 \u0219i vorbeau despre nume de copii.<\/p>\n
Eu st\u0103team l\u00e2ng\u0103 mama \u0219i m\u0103 uitam \u00een podea.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd asistenta mi-a strigat numele, mi s-a str\u00e2ns stomacul.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentins pe patul rece, iar doctorul a \u00eenceput ecografia.<\/p>\n
La \u00eenceput a fost lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
Apoi medicul s-a apropiat de monitor \u0219i a clipit de c\u00e2teva ori.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Hm\u2026<\/p>\n
Inima mi-a s\u0103rit din piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n
Doctorul a z\u00e2mbit \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ei bine\u2026 cred c\u0103 avem o surpriz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mama s-a ridicat imediat de pe scaun.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce fel de surpriz\u0103?<\/p>\n
Doctorul a \u00eentors monitorul spre noi.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 puncte mici.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 inimioare care b\u0103teau.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
\u2014 G\u2026 gemeni?<\/p>\n
Doctorul a r\u00e2s u\u0219or.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da, doamn\u0103. Ve\u021bi avea doi bebelu\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 instant.<\/p>\n
Eu nu puteam scoate niciun sunet.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 uitam la ecran \u0219i sim\u021beam cum tot ce era rupt \u00een mine \u00eencepe, \u00eencet, s\u0103 se lipeasc\u0103 la loc.<\/p>\n
Doi copii.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 vie\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103 motive s\u0103 merg mai departe.<\/p>\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i sear\u0103, c\u00e2nd am ajuns acas\u0103, am g\u0103sit un plic \u00een cutia po\u0219tal\u0103.<\/p>\n
Era de la C\u0103t\u0103lin.<\/p>\n
L-am deschis cu m\u00e2inile reci.<\/p>\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era cererea de divor\u021b.<\/p>\n
\u0218i un bile\u021bel.<\/p>\n
\u201eSper s\u0103 nu mai aud niciodat\u0103 de tine.\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am uitat lung la h\u00e2rtia aceea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
n-am mai pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Am semnat actele dup\u0103 dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 scandal.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 rug\u0103min\u021bi.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-l caut.<\/p>\n
Bianca r\u0103m\u0103sese deja \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u0219i ea, iar prin ora\u0219 circulau zvonuri c\u0103 el era foarte fericit.<\/p>\n
Perfect.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 fie.<\/p>\n
Eu aveam alte lucruri de f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 supravie\u021buiesc.<\/p>\n
S\u0103-mi cresc copiii.<\/p>\n
S\u0103 m\u0103 reconstruiesc.<\/p>\n
Lunile au trecut greu.<\/p>\n
Au fost dimine\u021bi \u00een care vomitam p\u00e2n\u0103 nu mai puteam respira.<\/p>\n
Nop\u021bi \u00een care m\u0103 durea spatele at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t adormeam pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Dar mama era acolo.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi f\u0103cea ceai.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi masa picioarele.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00eemi repeta mereu:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dumnezeu vede tot, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een travaliu, afar\u0103 ningea.<\/p>\n
Am n\u0103scut doi b\u0103ie\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Matei \u0219i Luca.<\/p>\n
Mici, g\u0103l\u0103gio\u0219i \u0219i perfec\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Iar \u00een clipa \u00een care i-am \u021binut \u00een bra\u021be, am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin nu m\u0103 distrusese.<\/p>\n
Doar \u00eemi eliberase locul pentru o via\u021b\u0103 mai bun\u0103.<\/p>\n
Au trecut aproape doi ani.<\/p>\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, ie\u0219eam din farmacie cu cei mici c\u00e2nd am auzit pe cineva strig\u00e2ndu-m\u0103.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n
Era C\u0103t\u0103lin.<\/p>\n
Dar parc\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nise zece ani.<\/p>\n
Slab.<\/p>\n
Tras la fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Obosit.<\/p>\n
L\u00e2ng\u0103 el nu era Bianca.<\/p>\n
Era singur.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat lung la copii.<\/p>\n
Apoi la mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Sunt ai mei, nu?<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum trecutul \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar nu mai avea loc \u00een via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Da, sunt ai t\u0103i.<\/p>\n
Ochii i s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ioana\u2026 eu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n
Vocea mea a ie\u0219it calm\u0103.<\/p>\n
Rece.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai f\u0103cut alegerea ta c\u00e2nd ai plecat.<\/p>\n
A cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am fost prost\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Ai fost crud.<\/p>\n
Copiii r\u00e2deau \u00een c\u0103rucior f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba lor era omul care \u00eei abandonase \u00eenainte s\u0103 se nasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin pl\u00e2ngea acum f\u0103r\u0103 ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Te rog\u2026 las\u0103-m\u0103 m\u0103car s\u0103-i cunosc\u2026<\/p>\n
L-am privit c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-am apropiat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
\u2014 O s\u0103-i cuno\u0219ti c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021bi ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 fii tat\u0103. Nu doar b\u0103rbat.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am plecat.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 furie.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 ur\u0103.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it \u00een\u021belesesem ceva important:<\/p>\n
Uneori, cea mai mare tr\u0103dare nu este c\u00e2nd cineva pleac\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ci c\u00e2nd te face s\u0103 crezi c\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 el nu valorezi nimic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2026o fric\u0103 pe care nu puteam s\u0103 o explic. Nu \u0219tiu de ce. Poate pentru c\u0103 eram singur\u0103. Poate pentru c\u0103 \u00eencepusem s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 via\u021ba mea nu mai avea nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu cea pe care o visasem. \u00cen sala de a\u0219teptare erau alte femei \u00eens\u0103rcinate. Unele r\u00e2deau cu so\u021bii lor. Altele \u00ee\u0219i \u021bineau m\u00e2inile […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22819,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23921","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-povesti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23921","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23921"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23921\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23922,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23921\/revisions\/23922"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22819"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23921"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23921"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bumzi.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23921"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}