Pe foaie era scrisul Andreei. Tremurat pe alocuri, de parc\u0103 se chinuise zile \u00eentregi s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 puterea s\u0103 scrie.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cemi amintesc tot.\u201d<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t scria la \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n
Am ridicat ochii spre ea, dar ea privea \u00een podea. Nu mai era feti\u021ba speriat\u0103 de acum dou\u0103zeci de ani. \u00cen fa\u021ba mea st\u0103tea o femeie matur\u0103, cu ochii ro\u0219ii \u0219i o durere pe care o purtase singur\u0103 prea mult timp.<\/p>\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n
\u201e\u00cen noaptea accidentului, tata \u0219i tine v-a\u021bi certat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi s-a str\u00e2ns stomacul.<\/p>\n
Da\u2026 ne certaser\u0103m. Ultima ceart\u0103 pe care aveam s\u0103 o am vreodat\u0103 cu b\u0103iatul meu.<\/p>\n
Voia s\u0103 plece imediat, de\u0219i afar\u0103 viscolul se \u00eente\u021bea. Eu \u00eei spuneam s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 peste noapte. Drumul era acoperit cu polei, iar \u00een sate deja se anun\u021baser\u0103 ma\u0219ini blocate.<\/p>\n
Dar Mihai era \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u021b\u00e2nat.<\/p>\n
\u201eAjungem acas\u0103 \u00eentr-o or\u0103\u201d, \u00eemi spusese.<\/p>\n
Nu l-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Niciodat\u0103 nu mi-am iertat asta.<\/p>\n
Andreea s-a a\u0219ezat \u00eencet pe canapea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi amintesc c\u0103 mama pl\u00e2ngea \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, a spus ea \u00eencet. Iar tata era nervos.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia cu ame\u021beal\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce nu mi-ai spus p\u00e2n\u0103 acum?<\/p>\n
A tras ad\u00e2nc aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nici eu nu \u00een\u021belegeam totul. Ani \u00eentregi am avut doar imagini. Dar acum c\u00e2teva luni am g\u0103sit dosarul accidentului la firm\u0103. Era arhivat pentru c\u0103 unul dintre colegii mei se ocupa de cazuri vechi de asigur\u0103ri.<\/p>\n
Mi-a \u00eentins \u00eenc\u0103 un teanc de h\u00e2rtii.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 le r\u0103sfoiesc cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n
Poze cu ma\u0219ina.<\/p>\n
Raportul poli\u021biei.<\/p>\n
Declara\u021bii.<\/p>\n
Apoi am v\u0103zut ceva care mi-a f\u0103cut inima s\u0103 stea o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eUrme de fr\u00e2nare absente.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am clipit de c\u00e2teva ori.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<\/p>\n
Andreea \u0219i-a mu\u0219cat buza.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 tata nu a \u00eencercat s\u0103 fr\u00e2neze.<\/p>\n
Camera s-a f\u0103cut brusc prea mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026 nu se poate\u2026<\/p>\n
Ea avea lacrimi \u00een ochi acum.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Bunicule\u2026 cred c\u0103 tata a f\u0103cut-o inten\u021bionat.<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu! Mihai nu \u0219i-ar fi omor\u00e2t familia!<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu voia s\u0103 ne omoare! a izbucnit ea. Cred c\u0103 voia doar s\u0103 sperie pe mama. \u00cen dosar scrie c\u0103 se certau des din cauza datoriilor. Avea credite ascunse. Zeci de mii de lei. \u0218i \u00een seara aia b\u0103use.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
Mihai avusese probleme financiare. \u0218tiam. \u00cei \u00eemprumutasem bani de multe ori. Dar niciodat\u0103 nu mi-am imaginat c\u0103 lucrurile erau at\u00e2t de grave.<\/p>\n
Andreea s-a apropiat de mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi amintesc ceva, bunicule\u2026 chiar \u00eenainte s\u0103 derap\u0103m, mama a \u021bipat: \u201eMihai, opre\u0219te ma\u0219ina!\u201d<\/p>\n
M-am pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe scaun.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103zeci de ani m\u0103 \u00eenvinov\u0103\u021bisem c\u0103 i-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 plece.<\/p>\n
Dou\u0103zeci de ani crezusem c\u0103 dac\u0103 insistam mai mult, poate erau \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar adev\u0103rul era mai greu dec\u00e2t orice vin\u0103.<\/p>\n
Fiul meu era distrus pe din\u0103untru. \u00cengropat \u00een datorii, ru\u0219ine \u0219i disperare. \u0218i \u00eentr-o clip\u0103 de nebunie, totul s-a terminat.<\/p>\n
\u00cen cas\u0103 s-a l\u0103sat o lini\u0219te ap\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
Apoi Andreea s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i mi-a luat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu e vina ta, bunicule.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n
Nu zgomotos. Nu dramatic. Doar lacrimile alea grele care ies dup\u0103 ani \u00eentregi \u00een care ai \u021binut totul \u00een tine.<\/p>\n
Ea m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n
Ca atunci c\u00e2nd era mic\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u00cen seara aceea am vorbit p\u00e2n\u0103 t\u00e2rziu. Despre Mihai. Despre mama ei. Despre lucrurile frumoase, nu doar despre tragedie. Am scos albumele vechi din dulap. Am r\u00e2s printre lacrimi uit\u00e2ndu-ne la pozele de la mare, la gr\u0103tarele din curte \u0219i la dimine\u021bile de Cr\u0103ciun c\u00e2nd casa era plin\u0103 de g\u0103l\u0103gie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een dou\u0103zeci de ani, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 durerea nu ne mai \u021binea captivi.<\/p>\n
Adev\u0103rul fusese cumplit.<\/p>\n
Dar ne eliberase.<\/p>\n
Iar afar\u0103, \u00een lini\u0219tea unei nop\u021bi reci de iarn\u0103, ningea din nou. Numai c\u0103 de data asta, niciunul dintre noi nu se mai temea de furtun\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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